i want more fnaf drawings but my wrist hurts

sometimes im like aahahahaha im overexagerating with the abuse i went through everyone experiences abuse and then i remember in six days im having the rest of my "teeth nubs" removed because i need dentures due to the neglect and abuse my parents put me through ohhh right hahaha right yeah yep. yeah

the five personality traits my parents know i have: - antifa - alvin and the chipmunks - homestuck - fnaf - newspaper comics

you know what im realizing about my ex not liking being called marcie? i dont think that guy read the peanuts. i think i read the peanuts and he didnt. i dont think he knew what people were even implying with that. i think it mightve seemed more homophobic if you didnt know the peanuts were like a

and then he transitioned and kinned cronus and well. if you know what cronus used to look like before he did the greaser shit, that isn't really proving anything other than agreeing that he WAS the marcie HAHA

growing up me and my ex were compared to peppermint patty and marcie nonstop just all the fucking time and i think its genuinely what lead him to developing a god complex.

super cool how my mom straight up didn't give a shit and would scream at me and threaten to do things if i fought her on drinking it.

if my mom never fed me raw milk i'd be too strong it had to happen.

i dont like that the process of eating means reducing food down to slime its gross. i had my oc verbalize it a while ago but recently ive been like yeah i do agree with him thats gross.

being disabled feels like i have a bunch of chicken wire and netting around my body and when people interact with me they have to figure out how to get around all the netting. its easiest just to avoid it or move it out of the way of my face but most people just start swinging and punching

often i see posts that are like "transmasc hradcanons are always accepted but transfem headcanons need proof or justification or you get harrassed" and i get pissy about it bc im like i didnt get my ass beat on tumblr for this. but then i remember i was a lolcow and not like an average transman

have i ever mentioned my dads first name is scot? with one t. but. lmao

dont bite your tongue when people around you say things you dont like and arent comfortable with because 5-10 years later youll be fighting ghosts in your bedroom about it and youll lose.

i like really stupid convoluted vague stories that clearly have one specific meaning but utterly refuse to say what it id outloud and communicate preferably through visual communication and colors. like the fact that fnaf isnt better written or expanded upon further is WHY i like it.

it sucks that scotts a republican because it means that making vanessa a cop was meant to be a redemption arc for her character ala protagonist swap with michael from the games instead of being an accurate assessment of a white woman going into the police force to protect her serial killer father

im somehow the only fnaf fan who didnt get into the books, didnt get into matpat, who didnt get into rebornica, who didnt get into blueycapsules or day shift at freddys or shipping or walten files or security breach or any of the other spin off games. and thats why im annoying.

found that missing vanessa image from 2022

sometimes making art about the horror of power dynamics makes me feel like an autistic loser in comparison to people who make art about the eroticism of power dynamics. but i also tend to like their art less anyways so all things are the way they are for a reason i suppose.

so many of my friends have older siblings i want to kill with my bare hands its insane.

They're just kiiidddddddinnngggg.

painting from 2020 when i was couch hopping, done with flourescent acrylic paint.

im so happy about creepy yucky ucky michael afton who looks like he smells bad and is so greasy he looks wet you know what ive come around to it idgaf if the writings bad im so happy everyone agrees hes gross and sucks shit again. hooray! this is the best michael news in years!

feels good to draw the a. twins again i missed you. throws up in my lap.

i have a hard time doing or caring about world building beyond a metaphorical narratively necessary amount because i was one of those kids whod hear shit like "what if humans could fly" and go "then wed all see it as normal as walking and it wouldnt matter and it wouldnt be interesting"

i would like it people stopped sending me anons comparing me to pluralthey on tumblr like i get it the influence is there in my art but also sometimes two people are just both jewish intersex furries with DID. sometimes there are just shared traits.

lets get high and draw the afton twins.

no one ever draws floppy penis. everyones always hard in art. this is why art is bad.

vanessa to me is the epitome of a girl who has had her own special needs overlooked for her brother who was diagnosed young and took up the space that ultimately could've been shared between them. due to michael and vanessa being twins there was no denial that vanessa was as high support needs as

people cannot cope with the fact that if someone experienced something they hadn't the other will have views they haven't had before.

every time i write about william and henry being gay i always feel like im translating scribes for a ancient time that has passed and been long forgotten about and ive gotten to a really weird personal part and people are like oh come on and im like im sorry man thats WHAT the scribe says

so much of my kin stuff is me going ☝ its true because i say it it. is there logic to it? yes. but others dont get to know.

if i started calling my alters "brain ghost xyz" would it out me as a homestuck immediately.

nobody ever finds the fnaf log book interesting for the saome reasons i do. theyre like dude if you do all the math and add all the page numbers together and then subtract 400 then you get -325 which actually in numerology means "ea" which could be the name of a new daughter who-

my favorite matpat theory was that there was a secret on every page in the "fnaf log book" that had a star next to the number. his theory hinged on the idea that the stars were pointing to what the "important lore" pages are which have ~lore secrets~ on them.

people on the internet dont know the difference between art and arg. yes. there is a difference. fnaf was never an "ARG", its "ARG" like elements were actually just performance art. some ARGS are performance art but they have a goal. the only goal fnaf had with those elements were to make art.

i havent been on roleplay tumblr in a while because im sick of everyone there but according to my friend whos still very active over there apparently public stridercest is happening again. a dave strider who gave birth to a dirk strider (age 17) is now also dating a bro strider and theyre flirting

on my shit again because it happened three seperate times yesterday: the reason people ask you to tag incest and CSA is because they are survivors and it will drastically impact their mental health if they see it randomly without anticipation. not because theyre judging YOUR FETISH.

im obsessed with an utterly smooth man made material. a perfect smooth texture with nothing.

i wanna fuck the lack of texture.

i got that autism that makes me wanna fuck Textures. as a Concept

my dad is one of those me who don't cry. like they just straight up dont do it. they use to leverage it against me, that the "only time" someones seen him cry was when i was institutionalized (which is when i conveniently COULDNT have seen it) but that changed when i started making him cry during

i used to identify as a communist until i raelized communists also want disabled people to die and now i just dont really identify as anything but leftist. but even leftists mostly want disabled people to die so its like okay. well.

my political beliefs are "people should be allowed to do whatever they want to do" and "as long as it doesnt hurt another person" but then my political beliefs are also like "if we are able to control the systems that allow people to hurt themselves then we should try to make it less harmful"