Recently, I have been suffering from a psychotic meltdown. There's really no one I can reach out to because of how schizophrenia is seen and portrayed... I understand many have good intentions but it has been making my delusions worse. I'll be scarce till I fully recover... I just don't know how

With my first month salary coming up soon, I hope things start to stabilize financially where I don't need to open for emergency commissions and work on dues

Let's focus on what's possible, deliverable and that can set me straight in life right now. There's a lot I need to think about and plan, and some sacrifices to be made...

We're back diving into the deep ocean but within a different climate! Exploring new places in the jungle and maybe much much more! Welcome back to Dave the Diver with "In the Jungle DLC" on Twitch at: www.twitch.tv/werebearista

Additionally on Blob Day; are of myself being a blob as well! #blob #fatfurs

I heard that it is Blob Day on the 23rd! Here are some blob face icons I have done! #blob #fatfurs #wbarts

I am definitely going to try and focus down on evenings following my schedule that I have set. I need to write down my plans the same way I do so for my job. Planning to finetune in organizing some art done as well before the end of the month.

Part 2 of many for an exclusive of a hip growing and fattening Galarian Zapdos! #fatfur #furry #crushing #wbarts

With four elements in hand, it is time to ready ourselves into battle as we try to farm for various weapons and learn the mechanics of the game proper in the world of CrossWorlds! Playing CrossCode LIVE on Twitch: www.twitch.tv/werebearista

With four elements in hand, it is time to ready ourselves into battle as we try to farm for various weapons and learn the mechanics of the game proper in the world of CrossWorlds! Playing CrossCode LIVE on Twitch: www.twitch.tv/werebearista

Honestly, I'm still somewhat out of it mentally. I don't know what to do or how to feel but just go to work with indifference.

Thanks to those who partake in yesterday's discussion on stream yesterday. If the situation still remains the same as per usual, I will have to shift everything off of Twitch.

In a lazy yet chill mood; let's work on some art! www.twitch.tv/werebearista

Werebear during rollercoaster rides: Holy shit this is so fun. I want more twists and thrills Werebear during a slow car ride: 🤢🤢🤢🤢

One thing I enjoy about my job is that it is literally Sims Build Mode (including furniture and cabinetry) but you get paid for it and it is being made IRL.

In a Kai-June mood, so a perfect song to bop to is Godzilla by Ashley Slater

What a start to the day. The elevators for the office building were malfunctioning and trapped a lot of us on the ground floor. Fortunately, it got repaired soon and I am on my desk though sweaty as heck.

Sometimes I feel like maybe I am just disliked by many enough that it's not worth being online much anymore... All I can do is focus on work and churn out more art. Stream? I don't know why I do it anymore. I am just not worth it. I should have just stopped it when I did a few months ago...

Honestly feeling very out of it mentally and in a mental state where I feel like I can't even draw or do anything right. Making me feel worthless honestly... #vent

This would be such a need. Drawn by Booble and FrankRaccoon respectively.

Really need a pick me up for the week honestly. I just want to get a picture of either my human or bear self filled up with tiny P-balloons reproducing inside... Oh the life...

Morning slime gobblers, how many vats of slime would you let in you? Why is it a gallon at least?

Good morning, afternoon and evening! Below is our schedule for the following week: June 15th to June 21st Disclaimer: No art doesn't mean no art; it just means I am not streaming it

Exhausted with everything honestly... ...I just have to keep trudging but it feels physically impossible now

Let's get back into some streams especially with artwork! www.twitch.tv/werebearista

Big news, after some convincing I will go to FURUM. There are plans, there is going to be a panel prepared. Know any SEA fat, muscle, macro, growth furries in general? We will announce it once it is super double chop confirm.

Note to self: Don't drink a coconut milkshake while eating any spicy food. Guess who learnt that the hardest way possible.

Me and @hollud.sg had a quick catch up with @werebearista.bsky.social over some BRRR GRRRS 🍔

In a different PoV, you wonder why the only elevator in your office isn't working. You walk down to the level that the elevator is stuck at. You see a group of firefighters crowded around the front, rubbing lubricant by the sides of the wedged open elevator with a stuck inflated passenger.

