nothing good to say for new years vibes or w/e sorry. i'm considering deactivating this acc for like the 10th time just bc i don't think i'll ever draw again and i don't see any positive changes happening in my life to stick around any socmed

That'll end the e-begging saga at least. But idt I'll genuinely be happy again or have the will to draw again with my circumstances. Really sorry to anyone that expected more art when it probably won't ever happen

Unfortunate update sorry. My dog passed away last Thursday and I've been mourning her loss nonstop since...but at least she came back today. Ty to everyone that supported covering her vet bills the past year genuinely...

hello I had to take my dog to the vet again for her new skin symptoms and the vet bill came up to $300...any visibility boost and donation helps thanks everyone in advance T_T

i hate doing smth like this, but i'm posting my kofi here for donations to alleviate some of my rental debt and potential vet bills with my dog's health slowly declining. thank u in advance if u spread this post it really means a lot ;; ko-fi.com/nightmaresmilk

im going thru another meltdown abt everything but esp art. if anyone wants to convince me to not deactivate every art archive i ever posted on nows ur chance

(holding off the doomposting for a min) kancrow alt with trans flag colors I WON

Not so good update: I can't get referred for state agency approved temp work bc of a certain orange man cutting off budgets for disability services #lol #lmfao #fml

i seriously wish i could do comms for money in the meantime but i'm just very incompetent from my last attempt doing so, i can't even do sketch comms without it taking weeks with my low and almost extinct art drive

hate to bump this again, but i still haven't had any luck with job offers and I need to pay rent by the end of this month 🥀 sorry for the e-begging but i'm running out of my savings..

I am unfortunately losing my will to draw again </3 I just dont have any motivation anymore and can't even use it as escapism from my irl situation

his concept art finally got out of neteases basement

Yeah, this is bad. Payment processors and banks determining what can and cannot be sold is the reason why you need to buy gift cards from Japan if you want to buy from DLSite now, and why adult games sites are constantly dodging crackdowns. Banks are the razor-sharp tip of the censorship spear.

Once again, there is an ACLU petition specifically made to stop Mastercard from unlawfully policing adult content. It’s getting pretty grim for us out there. Please sign and/or spread the word. action.aclu.org/petition/mas...

sorry for no horny art yet, but lamenting kite makes me so SADDDD

an everlasting dream #idvnightmare

The Guardian again 🪶✨ - #ELDENRING

[RP💖] Hey everyone commissions are open again! I'm looking for work to afford for myself! I am available through forms, vgen, ko-fi! but you can contact me through dms More information below!

Elden Ring Nightreign guardian - Bird up.

Hey everyone Me and my partner recently found out that he has been unjustly let go from his job without warning. We are days away from having to pay rent and without the funds to do so. I don't often like to ask for help, but if you could I would genuinely appreciate it ❤ ko-fi.com/2dreddersart

partially finishing a wip for a meme <3 #idvnightmare #nsfw

this is like worse case scenario for me and many other trans people on medicaid. i will likely not be able to access life saving care if this goes through. can't state it any more - they're trying to eliminate us from existing. please call your reps now

please, please read this. my girlfriend, her mom & two underage sisters are suddenly effectively homeless, having fled an unsafe situation. if there is any way anyone can please lend them a hand to soften the blow, it would mean a lot. they're losing so much just for prioritizing their safety.

Reno from Brawlhalla full version: poipiku.com/9598916/1175... #brawlhallareno #brawlhalla

Badrun #Dislyte #DislyteFanart #ExsysArt

here's some months old nightmare wips i don't feel like finishing </3 #idvnightmare #idvnsfw #nsfw

Hope you’re hungry 🫣

opening these pixel comms again because i've got an infected tooth that needs to be removed and i don't have the funds to afford it :') bsky.app/profile/mons...

can also do a fullbody painted commission for 135usd or a coloured sketch like this for 80usd. sfw or nsfw, it doesn't matter (single characters only though)

painting/rendering practice with meta drew except i gave up on his accessories halfway in. and gold bikini badrun in the bg for no reason #dislyte #nsfw

i hate doing smth like this, but i'm posting my kofi here for donations to alleviate some of my rental debt and potential vet bills with my dog's health slowly declining. thank u in advance if u spread this post it really means a lot ;; ko-fi.com/nightmaresmilk

wanted to sketch a behemoth monster form for chuluun for #behemay :3 [he/him agender]

painting/rendering practice with meta drew except i gave up on his accessories halfway in. and gold bikini badrun in the bg for no reason #dislyte #nsfw

noticing i'm getting followers here from bilibili/lofter netizens and i just wanna apologize for not drawing as much lately 😭 irl situations have made me extremely depressed and unmotivated to do anything & there's the deal with twitter nuking my acc as we all know

好きなドラゴン発表からす

って妄想してたけど、あの国に健康診断そのものがなさそう

Commission for @sensencio.bsky.social 👑

I bet Karasu Fortnite is hiding a big shiny ass 🍑✨

hi. tldr i got denied for disability today. i'm working on figuring things out but, in the meantime, i have 0 income. i am a disabled trans man trying to survive and enjoy what little a can before my body fails me. if you could spare me a buck if you have it i'd appreciate it. ko-fi.com/manatrigger

I feel like an asshole but I have to swallow my pride and be honest that I could really accept help again, jobsearch has been going Shit and I'm at the point with the overdraft limit again where I'm risking not having bus fare etc. Thankyou for reading, earnestly.