I’m doing a pretty good job not having some sort of meltdown today

friendly reminder instead of saying “great set” say “wanna make out” and see where the night takes you

I miss Miso. They were so full of love and light and whimsy and wisdom and they should still be here, it’s not fair

Do bands that wear matching outfits lock in and play tighter

I hate that my brain’s automatic reflex is to put myself down and keep self esteem low. Like I’m hot and in my prime lesbian age tf is wrong with you brain

Sitting at a perfect 2/2 record the past year for “having panic attack at the monarch and leaving before the band I’m there to see” wooooo

Listen I’m a simple girl, if you put the word Spectral or Ritual or something similar in your band name I’m probably gonna check it out

Getting to hear my youngest sibling open up and yap about their current interests is really nice, especially after spending so long w no clue what they’re like. I really hope they think I’m the cool trans older sibling

Remember Aimee? They’re back! In pin form!

Sorry I’m late to load in I need to pick up my estrogen

Every time I see one of these fucking hc band brackets going around I’m like damn, I guess I never listened to much “classic” hc. Cool 🤷🏻‍♀️ Anyways the winner is always gonna be Cursed.

One hour left for everyone to admit they have a crush on meee

December 25th. The day the Fellowship departs Rivendell to destroy the One Ring. Whatever you celebrate, may you have the courage to take the first steps to defy and endure against the dark, and rekindle light into the world.

I know this kinda thing gets said a lot, but if there were more people around like Nick the world would be a brighter and more positive place. Fuck

Fuuck I’m filling in for a show the same night as the Ryosuke Kiyasu show but the venues are a couple blocks away hmm 🤔

High school acquaintance just updated his fb picture and I thought he transitioned but no, he had changed it to a pic of his wife

Mother of God, it’s all toilet sounds! (in a good way)

Wrote a newsletter about rebuilding a Walmart overnight, exhaustion, memories of home and the holidays, and why I think "Wonderful Christmastime" is good when heard in the right place.

Ngl sometimes I get kinda bummed out sometimes seeing like drastic transition timelines online bc I feel like mine is so subtle/gradual/not a big difference. But then I gotta remind myself that this shit doesn’t really matter

Man I hate the cold. My hands hurt and my fingers are covered in cuts already :(

I am the Michael Jordan of picking/plucking at my skin

Somehow hadn’t listened to gore beyond necropsy til this week

Choose your fighter

some friends released a crazy EP of hyper-melodic hardcore last week that i looooove love love. they also got me to do a dorky guest spot on the last track that i'm trying not to be embarrassed about! check it out here: earlyheaven.bandcamp.com/album/new-ma...

Last week - it started snowing so naturally it was EEIWALE time

Decided to go see Cindy Lee by myself last minute and it was nice

If we’re gonna (rightfully) dunk on merzbow for using ai art we should do the same for shoegaze bands using it for music videos 👎

Shh I am listening to the perfect 2010 civil war concept album The Monitor by New Jersey rock band Titus Andronicus

Another week wondering why I didn’t drop everything and see that last minute Tony Molina show at SHIBGBs

New yellow eyes new yellow eyes gileadmedia.bandcamp.com/album/confus...

Stayed up WAY past my bedtime to see eternal champion

Real missing my partner kinda morning

Weather cooled down this week, listening adjusted accordingly

I should take more pictures of myself

Nooo haha merzbow stop using AI pretty please

Sorry why is fucking Envy the opener for whirr and not the other way round

Every time I feel like wearing a dress I try on every dress I own and end up feeling like none of them suit me

Prom. Song. Solo.

I know I know it’s been done before but should I use my magic wand for noise shit

Imagine going out w someone and finding out they’re an Instagram face filter based “comedian”

Trichotillomania has been making me feel like I’m losing my mind aaaa

Man I cannot wait to see the drummer of black baron beat the shit out of the drums

playing noisecore is like gooning

Friday I’m tired

it’s more like embracing by boxcutter

I don’t care if you saw Judas Priest last night it should’ve been me (jk if you saw them I’m very happy for you and hope they rocked and you skipped Alice Cooper and got to bed early)

My fb feed is 90% content from the same few groups that I’m not even in. I’m not a punk over 50, I don’t like the acacia strain, and I’m not a counterfeit Gibson enthusiast

Friday grid

Thinking bout when my old coworker assumed I was engaged to a man. Not even mad just curious how they arrived at that conclusion