What if you enter an elevator with other passengers as well. You feel a slight tinge and discomfort in your middle and you start to swell up. The buttons on your office shirt pop off one by one as the others grunt under your growing form. Ding! You reached your floor but remain stuck as a blimp.

Imagine being an advertisement blimp/balloon as your job and your supervisor looks at you with a massive industrial pump and relays, "Look. We need to increase our revenue and traffic for the week. We might need to inflate you bigger by threefold and stat a balloon the whole weekend" Would you?

Patreon Exclusive Release for May MewTwo Mayternity [1/4] (Disclaimer: Upcoming parts 3 and 4 will be NSFW and posted in the NSFW account: bsky.app/profile/dral...) #mewtwo #pregnancy #mayternity #belly #growth #stretchmarks #wbarts

Give me your honest opinion; I'd love to hear it

We harnessed the element of wave and shock! However, before we delve into the grand dungeon of Krys'kajo, we have to stock up and know the lay of the land! Come join me for more CrossCode at: www.twitch.tv/werebearista

"Nap Time Bed"

Went through 4 different worlds and inching through the last one. I won't be done till we complete all time trials as well because I am just that stubborn of a bear! Join me like a wrecking ball as we grapple past in GRAPPLE DOG on: www.twitch.tv/werebearista

My forgetfulness didn't bring my prepared water bottle. Almost dehydrated myself from this heat.

Think of big oversized ball gut Godzilla letting out the most toxic of farts to a random helpless city while waiting at the office reception

Thinking of big oversized ball gut Godzilla as I wait at the reception lobby

Today is the first day back working in an office environment. Half excited and half nervous. Excited for financial security, dreading requiring following societal workplace normality. Why can't I just be a blimp bear that eats a lot in life and gets bloated everyday with P balloons?

We've swam underwater to find a portal world that emits freezing temperatures. What better way to keep ourselves is by having a thick layer of fat! Better get started with good foooood in the facility with @redwardfoxie.bsky.social! LIVE ON: www.twitch.tv/werebearista

Gross Ko-fi customer support imposter scam going around. Do not click any links from anyone you don't know and report these types of accounts.

Caramel Macchiato Tier; Patreon Reward for Zetheseus Check it out with only 1USD per month: www.patreon.com/posts/159871... To receive monthly rewards; it starts at 50USD per month!

Single Character (Flats) Commissioner: Wilgeon Silverclaw Large assets initiated! Big bulge while having great milkers! Wilgeon (c) WilgeonSilverclaw Art © Dralffeine/WereBearista #moobs #dragon #bulge #nsfw #wbarts

Single Character (Full Render) Commissioner: LuceJuice When chowing on large feasts, they will grow on you in different ways. Hopefully their undergarment is able to hold it well! Luce (c) LuceJuice Art © Dralffeine/WereBearista #bulge #hyper #moobs #belly #furry #hybrid #wbarts

Patreon Exclusive Release for May MewTwo Mayternity [1/4] (Disclaimer: Upcoming parts 3 and 4 will be NSFW and posted in the NSFW account: bsky.app/profile/dral...) #mewtwo #pregnancy #mayternity #belly #growth #stretchmarks #wbarts

Apparently I am to blame for the tornado! www.twitch.tv/werebearista...

Patreon Exclusive Release for May MewTwo Mayternity [1/4] (Disclaimer: Upcoming parts 3 and 4 will be NSFW and posted in the NSFW account: bsky.app/profile/dral...) #mewtwo #pregnancy #mayternity #belly #growth #stretchmarks #wbarts

Single Character (Full Render) Commissioner: LuceJuice When chowing on large feasts, they will grow on you in different ways. Hopefully their undergarment is able to hold it well! Luce (c) LuceJuice Art © Dralffeine/WereBearista #bulge #hyper #moobs #belly #furry #hybrid #wbarts

Single Character (Flats) Commissioner: Wilgeon Silverclaw Large assets initiated! Big bulge while having great milkers! Wilgeon (c) WilgeonSilverclaw Art © Dralffeine/WereBearista #moobs #dragon #bulge #nsfw #wbarts