like genuinely !! Thats so cool !! Im on the right track 🥹

the realization settling in that this IS my healthiest body since last summer? How can I hate her sm? so what shes a little bigger, shes been through a LOT and shes getting stronger every day !!

stay safe out there babiesss✨️💛

prettttty babies

#worldnmosdday dont forget to wear your green again for rare disease awareness!💚

she's always changing me without a word, and I was just, I was just getting used to her 💛

feeling more curvy rather than a hater so like thats cool

and as soon as u look ANYWHERE ELSE hes like OH so U HATE ME and we ARENT playing

the way my dog needs 100000% of my attention and the most difficult way to play but like plz just play fetch or tug of war lmfao but no we wanna play keep away

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just anxious all night and not feeling the best but im so sad about it cause I had such a lovely weekend and have been doing so good?🥺

had such a rough night, fatigue making it feel hard to breathe, wild vivid dreams, so exhausted not feeling like my own self was real and being confused what was actually happening or not and now I feel like a frayed electric wire all buzzy and shakey🥺😭

had such a lovely day but got so frustrated tonight with my level of fatigue and body aches 🥺

my love walked with me to the trail and back so we could safely see how i manage the up and down hills and it was so nice !!! Im so happy about it🥹

THE SWEETEST BARISTA at bigfoot made our drinks SPARKLY as a surprise and akskaka WHIMSY yall🥹✨️

from me & chai to u 🤎 #strawbunnycakeart

90 day single life season 1 and I just look- ITS WEIRD DATING SOMEONE WEIRDER THAN UR DAUGHTER !!!!

its spring yall 🤍 happy ostara!!

who gave dermot kennedy permission to write let me in and rip my heart out ??

not gonna lie I think this level of fatigue is just my new normal and its NOT gucci

a new project otw

thinking bout my next quilt project and more brownies

we adventured today and now its time to make brownies🩶

im tiret

whooooo my demons got teeth this week

manifesting

MY GRANDMAS GONNA COME VISIT US !!!!!!!

my brain is so weird today and feels undeserving of my love and like shes tired of me and everything and im just !!! logically ik things arent that but LANTA IM SO TIRED

also shout out to the partners who are patient through us healing, we are still worthy of love, we are working on it, I know its a lot, its a lot for us too but we are working VRY HARD!!!

healing anxiety and abandonment issues and ALL of it is not for the WEAK okay like this shit is HARD

gosh I love these

started a Celtic tree magic book, a book about hekate, and a book about faeries and I keep bouncing back and forth cause I wanna read them ALL everytime I pick one up

the fact that cherry wine is so beautifully softly sung and yet the underlying meaning is such an antithesis and in this essay i will

I love my quiet boring life

honestly every lyrical work of hoziers discography is insane work

"i know who i am, when im alone, im something else when i see you. you dont understand, you should never know, how easy you are to need." absolutely insane work in lyrics

I fear im out of patience for the bullshittery my lord

the cuteness is covering up the fatigue✨️🧚‍♂️

basically 🧚‍♂️✨️🩶

if you see my posts and go "wtf is that weird nmosd thing?" heres a lil breakdown!! 💚💚

pov: you only have a switch 1

my first diagnosed march for #nmosdawareness #Neuromyletisoptica

Please end this "spring forward/fall back" bullshit I am DYING

this one club turkey bacon sandwich with this specific gluten free bread perfectly toasted and flakey and honey mustard and crispy lettuce and i dont even know the name of the restaurant I ate it at but had it back to back when my love and I were in new york and anyways i still dream of it

Also my brother's have been reaching out more this week and ive played stardew with one of them 2x with the last week and chatted with them both twice🥹😭

potentially snagged a couple of hours a week virtual volunteer position with animals? 🥹

all my birds came back ON THE SAME DAY?? my juncos, chickadees, finches, and sparrows? Thats so wild to me 🥹🩶

its been a week, bird feeders were cleaned with bleach solution and NOW THEY ARE UP! WE ARE SO BACK BABIES!

becoming obsessed with stardew valley okay, it took me a second but now? im INVESTED