Bad news!! Eating more vegetables & legumes with lunch, drinking less alcohol & more water, spending time offline & outside, planting a garden, going to yoga, and reading more books has drastically improved my mood & anxiety!!

MERCH POST!! Selling a TLOSG Shiny Bug Violet Shimmer vinyl, new, never opened, still in original shipping packaging. Would prefer to sell to someone in the community who missed the release/had regrets later. If you're interested, give me a shout!

happy little art inspired by spring's sweet arrival ✨

I swear The People We Meet on Vacation has an instrumental version of Fortnight playing through a lot of the most dramatic scenes but just the "I love you, I touched you" repeating over and over. Does anyone else hear it?

this lunar eclipse in Virgo which rules my 8th house of grief & mental health 🙃 no wonder the grief is grieving today, poor girl.

today is a very good day to take an indulgent bath and go to bed early.

sitting on the porch weather is back, nature is awakening from her slumber, I I am grateful 🌿☀️🌳🐦🐞🌷🪺🐿️

hello I'm late to the party probably but is Shania 💅🏼🧐 her music videos are giving 💅🏼👀

Tree when Taylor showed her the Midnights spotify canvases:

The copyright for Fate of Ophelia confirms that the song was complete in 2024, a full 7 months before Travis' IG post in yet another example of "Taylor made the song and then "lived" the narrative she's writing.

what should be over burrowed under my skin in heart stopping waves of hurt I bathe in cliffside pools with my calamitous love insurmountable grief she really nailed it there

I started reading 'Rebecca' by Daphne du Maurier, which is the book that inspired 'tolerate it' and it makes me wonder, really, how much of the music she's released since 2020 is about her life at all? how much is about other art, people, literature? I think a lot of it.

JFC, cut that shit in half and you’ve eradicated hunger, provided healthcare for all and made education free for all Americans. What the fuck are we doing?

Yes you can imply that rock is a girl that ends up with another girl and yap about best friends being in love and eating lesbian pretzels together but you have to post something about Travis on your Instagram stories

fighting the urge to completely disintegrate today by going for a walk on a beautiful nature preserve without my phone. might still fall apart later tho, stay tuned!!

tw environmental disaster not to be dramatic, but this may have just completely damned the human race. and idk how we stop them from killing our home. fucking hell, man.

It's been 24 hours. I still don't know who won the Super Bowl. This is my dream.

I just realized I have NO idea who won the Super Bowl despite having been online a decent bit today/last night. As far as I can tell, Bad Bunny won, and that's my ideal reality

she called it time travel... this could be a Midnight Rain daydream where she's thinking about the life she gave away, if only she had accepted that SHE was the problem and done something to change it. She could've been sunshine/daylight/Opalite instead of Midnight Rain/sleepless in the onyx night

Y’ALL I AM SCREAMING 🙀🌈🦄

ARE THEY SAYING THE ROCK REPRESENTS HER EX BOYFRIEND?? WHAT??? stop it. the literacy crisis must be stopped.

fascinating (heartbreaking) that she sprays HERSELF with the Opalite, not the rock. she thinks she's the garbage that needs to be magically improved to be lovable 😭😭😭😭

ME! level camp 🌈 glitter glitter glitter ✨ beach paradise in commercial🏖️ weddings ref at end 💍 posing (models-ish) 📸 (first watch observations)

unexplained Opalite MV predictions: -ME! level camp -weddings/bridesmaid -beach -disconnected story from lyrics like ICSY -turning on lights -models -paparazzi, headlines, or other big media rep -moon -numerical easter eggs -glitter (blurple) -mentorship/advice to younger person -family

If you're feeling overwhelmed because it's all too big to make sense of, may I offer this: all you have to do is the next right thing.

Take nudes of yourself today in honor of Catherine O'Hara

grateful to the tl for the warnings about Noah Kahan's new song The Great Divide, I will be saving my listen for a quiet, still time today

not me crashing out over the weather forecast at 11:40pm 🥶🥶🥶

made it through the week as a therapist !!! time to drink wine & eat frozen pizza & play Blue Prince !!! maybe paint a little valentine card to send my girlies !!! joy in creation & rest to fuel some resistance this weekend !!!

If you're feeling overwhelmed because it's all too big to make sense of, may I offer this: all you have to do is the next right thing.

My right thumb is swollen and I'm having intense acute pain around the upper joint when I move it, bend, or try to grip anything. I'm pretty incapacitated by this pain and immobility. Is this arthritis?

I've been off TikTok for ~18 months now & those first two months I felt my attention span come back, my anxiety reduced, and overall felt so much more connected to life again. It sucks to lose the community there but I hope you find peace in the stillness.

evidently very few adults know how to handle conflict in relationships and/or don't have the distress tolerance to initiate relational repair when there has been a rupture. imo, these texts are so healthy!! this is how you maintain decades long friendships!!

The best kind of friendship is the kind where you can ask your friends to come help you clean your house because you've been struggling to do it, and they show up with silliness and leave you with a clean home and warm heart.

I'm doing a new year renewal of my intention to be less online & more embodied, which tonight meant some easy, low stakes, cutie watercolor projects! Both of these are ideas from Andrea Nelson Art on insta, she's delightful!

if Georgia AND Ohio State both lose I will be so angry

gonna reread Supernova tomorrow and maybe post some notes about it as a lil coping tool (non-destructive dissociation)

cried the whole way hoooome 😜

the 3 day cumulative hangover plus being in a quiet (but not empty) house feeling alone with my grief today has me feeling very "I know my pain is such an imposition"

"legend has it you're quite the pyro, you strike the match to watch it blow" 🤝 "I struck a match and blew your mind" 🤝 "strike a match, strike a match, watch it blow"

KARMA IS REAL!!! 💜🧡 purple & orange, I see you!! Speak Now & Karma, Getaway Car & Maroon, Karma mv, Ice Spice, 5/26 (13), You're Losing Me, Til Dawn Edition (Daylight), in New York (gay), and no karma jacket.

why is this rose about to tell me it's been a long time coming

in the times when it feels harder to trust that our perception of TS's character is true, it's really helpful to hear messages like this from people like Kam who know her well & feel genuinely cherished, supported, & celebrated for their differences & divergence

this is so evil

I didn't realize grief was going to feel so much like depression. I'm not constantly crying but I feel hollow and heavy and have to manually force myself to do simple life stuff, and work is a constant uphill battle. I'm so tired, and I miss my dog.

All the Peter Pan references I've noticed so far tell us that the cardigan/Wendy/Betty was Taylor's choice of safety after August 2019, when she lost the courage of her convictions as The Man/James/Anti-Hero. She chose to hide behind the curtain as Wendy & never went back to Neverland.

omg we're def getting TayBirthday pap shots today to promote the docuseries, I'm so excited

what are your favorite mystery novels that feel like a Knives Out movie? I'm looking for some really compelling books to end the year on, and I read really quickly

banging my head against the wall trying to pick an insurance plan that's not gonna completely ruin my financial life 🙃 god bless america, land of the impoverished because of the 1%

being a therapist while navigating my own grief up close for the first time is not it