The youtube "collab" feature is very interesting for people with more than one channel. I've lost a ton of subs on my main channel because people aren't interested in the new channel, but the new channel is getting 3/5ths its subscriber count in views which is great considering its got 500 subs.

Trying to set my timers to limit my naps but all that happens is I wake up in the middle of my nap to turn off my alarm and then go back to sleep

Without any sort of injury, i've woken up not able to put any pressure on my left foot and a constant sharp pain. Had to crawl on the floor to get my cane, which really is on me and I should just have it at my bedside lol

The GTA/Rockstar stuff just reminds me that while I truly believe the future is in indie games, and I think that's where people should spend their hard earned money, we as consumers need to hold triple A studios accountable for the way they treat their employees. We have to demand change.

Granted i have taken many many breaks, was never good and didnt no-life, and i play RS3 because i only idle skills while editing, but I got my 20 year cape. A third of my life with this account. This was the first game I truly loved, and the reason I learned how to edit videos when I was a kid.

That's my mayor, man.

I lost already! Im so god damn fucking tired of being so god damn fucking tired. god damn! fuck!

was really enjoying a 2am omelette but now its 1am and to say that this shook me to my fucking core is an understatement.

Despite the fact that I'm more fatigued than ever and that every morning I wake up my skin causes me more and more pain, Im attempting to go napless all November so I can increase my work productivity. I give myself 2 days before I fail. Honestly I just got up and I'm already tired so maybe 2 hours.

Halloween was his favourite day of the year. The last time I went out was 17 years ago, only because he dragged me out, and to this day it's one of my fondest memories. This is my 14th Halloween without him, but it's never felt the same since. I don't think I'll never stop missing him on this day.

I'm really struggling to find balance with my projects. On one hand I want to revive reality escape in a big way, but on the other I'm really enjoying my new channel and I know doubling up my efforts would get it monetized sooner, and right now I feels like I'm not doing enough at either.

KIM KITSURAGI - “You need to get your shit together.” YOU - “But I don't wanna get my shit together!” KIM KITSURAGI - “Then the world will turn away from you, and leave you behind.”

My bank advisor subscribed to me during our appointment so now if I dont upload videos dude is gonna call me out straight up

Would have been my best friend's birthday today. Goddamn where has the time gone?

YOU - (Look at your wrist.) “It's apocalypse o' clock. Time to commence the Gloaming.”

My dream is to one day be an established small creator but then a podcasting duo asks me to be the third in their already established podcast and i change the vibes and take it to new heights and then i leave at its climax and my own stuff becomes more popular because of it, you know?

I have been on YouTube since 2007, I know every OG youtuber, every major drama. It has been a massive part of my life, it has helped me form some of my closest friendships that I have in life. ..I still have no idea which one is Dan and which one is Phil.

I've been slowly catching up on Critical Role while I've been eating or walking or doing mundane tasks. I just hit the end of 2018. I'm not sure I will be catching up in this lifetime.

It would take a million years of evolution – or a total reversal in the condition of the world – for your pain to end.

I realize this is an old person question, but besides just stretching a lot, does anyone have any advice/tips on dealing with plantar fasciitis? I am at the point now where I am struggling to walk and the pain is keeping me up at night

Im not sure i really have what it takes to be a full time content creator (or at least a big time one) but one of my favourite things is when my friends ask me for advice on their content, and then I give it to them and it actually works and helps them succeed. At least i know what im talking about!

Ive realized the more depressed I feel, the better at poker I am. Now im not saying I should go to vegas and turn pro.. but....

My video only has 2000 views and somehow this guy managed to watch it, then click on another video with 9000 views, see my comment, and then recognize either my name or logo. Insanity. I literally said "what the fuck" out loud when I got the notification.

NEW VIDEO: This Game Almost Ruined My Life youtube.com/watch?v=H9VblAUuMMg&feature=youtu.be

Youtube finally putting in the title testing, really stoked about that. The thumbnail testing was great but thumbnails and titles work in tandem so it doesn't make sense to change one without the other.

Turn from the ruin. Turn and go *forward*.

BEAUTIFUL NECKTIE - Your heart is broken, *bratushka*. And it cannot be mended. Believe me, I've tried.

No. This is somewhere to be. This is all you have, but it's still something. Streets and sodium lights. The sky, the world. You're still alive.

Not sure why people aren't enjoying the new Skate game. I'm pulling off tricks like Rodney Mullen out here.

I've left the house 4 times in the last 8 days which is below average for normal people but I'm actually shocked at how mentally and physically drained I am from it. It's legitimately scary thinking about how I'm gonna survive if I have to get a day job.

It’s ok to put the phone down.

lets be clear here trans rights are human rights trans women are women saw some transphobia in speedrunning again, and that shit doesn't belong here or anywhere else. grow up and start respecting people.

UN JOUR JE SERAI DE RETOUR PRÈS DE TOI

If anyone wants to know how my weight loss journey is going, we just had an earthquake and my mother texted "my chair just shook, did you fall over or something?". She was on the floor above me and I'm on the ground floor. Like I know I'm fat ma but c'mon. That's a little much.

Youtube Restricted mode on vs off. Its obviously not the fault of this that my channel hasn't done well (that fault is my own) but damn, it cuts off some really weird things. And some people have no idea that it's on for them.

No i love ai actually

My self imposed work schedule is pretty relentless for the next 4 months, but even if it burns me out I'm gonna see it through. Maybe it's a bad way to look at things, but if if I DO burn out, at least I'll know I did all I could and don't have to live with the "what ifs".

I experienced a minor malfunction. I'm okay now.

That we continue to persist at all is a testament to our faith in one another.

Turn from the ruin. Turn and go *forward*.

YOU - That's sad. LIMBIC SYSTEM - Yes, it is. And you drowned in that sadness a long time ago. YOU - What do you mean, “drowned”? LIMBIC SYSTEM - You lost.

to say this year has been the most emotionally taxing of my life would be an understatement. I stand here, on the edge of being 30, completely lost. I don't know who I am anymore, or where I want to be. I'm taking some time away from the internet to just think about life and my future.

It would take a million years of evolution – or a total reversal in the condition of the world – for your pain to end.

Idk who needs to hear this, but you're not going to find your place at a table where you're too busy trying to serve everyone

god you have no idea though

“Everyone has their own method of coping, some more effective, or self-destructive, than others...” He gives you a meaningful look.

Every time i look at other jobs to get, factor in health, lack of energy, sleep problems, longevity, skillset, etc.. the conclusion I always come back to is "yeah you should probably just keep doing what you're doing" which is a really bad and stupid idea but somehow that's probably the answer.

Brother, you already *were* a ghost. Up there, screaming — along with all of them. Scaring each other. Haunting each other. It's the living who are ghosts. The dead are silent. They don't rattle windows or write letters in blood. The living do. Leave them behind. Rest.