Social/emotional battery ran out very fast at the fest. Glad I stuck around to see Life but had to Irish goodbye and immediately go home

Thank you previous band in the hourly room for leaving a bag of beers. I’m gonna drink all these I need this rn

Stress

Oh mama I am just a ball of anxiety and stress

Sometimes I wonder if actually getting into wine would be interesting but also would it ruin my appreciation for the humble $10 bottle of red

Conner O’Malley I love you but please sir stop using ai

It's OK when there aren't a lot of cigarettes in a movie. Most movies don't have a lot of cigarettes. If God wanted every movie to be a Real Smoker Movie, He would make cigarettes healthier than they already are.

Genuinely cried reading this. hazlitt.net/longreads/la...

next weekend!!!!! advance tix here: www.maramingrecords.com/product/stan...

Every day I realize I become more like my mum. And also Marge Simpson. To clarify Marge is not my mum, I just feel like I am embodying negative/unhealthy qualities of both

All you can eat lumpia got me fucked up

It’s only Monday and I’m barely holding it together

My hobbies include fucking up my skin because I’m hyper aware of every hair and bump on it, and music stuff :)

Get to see two of my fav drummers play today so maybe life ain’t so bad

Already feeling like I’m old as hell/unc/chopped/what have you, can’t wait to feel even more ancient playing with a bunch of zoomer bands this week 💀

I wish I could play drums with my friends every day :(

Abolish the legal gender marker entirely. No government can be trusted to have a database of which people have changed theirs, no government has any business tracking what your gender is "supposed" to be in the first place.

Maybe this will be the year for my midlife crisis

Plagued by thoughts that I’ve wasted so much time and need to make up for lost time but can’t due to fear and being stuck in the work machine so we keep on trucking I guess

No one bats an eye at the guy telling teenage boys to smash their own jawbone with a hammer to achieve peak gender, but the second a trans woman wants to pay $40k out of pocket to get FFS suddenly it's a national emergency and we gotta start destroying childrens' lives over it

No pic of it but my cozy home outfit today goes kinda hard (big monster energy hoodie and cannibal corpse sweats)

My chump ass brother used AI to make my sibling’s bday card 🙄 I’d like to see his little prompts make a loving scrappy drawing of a frame from a season 3 Arthur episode like my card

In a shocking turn of events, the final megadeth album is not as comically bad as I expected

Looks like I am medicated once again, let’s see how this one goes

Man I really miss playing terry shows

Idk what to do with myself on Valentine’s Day but i swear someone please kick my ass if I don’t treat myself in some way

Missed like a third of Agriculture’s set fighting for my life in the bathroom

Going to the dentist is like a noise set. Just for you. In your skull.

Not been feeling like wearing makeup at all for a while now, idk why. Fuck it

Back to our regularly scheduled burnout/depression/anxiety and Monday workday isn’t even done yet

It has now been four years

So very tired but haven’t been able to sleep well for a while 😞

If you’re using AI fx pedals you’re a fucking loser lol what are we doing here

Safely made it to Montreal and back in a generational snow storm please clap

Fighting the urge to cancel all non work obligations/decline invites and just isolate and sleep for several weeks

I’m doing a pretty good job not having some sort of meltdown today

friendly reminder instead of saying “great set” say “wanna make out” and see where the night takes you

I miss Miso. They were so full of love and light and whimsy and wisdom and they should still be here, it’s not fair

Do bands that wear matching outfits lock in and play tighter

I hate that my brain’s automatic reflex is to put myself down and keep self esteem low. Like I’m hot and in my prime lesbian age tf is wrong with you brain

Sitting at a perfect 2/2 record the past year for “having panic attack at the monarch and leaving before the band I’m there to see” wooooo

Listen I’m a simple girl, if you put the word Spectral or Ritual or something similar in your band name I’m probably gonna check it out

Getting to hear my youngest sibling open up and yap about their current interests is really nice, especially after spending so long w no clue what they’re like. I really hope they think I’m the cool trans older sibling

Remember Aimee? They’re back! In pin form!

Sorry I’m late to load in I need to pick up my estrogen

Every time I see one of these fucking hc band brackets going around I’m like damn, I guess I never listened to much “classic” hc. Cool 🤷🏻‍♀️ Anyways the winner is always gonna be Cursed.

One hour left for everyone to admit they have a crush on meee

December 25th. The day the Fellowship departs Rivendell to destroy the One Ring. Whatever you celebrate, may you have the courage to take the first steps to defy and endure against the dark, and rekindle light into the world.

I know this kinda thing gets said a lot, but if there were more people around like Nick the world would be a brighter and more positive place. Fuck