I'm gonna fucking cry, this just made my day. Someone left the card and Lily on my windshield I must be doing something right <3

I'll be real, I'd been hiding my depression and pain for years. I don't know how well. I unironically have had suicidal ideation multiple times a day, every day for uhh, the last 15 years? But like I never bothered telling anyone. Never opened up. Because it felt like what's the point?

Like I have my fucking composition notebook with pony stickers on it from 2012 govt class at my job, and I draw in it all the time, and have old high school era draws in it too. I'm a fucking scene girl bros.

I don't know how or why, but kitty0706 has something to do with my gender identity.

To be real, the moment I knew, I was talking with my big sister and mentioning how I wanted to change my last name from my father's to my mother's maiden name to honor her; "because i'm [my mother's name]'s daughter" And my sister caught the Freudian slip. I just got a 1000 yard stare of terror.

The cutest shit about all this is I'm still me. Nothing has changed, I just like understand why I've always been the way I am now. Why I always hated my traditional masculinity and felt suffocated by masking as it constantly. Just always felt there was something inherently wrong with me.

i'm not trans i'm not trans i'm not trans definitely not trans i'm not trans i'm not trans i'm not trans I'M NOT TRANS I'M NOT TRANS!! I'm trans 🤣 Denial is a hell of a fucking drug kiddos.

Foreshadowing is a literary device that writers utilize as a means to indicate or hint to readers something that is to follow or appear later in a story.

Alright I'm trying on she/her for now. My big sister and I talked about random shit, but I essentially confessed that I always wanted to be a scene girl, and she's like "holy shit I totally see it." She also did my nails :3 Feeling cute. Also showed her a pic i drew... 11 months ago lmao.

Yeah fuck it, I'm Trans 🏳️‍⚧️ Only took 31 years, a beautiful piece of art, and ACTUALLY opening up and talking to my loved ones No point in denying it any longer. My masculinity has always been a performative mask that I resented. I always secretly wished I was a girl. Where I go from here? 🤷 idk

So uh... yeah... 🏳️‍⚧️🤔 Exploring. Honestly, a looooooooot of shit is making sense in retrospect.

>mfw after watching the TADC finale

I confessed my most unforgivable sins, and they still loved me. They tell me they know i'm a good person. 23 years living as a husk, and i'm now finally open to the notion that i'm a human being capable and worthy of being loved. And all because of a goddamn purple cartoon rabbit wtf 😭

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Just as @tobyfox.undertale.com saved my life with Undertale in 2016, I feel like @gooseworx.bsky.social (and the whole crew of course) saved mine now with TADC. Thank you for the art, that touched me DEEP in my soul. Have more of that rabbit in me than I care to admit. Now i'm facing my demons.

I'm so glad, so so immensely happy, that I have never not ONCE interacted with the fandoms of Undertale and TADC, and just enjoyed the beautiful art completely divorced from the online bullshit.

It's already one of my fav Stevie Wonder songs, and TADC just reminded me of that, so I just had to learn it this week.

For instance. @naveryw.bsky.social I've been watching your videos for eighteen years. That's unironically the majority of my life. When I was 13, all I wanted to do was make YTPs and be like Walrus Guy lol Thanks for all the poops you've made over the years.

A lot of y'all owe this man your whole sense of humour; go drop a dollar: www.gofundme.com/f/back-our-s...

I still want to make friends with older YTPers that I always looked up to. As funny as it is, all these years later, I still want senpai to notice me lol

I cannot truly express to you, how clear my conscience would be entering into the gates of Vahalla, if they were ever stupid enough to actually try this. Wouldn't hesitate in the slightest. On sight, on God.

I want to dig up and repost my conversation with imrlyrby years ago where I was arguing the morality of self defense if the Nazis were about to drag you and your family to Auschwitz, simply because I never thought that hypothetical would become potentially literal lol I still keep my stance ;)

tw: self harm

I just remembered back in late 2008, I made a Youtube account called Yug Surlaw, and I was intending to make YTPs on it. Probably got auto deleted because I forgot about it.

This is by far the ugliest gun i've ever seen in my life. It looks like a fucking glue gun 🤣

A reason i've always loved Gordon Freeman as a protagonist, is because he had absolutley no hesitation in killing US Armed Forces when it was clear they were liquidating him and his fellow scientists. Same for the lack of hesitation in killing Combine officers harming civilians.

Consciousness is an emergent phenomenon. "We" are chemically programmed software running on biological hardware.

@gooseworx.bsky.social Just got back from TADC in the theater with my niece. Absolute cinema. Feelings were felt. 👍 Thank you and thanks to the whole team, for making such a wonderful piece of art. Bout cried when the Stevie Wonder started playing. Thank you for making art the youth deserve. <3

tragically underrated ship tbh! ft. Braeburn, Sunburst

This shit cracks me up, because lol if people think I suddenly got political, they really haven't been paying attention 😂

Meeting with the candidate I like running for my district's spot in congress today. Gonna try to ask as many based questions as I can.

google balls

It's adorable, my niece is getting into animation and video editing, and I couldn't be more proud 💗

The ATHF theme song had no business going as hard as it does youtu.be/eNK9FRfiWwc?...

The world I was born into no longer exists

Category V Kaiju spotted in NYC. Situation unfolding.

Dammit, I know WalrusGuy has privated his videos in protest of Google using AI, but I need to see The Ewoks Go Mad From the Revelation That Their Show Is No Longer Canon. That poop is the only reason I know about the Big Bird R2D2 source lol One of my favs.

Mare Fair 2025

Hey, you remember in CoD4: Modern Warfare when they try to kidnap Imrahn Zakaev's son to get leverage and end the war? I bring up this 2007 video game plot point now for no particular reason. Nope, no particular reason whatsoever.

As a witness to chronic physical domestic violence against women and children, I can tell you that it only stopped when I finally used violence against the abuser, and the continued threat of MORE violence if their behaviors continued. That taught me a life lesson.