anxious about things that are very likely Not My Fault but some tiny part of my brain is like "ok ok cool, but. what if, though...?"

haven't written a personal non-business email in Literal Decades and my god do I sound even more robotic than usual while I reread this thing

Like, the quality of my output definitely ebbs and flows and I’m not as skilled as I aim to be (who is?) but damn guys you really ought to start celebrating what you’re capable of and keeping tracking of how you’re tangibly improving with each new thing. Creation is exciting.

The amount of people expressing that it’s totally normal to feel like your own work is terrible is really sad to me. Sometimes social media feels like a contest to see who has the worst relationship with their art and I refuse to be a party to that shit lol

Been unable to draw for a while now, have some more Stego doodles I had sitting around in the mean time

opens bluesky people panic reposting a 4 Month Old post about the discord verification thing bluesky users can read, and other hilarious jokes you can tell yourself

The thing they don't tell you about having a partner is you Will suddenly be learning about birthmarks you didn't even know you had (Today it was an ass freckle, for the record.)

なんでも話してくる幼馴染 My childhood friend who tells me everything.

mrs. miss

A benign intrusive thought told me to file my nails into a different shape, which is much preferable to the usual "what if I stabbed myself with this knife" type shit I normally deal with Anyway I'm halfway through trying to file myself some almond nails rn.

so many beautiful anime girls are named “skeb”

So uh. Little hiccup. My rent's due. It's 800 dollars that I don't really have. All the money i have is squirreled away into my savings account and has been used to get things I need for moving such as boxes and tape and paper and things like that. help. I'm drowning.

LRP so far it's been Pretty Okay all things considered (I could've quoted this update but I misfired the repost so whatever you get a separate post)

It my birthday today and I got some terrible news that I both cannot talk about and also Cannot Do Anything About Except Wait For [ It ] To Be Over raraarara Regardless, trying to have a decent one anyway

It my birthday today and I got some terrible news that I both cannot talk about and also Cannot Do Anything About Except Wait For [ It ] To Be Over raraarara Regardless, trying to have a decent one anyway

not sure that whole "to be loved is to be known" quote works when you're the kind of person who'd bleed out on the kitchen floor before you ever entertain the idea of inconveniencing emergency services (you're fine and don't need anything, don't worry about it)

- preg something ive been thinking about lately is a couple, where one is very pregnant because the other is either really large or just a different species I find it more cute, but this is a tummy account so

Office worker goblin 💚✨ #goblin #oc

Several months late to the outfit meme but I finally finished a request from discord, ft. the usual he/him/tits #MechanizedArt #🦊🍎 | #art #nsfw #oc

saving you a click: "and it could come as early as next month (they have still not provided an exact date)"

speed reposts that to fix some shit file compression, don't mind me

Several months late to the outfit meme but I finally finished a request from discord, ft. the usual he/him/tits #MechanizedArt #🦊🍎 | #art #nsfw #oc

Reducing the price to $80 for these two #YCH! If you want a character designed on the base, the starting price will be $100. DM me to claim a slot!

haven't seen anyone I follow do that "see tits, QRT with tits" post and I'm far too awkward to quote someone I don't know/follow so here have this

u.m.a.

man. nothing makes me feel quite as dumb as misunderstanding implied instructions that anyone with A Normally Functioning Brain would probably be able to interpret correctly.

Skeb for Julie #vgen #ocart #artsky #commission #skeb

cleaned

Catty corner 🪩

#AidanPosting the kind of posts that make you think there is something deeply wrong with this guy (there is something deeply wrong with this guy)

Mermaid Rune 🐚🤍

Pulling up a deep(ish) cut for this one, but: through an incredibly convoluted series of alternate universes, these were once the same character.

LRP indirectly reminds me I keep meaning to add chastity into my Will Not Draw list (one of the very few kinks that I actively dislike)

respectfully I can never be into cock cages because I like seeing cocks I want those creatures to roam the countryside and feel the wind in their hair

Having your main kinks come with aura preloaded has got to feel so good. You talk about cigarette play or guro and people bite their lip imagining the beautiful darkness lurking in your heart. Inversely, if you rolled inflation on the roulette wheel you're going to be fighting for your life

[many minutes later] That Said, I'm glad when people do somehow see themselves in my dumb porno character, just. Y'know. Representation is not the reason he exists and never has been. He exists because he is an amalgam of traits that cause various forms of neuron activation in me, specifically. 👉👉

LRP it's pretty telling that people like that commenter almost never go after artists like Me whose work is blatantly, intentionally fetishistic in nature (I'm not drawing fat honkers being squeezed into a binder four sizes too small to be Good Representation here) It's always been a purity check.

i swear to god, if your first thought when seeing a trans guy with boobs is to confront the trans male artist (with boobs) because you are worried about it being "fetish work" i need your worldview on gender to expand REAL quick

The Dragon and the Elf

Something something get pregnant #MechanizedArt #🦊🍎

Important facts: he'll do anything for a verbal pat on the head #MechanizedArt #🦊🍎

🚬 #MechanizedArt #🦊🍎 | #oc #art

#AidanPosting gestures vaguely to the whole-ass guy

#WIP it's only been a couple lines here and there but I've been trying to do A Tiny Bit every once in a while just to say Something Was Done art-wise.

missing four vials of blood from my body and hopefully soon half a step closer to finding out what the hell is wrong with me 🛌

my partner and I hosted a presentation night for our friends earlier this week and I think the subject I chose was both practical and informative: