I just want to be with my parents more often. Why did i ever move out

Ate a big thai meal and had movie theater popcorn im allowed those cals today it was for taylor swifts new album

Just gotta hold out til friday i need to go to the taylor swift theater release🫠

Called my grandparents cause it was their 64th anniversary and my grandma randomly mentioned how "good and skinny" i looked when i visited last month. I really fuckin pray this weight gain is just muscle but i still want it GONE

Just had the most dogshit burnt waffles i really broke my fast for that...

Still way under maintenance cals but im over restriction cals.......

Gonna kms if i binge again tonight. I cant keep fucking doing this im so fat already

I HAVE GAINED ALMOST 20 FUCKING POUNDS THIS YEAR. I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE

Oh god. Between work and in the process of moving i am NOT locked in

Idk how i gained weight but my waist got smaller by half an inch wtf

Bf is back for a bit but i still want my mom💔 Too scared to dampen my parents current trip by calling them crying

So glad im following the right people on this acc omg

Me: gains weight Also me: gets a fucking large pizza

I FUCKING GAINED WEIGHT KMS

I fear im not showering tonight im about to cry all my makeup off anyway

Day 2 crying after my trip. Having soup isnt ideal this late but the campbells character soups were such a staple growing up and idk i just want my parents here. Theyre not dead im just physically missing them so much and its weird i havent felt this way since i was little like....

Sobbing my eyes out all alone here. I wish someone was available to call but bf seems busy and im scared of calling my parents thinking ill be stupid for crying

Idk why im so deeply emotional about leaving tomorrow morning. Im fighting back tears about to miss my family but I also want to get back to both my babies (bf and kitty) and not feel so suppressed

Ariana Grande looks immaculate in Fendi, styled by Law Roach.

YESSSSSSSSSS💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

Havent been able to track most of my food here so im praying I haven't gained any weight please just maintain

Only reason I want to go home tomorrow is to be with my cat again and be in cooler weather where its easier to take walks. Otherwise i kind of want to cry lol

Surviving off just an alani so far today babeeeeeyyy

My super body shaming grandpa complimented how skinny and good i looked despite having a super bad body day. Idk how to feel but that at least boosted my ego a bit

I fully refuse to look up their cals but daves hot chicken was fire af

The ocean is so healing to me, now if only I could swim in it again🥹 (still havent bought a new bathing suit)

My once a year true whimsy walk

My moms saying some reeeeeal little too close to the sun ed type of shit😐😐😐

Im sorry i kind of laughed at this comment on reddit like it is NOT that damn serious😭😭😭😭😭

My super crunchy almond mom was askin me what im doing to "look so good" holy fuck i never thought id ever hear that from her

My parents got a boatload of watermelon in their fridge and drizzilicious in their pantry

Just texted my dad we have to go to a post office when im off the plane cause someone bought one of my giant skirts and i didn't mark myself as on vacation

Wish it was possible to block images i fucking hate labubus and seeing them absolutely everywhere. Get off my damn phone

Travelling tomorrow and i hope i dont overeat during this trip

Maintained in august but its better than gaining ig

Feeling like i ascended (pooped)

So angry i wasnt even hungry when i got home but food noise is so violent and figures i had some oreos to snack on and im nauseous and breaking my cal limit slightly. Stupid

I think i should never eat oreos again each time ive had them lately i am literally nauseous

New sabrina album rules

Count your fucking days mcdonalds they didnt even give me my fries in my happy meal nor can i get a refund

My one coworker wont stop posting on snapchat at their grown ass age about the most high school ass drama ever and keeps crying about their vape charger being dead guess whos gonna have to put up with it at work.....

My tiktok fyp is just memes and people talking about the new ari tour... literally want to sob I WANNA GO TO A SHOW my only chance is nyc i could stay with my brother maybe he lives close😭

Going to have to readjust how i eat and properly track my calories again i keep eating out and getting foods i cannot track and i keep binging so i need to go back to higher res it feels like its the only way

Ate too much today i am so sick of not being as good as i used to

Cant wait for it to be full on colder season so i can hide my stupid body in baggier sweaters. Also hair is giving❗️❗️

Yall i might get transferred at work and itll prob be the best thing to happen to me in a few years with this upcoming move😭

Wish i didnt have to work today im so exhausted and have so much to do

Stuck at 138.8lbs and realizing my legs are literal rocks atp from how much i walk😐 thats prob why my weight isnt going down.....