Ngl guys -I may be overhyping my video. Its just an AMV. But means a lot to me for many reasons. I did make this instead of going through with something dumb I had been planning to do for a while now. Vid editing is also 1 of many passions and its the first time making one since YouTube early days.

Ik there isnt anything wrong with asking for mutual aid but I hate the asking part when everyone here has worse struggles. So If im back later with a MA request please know that I tried my best and please only help if you can afford it.

video is almost done. will be up this week or whatever. idk.

gonna log off and go back to watching mdzs, have a good night everyone!! 🤍🤍

You dont have to send me new asks I just wanted the pic to be different when i pin it tellonym.me/Justagoose/a...

I need a bigger gege 🤔

Ive spent 5 hours on this video so far.. Its not hard, just very tedious getting the timing right. I miss this feeling so much. Don't think many ppl get it but maybe when I post in a week or 2. If it doesnt get copyrighted :')

Xie Lian having hypermobility issues and chronic pain and Hua Cheng helping him tape it (sorry it’s all sweet not sexy haha)

Im glad my LaDS obsession was very short lived bc this would have devastated me. RIP Valko. & lets face it, probably rip LaDS. Zayne was my dude btw, his cold exterior made the loving moments feel more genuine. Plus I like black hair

Status update: The Disabled Tyrant's Beloved Pet Fish is up to Ch. 133! 🐠 If I can keep up this pace it should be completed by the end of next week!! #dtbpf #danmei #audiobook

What was I thinking buying this Dutch bros iced latte thing from Winco. Its like 7am and tastes like I'm drinking soft serve ice cream. 😖 I want real coffee. Or green tea. But I dont like wasting

Idk I just really love spooky and unsettling Xie Lian and I felt like he should be saying something so badda bing badda boom #ghostyartfarts . #xielian

🐶 #MDZS

I am not used to so many people talking to me at once. Where did this come from and how do you social people keep up with it

something inside broke and I just feel this need to be real & human & let myself relax. ive been holding my breath waiting for things & waiting for permission to exist & I just want to be free. If its not enough I need to at least be good enough for me to get through it. this is growing pains.

Face reveal idk. Be nice or be quiet. May delete

I'm waiting to be taken to the ER but don't want anyone to worry too much. I'm doing pretty well mentally so whatever happens I got this. Idk when I'll be back but if Im able to give updates I'll keep it in this thread. Love you guys, especially the muts who are always checking on me. you the best ❤️

$586/$1000, combo of medical and daily expense bills from earlier this year and some minor home repairs. Thank you in advance for helping. 💕💸 bsky.app/profile/heav...

Mmh well im watching it and already having certain feels about it. i better get off of here so I dont spam y'all feed with every thought and reaction 👋 I'll eventually make a second Tumblr haha.

Hmm I need to continue rereading tgcf because my cognitive issues made me forget so much of it. but I want to read mdzs. I miss being able to read 600 pagers within a day.

#tgcf #hualian

Almost certain my birds dying is because of my older brother (abuser) doing. I tell him not to do things around them because its harmful but does it anyway. Tomorrow I have to leave them with him to go to the ER and idk if I'll have pets when I get back. Photo of my sick boy when he was healthy.

Some of you guys are shadowbanned to an extent btw cause I wont see some muts post until I actually go to your pages. And sometimes I go down my list just to check on everyone

My mom is kind of refusing to let me sit here and suffer so she canceled her appointments and tomorrow im being driven to the emergency room first thing in the morning. I'm just hoping this is something that can be fixed with antibiotics or something

me whenever I'm up to go back to look at *that* piece of fan art. Id tip them if I could 😌 thank you for the dopamine

Sweet dreams 🙂‍↕️ Need rest, my mind has wandered a lot today.

Gentle bully acquired. Mind redirected. Path clear.

I'm not able to get my disability check currently, due to a payee fuckup, so I will need about $300 next month to cover overdue loan + phone bill. Please repost if you can't donate? #TransFund #DisabilityFund #TransCrowdFund #DisabilityCrowdFund cash.app/$YilingLaozu...

Does anyone wanna add me on Discord whenever I get a new phone. I've had that damn app for years and never use it and I'm thinking I should start

I need a friend to bully me into doing the things I enjoy fr, my hobbies bring me peace and yet keep depriving myself of it. I need to read. Or crotchet someone something instead of wallowing. If I had money I'd pay for this service

well how how am I supposed to rest now?? 😳

Ooh I'm soooo back 🙂‍↕️

Omg I sm having the worst week, life keeps throwing me off track but someone used an old selfie of mine as a base to make me hua cheng and it says "we love you goose " and now not only does my heart feel okay bt it gives me motivation to get back to work so I can look that healthy again

I will find you in another lifetime gege ❤️🤍

Gege encouraging me to read instead of dwelling on something/someone I can't change

Happy Juneteenth! It costs 0$ to repost a Black disabled queer small business! It could lead to my next sale. I sell pins, compression gloves, artist gloves, back braces, knee braces, wrist braces, compression socks, cute bags & more! Store: Bibipins.com

Me admiring my mut from a distance because I am too socially awkward to engage but think youre just the coolest 🤭 goodnight y'all ...❤️😴

Animal Crossing New Horizons (2020) #acnh

We’re headed to AX 2026 and bringing exciting announcements with us! Don’t miss out on our Industry Panel that’s packed full of news, prizes, and of course, new licenses ✨ See you soon!

the safest place in the world #天官賜福 #TGCF

MY GEGE😠🥰 collab with m.blake on inst✨ #tgcf #hualian

Crotcheted this. It isnt the vision I had but I'm depressed as hell and this is all I could manage. I will embroider the seeds on the strawberry bag and get better pics later. Sorry Gege I hope you like it. (and yes, i made a hole for his hair otherwise there would be a lump in the hat lol) #tgcf

trans men don't owe us a "masculine" appearance/clothes/etc! trans women don't owe us a "feminine" appearance/clothes/etc! nonbinary people don't owe us an "androgynous" appearance/clothing/etc! present how ever you want!! i love you!!!

I am going to attempt to crotchet him some clothes this week

I mightve got myself something. #xielian #tgcf

happy birthday hua cheng i drew you getting stepped on #huacheng #hualian #花城0610生日快乐 #tgcf

Say Please #tgcf #heavenofficialsblessing #hualian

Hey, you! Yes, YOU!! The Queer Liberation Library, an online library that provides anyone with a US address the ability to get a library card and check out e-books and audiobooks, is running a pride fundraiser! I recommend supporting them especially in the current era of censorship and queerphobia