My memory is bad now, after the last couple of years. Really bad. I closed my eyes and tried to pace out my old apartment in the backyard. Kept getting lost. It all just keeps evolving, you know?

Because you came off as a tryhard weirdo that engagement farmed with nonsequitor replies that had nothing to do with engaging with the original posts That’s why we’re here, darling I’m better at this than you.

First issue was a warm up. It happens in writing and art. Figuring it out is the process. Had to be scarier. Had to be more surreal. Cannibal Man final design

Marathoned the entire Insidious franchise for the first time this week as a bit of mental vacation and it is absolutely wild that the 5th movie is not only the best entry in the series, but legit one of the best direct sequels I’ve ever seen. I dug the *hell* out of The Red Door

people don’t know im getting in an insane kind of shape becauee I wear clothes that I grew out of 20lbs ago

if it weren’t for the kindness of others, I’d be dead. And i know that. I know that every single day of my life. I try to live my life in such a way that it is always prioritized

it’s all I’ve got going for me

Made picrews of two of the main characters in my wip novel This is Reis and Lulu They're dorks and I love them

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had like a really clarifying moment of anger tonight. not destructive anger, not misplaced anger, but real actual pure anger that brought some stuff into focus And I don’t get angry

We've been warning for years that this is where everything was headed and we were told we were over-reacting. Add to it people were asking for help from stood by and let it happen

A gente avisou. Não vai demorar pra tentarem aqui

democrats will not protect you. now is the time for DIY.

Bicho... Que HORROR para as pessoas trans nos EUA. E assim, pra todos nós LGBT, porque em seguida eles vão atrás do resto da sigla. E a tendência é a extrema direita de todo lugar copiar o que é feito lá.

And so far we've seen nothing from the "opposition party" to protect us

It will take months before it is even voted on but fuck, this is dark to know they are finally doing it. What people always told me I was exaggerating on, or panicking or fear mongering is real I need to contact my friends

Texas is introducing a bill to prevent kids from accessing gender confirming healthcare but it has been amended so that all mentions of children have been struck out This is it. They’re making the push to remove healthcare access for adults capitol.texas.gov/tlodocs/89R/...

tired, always tired

working my ass off, but I can’t figure out a way forward feels like the goalposts keep getting moved back hard to even be social feeling more and more depressed. keep asking for help I can’t pay back. always barely above water and the country wants me dead idk how to do this

I had a friend tell me “you are depressed.” And she is right. I’ve been depressed for most of my life, but depression reshapes itself to fit into whatever else is going on For a long time I was survival mode depressed Now I’m in recovery depressed and I just gotta ride it out

don’t f with me

some ppl reached out yesterday asking if I had pay apps to support me through I never expect anything, but kindness is always deeply appreciated venmo.com/u/girldrawsg... cash.app/$GirlDrawsGh...

[prepping to go to the museum for museum day] me: how do you think the bathrooms will be? friend 1: they should be fine, we never have any problems friend 2: oh, but it’s a federal building. we can’t now [everyone sits with that]

I feel so worn down I’ve been struggling with creative block I’m so poor I can’t even afford a pack of cigarettes today I’m so mentally frozen that some of my HRT has run out and it’s like I can’t fix it I feel miserable

idk. help out trans people if you can right now. buy them a cup of coffee or something. just about anything helps right now

one of the first major unambiguous pushes for the complete and systematic eradication of my community - my people - by american nazis is titled the “civil rights removal act” oneiowaaction.org/iowacivilrig...

i know we live in a post satire world but the boomer old yeller app shows there’s still gas in the tank

Do you remember The cabin The hikes. I climbed a mountain With you. At the top you asked, How do we get down?

nobody else gets in

it was a season of windows this is a season of walls

im so fucking stupid lmao I don’t want sympathy im not seeking attention. I just need this space to speak it out loud

Marvel realizing they’re about to release a movie about the american president becoming a brightly colored rage monster that destroys the White House while trying to destroy a Black man who became the avatar of american identity

People don’t give Jurassic park credit enough for creating one of the coolest monsters in filmdom. The spitter is 100% fantastical bullshit, but the visuals, sound design, and mechanics of its attack are fucking INCREDIBLE. Dominion sucked but it was cool to see them back

im gonna be real with y’all I ate nothing yesterday and then managed to get super weirdly drunk on four beers so like 8pm-about noon today is a bit of a blur

the comic movie bubble has jaded me but the more I think about it the cooler it gets that we’re getting a swinging 60’s “excelsior true believer” fantastic four movie like whatever else is going on big picture in the mcu, that’s gonna be fun to see

something shivered and creaked. A pull of a belt. A chug of exhaustion. A dormant machine turns on.

Eh whatevs ngl.link/girldrawsgho...

2:30am burrito cravings

in one of the dirty harry movies he goes to an airport to eat a cheeseburger and while he’s there he finds out that an airplane has been taken hostage so he pretends to be a pilot and kills the hijackers and his superior officer is like “damnit callahan” and he’s right

there’s a brain medication I think im gonna have to stop taking because it makes me too restless No balance lasts forever

now everybody else gets to feel what it’s like to be hashtag brave when they go to the airport

one of my favorite things going right now is this polled chart on the dccirclejerk subreddit I love that every “beat poor people” entry is spider-man… except for maus The nazis trying to be billionaires entry 👌

www.teepublic.com/t-shirt/2410... Any of the shirts by @girldrawsghosts.bsky.social

I’ve lost a lot of weight with all of the (gestures at the last few months of my life/current events) and the clothes I brought with me don’t fit anymore So it’s unfortunate that I own one (1) pair of jeans right now lmao

Yeah this is what I’ve written about a lot; there’s a lot of valid metaphor in the trilogy but it’s VERY clear those second films were kind of surprise greenlit. They are very VERY messy

I’ve spent a lot of time writing about it so I can say with confidence that this is the most unironic “it insists upon itself” movie in recent memory

Not enough people remember the collapse of the Soviet Union

I’m fucking crying

People will scoff at this but the Apatowverse was like an industry defining moment for comedy; it changed how comedies looked and sounded. They became much more naturalistic. That was so influential that *Kevin Smith* - THE indie movie about dudes guy - made an entire Apatow-style movie on his own.