umm… hey yall?😅 Gotta be honest, I’ve kinda been going through a rough time for a while now? But I’ve been safe and surrounded by genuine love in a “cocoon” while I undergo the rest of this journey of healing & transformation. From the most devastating pain has come the most profound lessons yet❤️‍🩹

it’s crazy how you can be with someone for so long and feel like you know them inside & out just for them to switch up completely and show you an entirely different person overnight? my ex has been casually cruel during all this (in the name of being honest🥴) that i don’t even recognize them :/

yes!! and i think betty was the first seed she planted for this tbh - also, idk what the statistics are but i feel like the venn diagram of nfl & country music fans has a looot of crossover, and thought the nfl pr stunt was at least partially for the sake of debut tv. she’s up to something fs👀

and the *lavender haze music video ends with her pushing the walls of a set down and sitting on a cloud??

sorry ive been so absent lately! miss you little gay ppl in my phone😣😅 ~ just been coping with a breakup & scrambling to get my shit together in the aftermath. not a super easy task after financially depending on my ex due to health issues tbh, but i’m figuring it out lol

I was bored so here’s a thread of fruity tay myspace posts 🧵

When I'm so done with everything but I also remember I'm the architect of my own Chaos that I currently live in.

I'm not "holding space" so much as I'm "haunting space"

it’s so funny to me that everyone is freaking out about the blurred screen while zoë’s face is just staring at you

the tallies mark her time spent in prison — “now we’re at the *starting* line, i did my time” so when speak now taylor gets busted out of the vault, she starts running back home? to the starting line where it all began but to do it RIGHT this time? taylor swift, *taylor’s version*!?👀👀🧵

Nobody has ever dropped a more fire comeback than, “The bar is so low it’s a tripping hazard in hell, and yet here you are limbo dancing with the devil.”

woaahh wait wait what are these from? did i miss something?? chat help lol real life things have been happening the last few days so i haven’t been online much im sorry😅

the amount of fucks i give is so in the negative that ive never even seen die hard, have no clue what it’s about, and have exactly zero desire for that to change tbh lmfaaooo

SHES SO HOOOOT WTF🥵🥵

i just got broken up with today. can always count on the light of my life to get me through the darkest chapters 🥺💕

“if you can’t swim with the leprechauns, don’t try to fly with the fish” ~ some profound wisdom i just embarked upon my partner after randomly waking up in the wee hours of the dawn & immediately getting zooted into the stratosphere 😅😅💀

happy birthday taylor swift you have permanently altered my neural pathways with your art

“i don’t like your twisted games/tilted stage, the role YOU made play” “don’t blame me for what YOU made me do!” “you said the gun was mine, no i don’t like you” “and im pissed off you let me give you all that youth for free…two graves, one gun”🧵

Sooo..there’s an archive for all her eras now?? An archive..which is a collection of historical documents. HISTORICAL. In the past. 👀 She’s starting new! ♥️

ive been beating myself up for only reading three books this year, but then i remember the filthy amount of fanfiction ive read & don’t feel any better 😅💀

taylor talking abt how she thought she was going to be transported to someplace magical, but instead found herself stranded in the middle of an ocean with only a piano to cling to as a lifeline & eventually escape into?? like… that’s a metaphor for the industry/stardom, right?👀

and I'm sobbing again

eras tour gay ass outfits, you will always be famous 🩷🤍🧡

“bygones will be bygone eras fading into gray”🥹

wait we never learned why Santa and one of his elves were behind the stage???

now and then i reread the manuscript but the story isn't mine anymore

taylor’s music has been my special interest since i was seven, and subsequently the soundtrack to my entire life pretty much. i genuinely didn’t think i could get any more parasocial than i already was tbh, but here we are lmfaaoo. let’s fucking go, i guess?😅🥴

holding out hope that it ends up being *bad* karma for the overbearing travwives / hetlors (im coping)😅😅

eras was the key. to the vault. the door. the castle. now it is hers. she’s free. she need only keep moving forward as eras fade into grey. curtain drop. or more specifically, stepping out from behind it.

I can't believe I got to bear witness to the magic of the Eras Tour. Wow. Wowwwww.

she walked through it, so when do we get to see what’s on the other side of the door??👀

She did indeed go through the door with the dancers all together, it was just hard to see on the stream. goodbye and goodnight 🚪👋

legit ugly crying rn

i cant believe it’s already over wtf i swear i just blinked 😭😭

strategy sets the scene for the tale, but now all that’s left is the manuscript

i can reclaim the land!!

and for the last time

“the 🌈life i gave away” 🥺💔

ive been rooting for the anti-hero for 18 yrs babe its a cake walk atp

i lovveee the way she sings “that 1950s shit they want from me”

Oh I will not ever recover from this piano mashup

i had a feeling she would end the last surprise songs with “the story isn’t mine anymore” - but it actually happening was insanity like wtf😅

ONE LAST SOUVENIR 😭😭

THE MANUSCRIPPPTT

the end of an era, but the start of an age - the age of taylor alison??👀

ofc it’s long live, it was almost a given tbh

yoyok on piano, i’d bet all the lint in my pocket

the fucking IMPLICATIOOOONNSSS

she built that fucking castle alright

WITH NEW ROMANTICS?!?