why does it feel like a friday?

Good afternoonish. I thought I had a thing in two hours, but it be cancelled again So I think I'm just sleep more cos 😴

Same cos no one ever flirts with me. Bit sad and downy, but truth and thats what I live for. 😅 I'ma the kinda "dumb" autistic gal who hates being untruthful and deceiving, it's too much social spoons to process. So I don't bother playing such games. Anyway if anyone wants to awkward I'm here 🤪

Mondays zzz 💤😴 Can't push through this one. Nap time 😴 Wish I had energy and not eeepy vibes

Clearly I need to drink more Dr Pepper..

Oh noes... Good. Things. 😨😨 Don't know how to react to good things, I'm in a bit of a posting through it Sunday night.

I used to take a lotta pics in FFXIV, and this popped up on my onedrive "on this day" feed this week.. And I just feelings, 'this is me if you even care' meme. How to I get to be her thoughts empty, no braincells. Pic is 3 years old, soo a few months after cracking, no signs of girl vibes right?

My cute frend is reposting everything i post atm, so this is a subtweet about how cute and amazing and lovely she is.

I distract self with you tubs. 😖

Feel anxious and stomach uncomfy, so zoned out and not feeling great x.x

I just woke from a weirdly timed nap, and a housemate is yelling "go to hell" at the top of her lungs. I should probably go see her, but I'll likely aggravate situation and I'm just scared to.. am I bad friend for hiding in room? The joys of MH supported living. 😔

I have many thoughts i could or should post about. Do I have the energy to do so lately? Nope.

Me: I want bigger boobs *starts dating a girl with bigger boobs* Me: That’s not what I meant.

Thinking this evening, while I procrastinate on dinner choices... about the housemate I came out to today. Like I said my usual spiel, and just her response "oh I didn't know", and I feel like of course not cos I'm only just telling you. But also blegh because..

Hi i'ma gurl🫶

Hi i been quiet not posting lately, been a exhasting too much going on kinda week, am ok just hibernating. :3

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Good morning nerds, have I mentioned I love nerds recently. 😊💛

If you see this, QTP with a gif of a powerful woman!

I learnt tonight in group, randomly browsing reddit looking at people's outfits is like normal girl behaviour. 😊💛

I hate waking in middle of night and being so drowsy I'm dropping phone on my face multiple times

Soo has stabilised, now I removed a certain webcam. I need sleeps Just need to zzzz (Just dropped phone on rib )vl

Screams in further win11 black screens system crashes this morning🌄afternoon. Some memory management some referencing ntfs.. My baby is dying 😨😨

Also thinking about boobs as drowsy bean

Sooo I might be on GIC wait list now.. at least the email was sent from Gp. I feel weird about making progress

I am spooked. Two back to back "blackscreens of death". "kmode exception not handled" And "memory management". But PC seems to have stabilised now? no panic? try no panic yes? my brain is melting

Wise words of comfort to amplify: (Also everyone is beautiful, gestures at everyone ❤)

Oh whelp its a bit, its a meme... bleghhh

Soo my brain is in weird places now I'm being called Rachel more day to day irl. I feel comfy and like known. But it's still such a leap into meds stuff. Idk what more to do, except I do know the long list of "should", but life keeps me busy and insomnia.. hi awake 18 hours I am loopy. 🥴🥴😖😖

Truth. I get really annoyed when someone does air quotes around online friends. I interact with groovy people from around the globe, celebrate their triumphs and empathize with their difficulties, and I hate when that gets treated as an inferior form of friendship.

Asking this question totally only for a friend.. totally. 4am brain should sleep more💤 and post less on Internet 😳👉👈

AUTISM ANNOUNCEMENT: Hi i'm a nerd who knows too many things about too many topics. :3

this is literally what it's all about, people

Late night unfiltered Rach: I need someone to massage my chest, thats how it grows bigger right? 😩 This is how it works right? 😔

Another day passes. I think I've improved my physical state despite tiredness. Spent some time sitting around in my dress, and I hoped might warm up my legs, not really 🙃 Winter has come 8 degree nighttime.🌙 I feel constantly atm like there should be some more girly action i should be taking but 😴

Hi skyline. I'm in a funk. I'm tired of tired posting about being tired all the time and having to sleep all the time 😴

This is why I refuse to update my phone. My neurospicy side demands access to headphones at all times. 😠

Thinking tonight about having watched GenV's second season this evening.. And continuing to be amazed by Jordan Li and everything about them. Wish could just switch, but wouldn't wanna switch back 😅

This is my mood every night I go to bed lately, and wrap myself up in cosy sheets. 😊 Also Good Night. 🌜

They're making the sunsets transgender!

Gotta love when a support group doesn't run and there's no communication and Teams just times out after 20 mins of afk in lobby.

Mental health check-in with a gif

She did use Rachel in all her messages for the first time.. which has me mildly concerned about NHS machinery.. But also f it, I am who I am 😌😌😌

*grumbles about predetermined pessimism* Messaged by my GP suggesting a different weight loss service after previous referrals fell through. "unfortunately I think you may find it difficult to undertake all elements of this service ?" Well if you say that from the start, of course I'm gonna fail😒

Busy wednesday is busy, i think we are nap time?

If you see this, QTP with one of your favorite water type Pokemon Zap Fish. That is all. Fall under it's spell. :3