got to be awake one whole hour before everything wrong with my brain started happening

wish i was big brain and motivated enough to have any kind of hobby coding project sometimes

i hate that one of my mental illnessrs is about home invasion like they literally made me afraid of monsters getting me at night as an adult

alcohol

everything feels so bad all the time lol

the 4chan news sucks in such a stupid way

i love to manually recreate websites in CMSes and believe it is a good and productive use of my time and capabilities

bark bark woof woof have a good friday everyone

that one horned-girl from fate and some tentacles

girls in poly relationships are always saying things like "sorry my polycule voted and im not allowed to eat this week because it makes my boyfriend want to abuse me more :/"

Klonoa and Lolo!!! I adore this game everybody go play it!!!!

BAGGER: (spilling my groceries on the floor) Oh God. I'm so sorry. This isn't what I'm supposed to do. ME: How are you supposed to do it? MANAGER: She means she was gonna be a fox. In the woods and shit. But something happened and she got stuck. BAGGER: (crying) Got so stuck.

アルクちゃん

i love my stupid hat and my stupid plastic bracelets and stupid dance music

wow! im in san francisco now

smoke a good one

[32 year old woman with a woefully atrophied set of experiences]: im going on my first roadtrip today :)

girl with normal desires

Me: So, Mr. Franklin, is this the America you had- Benjamin Franklin: Do you have any more “hentai” of this “Ushiromiya Natsuhi”? Me: Maybe a little, sir, but she’s not a terribly prominent character in the source material. Most people feel inclined to draw the other characters. Ben: Figures.

victoria 3 is like if they created a vaccine for autism

so basically even though my work drama has calmed down ive realized i really dislike going to bed now and also start to feel anxiety/stress in my chest as soon as i do get ready for bed even though my head is mostly chill

drew porn for four hours last night, the human capacity for focus and passion is truly amazing

real shit???????

so many exciting thing to wake up for today like: - drink coffee (1 cup) - leftover lasagna - take estradiol - eat dead skin on lips

self soothing by thinking about video game drowning animations

girl who considers mental illness one of her hobbies

girls (gay)

misunderstanding ryona jam, beating up a random girl on the street, and not submitting an entry

having weird non-reproducible quirks is good for the computer

actually, i enjoy having a flattened range of emotional responses and unrelenting feeling of detachment and isolation, it's good for me

[cw : abuse mention] search history

i wish i was dog (happy, cute-type) and not dog (less-than-human, traumatized-type)

i hope one day bus hit me

commisshhiionn

doggy :)

big fan of needing to have 30 minute long internal debates with myself over almost every minor daily decision

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gardevoir and vaporeon are the tourist's pokemon tbh