I wish i wasnt the most pathetic person ever

i hate stupid people!!

Idk if i stayed under 2000 cals yesterday and today i sure hope so

🙁 i keep having chest pains and it scares me

Raging body dysmorphia, painful constipation, wanting to sob so bad i could throw up what a day already its not even 10am AND I HAVE TO WORK

Having the worst body dysmorphia and its all this loose skin and FAT omfg i cant get rid of it and it pools up when i wear my bra and i look like annaobrien from the side and behind

ariana grande after saying yes:

God i love energy drinks so much idc call me a sheep THEYRE SO GOOD YUM

Not drinking this at 9pm but ive been hunting for that ghost sour strips and can't find it. This seems like it could be close so 🤫 hope its good

Having the most painful poo💔💔

Havent done one of these in so long wow

Had a small bag of rice cakes and dropped it on the fucking floor before my therapy session im so mad

I may have food addiction but at least im not glitter and bagels

Horrendous lol

Love seeing peoples snapchat stories that are basically "why is everyone so fake" "can anyone help me get a cart/vape" "i hate my life i should kms" or best yet complaining about being unemployed in their 20s. Lord grow up

Did not need the call out

God i love these (and only 300cal a bag)

Hope every customer explodes today

Cant tell if i remained under cals yesterday or not. Almost was but ended up having dinner cause we had a lot to celebrate at work aha🥲

I DONT WANNA WORK

Trying to put as much energy as possible into cleaning my apartment later... i kinda started earlier but i have to work and i stg if im too drained by the time i get home AGAIN im gonna be so pissed

Im cooked i ate 14 of them

Bf got yoshi cookies its joever

God i dont want to drive tonight im already angry i didnt get my step count numbers and im so tired

Why my ex texting me

Pretending i am normal all the time is exhausting

1280 cal today im under lets gooooo

Hope more snow melts today so i can start actually walking outside again

Tumblr mobile ui changed and im mad

💔💔 ik its not a healthy dynamic this way but i just want my bf to cradle me in love and just take my stresses away forever. I dont want to deal with it all i want to finally be shielded away from it

At least my ribs and shoulder blades and collarbones are visible 🙁

Gonna try and cleanse my place tomorrow night i think it really needs it🫩🫩 dirty and bad energy

I just want to go to a damn gnc is that too much to ask!!!!!!

Ate over my cal limit again i literally need to stop omfg

Idek what my breakfast cals were but other than that im under 2000 regardless today THANK

I ate almost 3000 cal today jeeeeesus💔

Had cinnamon bread for breakfast and I actually hit 19hrs fasting for the first time in awhile i kept only hitting 12

im going this insane

Made a "joke" earlier to my bf that my fatass was in the way and he proceeded to say "im starting to worry youre not actually eating enough" I wanted to be excited soooo bad but hearing that from him i dont really know how to feel. I still havent told anyone irl

nobody cares unless ur in crisis or dead

💔 i do not deserve my partner i was such an asshole today cause my suicidal feelings took over and i was so bitchy

I look like a plus size toddler today and i hate it so much i regret my outfit so bad

Hate being sick

Sick like spongebob with the suds and its just a cold. I feel like such a baby and i had to break my fast and go over my cals to even hope to help my body...

Todays supposed to be 50f and i work...... evil. I want to go for walks

After discovering aldi has dubai chocolate for $4 thats actually amazing... i get it. Would still never spend more than $10 on CHOCOLATE but dang. Kinda get why people went insane