cool. i love getting health scares. i have to drag my ass to the clinic on monday to retake my blood test

Mad as fuck cause I don’t wanna buy nendos anymore (I have a million) but this lain is soooooo cute

Had to drag my ass to the shop cause I told the shop manager I’d be here to practice more awwoouugghh

can't wait until my sample of Inexcusable Evil comes in and i can walk around smelling like a hospital

Guess who bought a sample of Inexcusable Evil perfume!!!!!!!!!! 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

i did want this to work out, i really did. but i guess the stars didn't align this time u_u

wish i had it in me to do casual dating but i'm afflicted with lovergirl disease and i fall too much and too hard

Itemlabel also sent me a free hat for a ouioui but my ouioui already has a hat so I put it on my dingle

Sitting outside the laundromat contemplating my life rn I need to get my shit together so bad

Get my pussy up….. get my money up……

Crawled into bed an hour ago but I’m still phone in bed until like 4am I hate meeeee

sometimes u just gotta listen to 'broadripple is burning' and pretend you're smoking a cig

anyway. i'm getting like 3 tattoos this month LOL. one next week for friday the 13th, one on the 19th with my regular artist, and another from another apprentice at the shop i'm at :)

one of my irls told me "the bar is in hell with you" because i was using my other ex (who straight up sexually, emotionally, and verbally abused me) as a measure but i'm like. no.. she apologized and is genuine with her honesty how can i hate someone or cut them off for that

time will need to heal my heart because i am still heartbroken in the romantic aspect of things but it's ok. as long as she's still in my life somehow i'm content

i got my peace of mind today.. i'm happy she finally responded and apologized for hurting me and keeping me in the dark but we're going to stay just as friends because she told me she can't commit to a relationship. such is a short summer romance but we live and we learn i suppose

Downloading nikke cause I’ve lost control of my life and need to occupy it with another ass and tiddies gacha game

my heart is so tired and i don't know how much more i can actually take lol

Madonna and ugly children

Yes itemlabel come through with my disgusting creatures

i slept the entire freaking day

oh my god it's a full moon babes

Me and pipi in the infinity roam woag

2026 is the year I himejoshi tf out I guess

Look at my yuri 🫵

the lesbians (me) crave NanaHachi yuri [ #nana #nanahachi #fanart]

not sure if i've been distracting myself as much as possible or bottling up my emotions again i do Nawt know the difference

Aimlessly exploring LA wit pipi

trying to ignore my Life Issues to focus on my art projects and apprenticeship but my little cursed bitch organ called my uterus is making that really hard

despite how much i complain about my mentor yelling at me and how behind i feel everyone else, i do appreciate the kind of environment the shop i'm apprenticing at is. all the apprentices there look out for each other :')

got toner in my hair i hope this yellow shit goes away

crying to 'so hot you're hurting my feelings' by miss caroline polachek

my hair is so freaking fried 40 vol developer must not be fucked with lightly. i should have known this considering how long i've been bleaching my hair but i'm like "haha nothing will happen" until my bangs are falling out

I'M FREAKING OUT

fock i was gonna bleach my hair tonight but i forgot to buy the cursed toner

eyeing my itemlabel plushies shipment like a hawk

Don't let it slip away.

Motherfucking desert weather I s2g it’s 80F in the afternoon but 40F at night

bored as fuck might bleach my hair tmrw night or something

good pulls from the blind boxes i bought today hehe

I only get blind boxes where I won’t get pissed off with that I get. I do not have the gambler’s spirit

I had to walk away from this eva blind box cause I was like there are TWO chances of me getting rei but I will be so pissed off if I get anyone else

Guilty Gear XX Drama CD (2003) cover art of I-No by Daisuke Ishiwatari.

Been feeling like this lately

I can’t bear to read some of these submissions on queering the map my tears get in the way and I get way too sad

I really have to drag my ass to the shop in the afternoon omfggggg I feel nothing but dread but I should be used to my mentor yelling at me by now

I wrote and submitted something I wrote with my whole heart to queering the map ONLY TO FIND OUT IT MIGHT NOT GET PUBLISHED BC OF HIGH VOLUME OF SUBMISSIONS AND HAVING TO MODERATE SUBMISSIONS I’m sadddddd

Behold

Obsessed with these

i think i just need a good cry. not the quiet ones in the shower but like screaming guttural crying until i pass out in my own tears and saliva