Learning to cook. I let it marinate for a few hours/days to lock in flavour. Cooking this after dentist visit.

Never swear your allegiance to a brand. If they attempt to silence you as they ask for your patience as they get caught in leaks, vilify those that speak against, drop their tragic tale without taking a clear stance.. There is no inaction, that is them taking action.

Don’t focus on who hurt you last year, unfollowed, or friendships you walked away from. Focus on what’s in front of you, who is currently in your life, and the great things that will be coming into your life. Pick a positive perspective because how you view life is importance.

After 5 years of trying, I’m just shifting my perspective. I’m focusing on creating what I want and having fun. Not trying to please anyone or grow. If that occurs, cool. But, it’s no longer my focus because it’s not healthy trying to live to impress people I don’t even know!

Anyone wanna join me on Plate Up sometime?

I can’t wait to return to streaming tomorrow or Saturday. Dental work hasn’t been fun… and I gotta deal with this all over again in March with even more work done. But, that will be the last of the dental visits thankfully. Brush your teeth 🪥 Lay off the sugars 🦷 Floss daily

This sums up soo many fights.

If someone is upset and your first instinct is to get upset.. Then, you aren’t actually listening. You’re protecting your ego. That’s one of the biggest things I noticed in the #Vtuber Community, content creation, and being online in general.

I’m sorry that I forgot about Blusky… I will try to be active on here again.

Are you ready for Friday? My Birthday, Subathon, NEW MODEL DEBUT 📅: June 20th 📷: 5pm EST / 2pm PST / 9pm GMT Video & Model Rig: #Unicorn_Hamster Model Art: #Ruxiyel #VtuberDebut #VtuberUprising #vtuber #vtuberen #birthday #subathon #newmodel #vtubermodel #debut #vtubers #EnVtuber #squirrel

You are coming to my Debut next week right?‼️ 📅: June 20th ⏰: 5pm EST / 2pm PST / 9pm GMT #VtuberDebut #VtuberUprising #Vtubers #EnVtubers #SquirrelVtuber #Subathon #Birthday #Asymmetrical #AnimeGirl #Anime #Vtuber

Since when has Hot Pockets been owned by Nestle? Why am I just finding out today?

Party on Friday at 7PM EST / 9AM JST Saturday Cursed photo edit of "Don't Save Her" by @bscott4got See more of your favorite chaotic squirrel at twitch.tv/caelanrisu #mariopartyjamboree #marioparty #vtuber #collab #indievtuber

Vtubers, What are the ideal obs settings for singing? I heard something about mic latency with background music and I heard mention of reverb. #vtuber #indievtuber #audiohelp #singing #obs #audio #streamer #streaming #twitch

My dream job as a teen was to work for Borders book store, I would buy manga there. Finally got the job for holiday season when I was 20.. They moved me to calendar kiosk on bottom floor of mall after 1 day of work.. I think it was because I reorganized the children section.. OCD or autism.

This is a horrible group! There are no healers! Only DPS & Tanks! #Marvelrivals

I struggle with communication and talking to people.. Tonight, I hung out with someone and they stayed after my roommates went to sleep. We talked for like an hour or two alone until they left. I feel.. accomplished. Like I levelled up on socializing and it felt good. 😊

I told Lily to get in his kitty litter box. He placed only his front paws into the box and proceed to piss all over my bathroom floor. This cat is an asshole! Then, he walked to the kitchen and demanded a new can of food. Nope! Bad cats don’t get spoiled! He’s stuck with what’s already on his plate.

Thanksgiving sucked, I knew it would. The good news is that I will no longer have to deal with a certain relative and that’s freeing. The best part is that I returned home to find my entire apartment the cleanest I have ever seen it. My best friend cleaned & organized it. I was crying. Soo sweet! 💕

Happy Thanksgiving everyone!! Much love to the #Vtuber, #Autisic, & #Hockey communities!!

@heshootshescores.bsky.social Was there truly too many men on the ice? Or was that call bogus? Game against Detroit.

Me: I like that outfit. Looks like something I would wear. Sister: I’m going to go change. WTF 😳

I don’t want to say goodbye to my cat… I don’t want Friday to come. I don’t want to give up my morning cuddles with Lily. Fuck this week! I hope the vet says Lily gets more time.. or I’m gonna wish diarrhea on him. Not really.. I don’t want that threefold.

I been planning my new #vtuber model for 2 years now.. I still don’t have the hairstyle or outfit decided.. It’s hard. Yet.. I have a whole other identity fleshed out if I ever wanted to rebrand to another animal. Don’t you hate it when you can think of new ideas for others, but not for yourself.

The struggle of living in a household of 3 with 1 bathroom.. At some point, you are going to have to suck up your pride, sit on the bathtub edge, and let it rip! 💦 #peepeepoopoo #vtuber #toilet

Finally! Someone gets it! Tea > Coffee

Due to the cold, I started to feel some pain and sang about it… My sister was less than amused. Me: “My fucking nippleee, my fucking nippleeee.” Sister: “And, we trust her to keep me out of jail! She’s singing about her fucking nipple!”

I love how Abbot Elementary depicts autism with Gregory Eddie. They never once address it. They just let the character exist and people just view his autistic tendencies as quirks. It’s refreshing and humanizing. Gregory is allowed to be himself without a label or being shamed. Great representation.

I made a very big decision to obtain a gym membership. This is my first time ever doing that and I intend to utilize it to help strengthen my body. I have Fibromyalgia.

Me: I really need to save money to move. Steam Sale! Check out Steam Cooking Fest! Me: ….Why do you do this to me!!! Steam just cackles while counting the $$ they just got from me.

Taking a week break from streaming due to health and stress. I have been dealing with a migraine since Sunday. I don’t normally get migraines. I sprayed bug defense chemicals in my room to prevent spiders coming in during the winter.. and I breathed it in.

All I will say on politics is.. It provided me a map of the demographics of particular stances. I am in a huge sea of one color and it would take a lot of driving & resources to get to somewhere outside of that.. I don’t feel safe. I try to not be money focused.. but, next year I will try to move.

Really glad that I left Twitter and gutted my account. With current events, the difference between Bsky & Twitter is a matter of night and day. People are being respectful here to one another. Over there, it’s an open cesspool of hate and that’s not healthy. Rather doom scroll to art than insults.

My biggest goal in life... I want to move to, explore, and film Canada. I refuse to give up and keep pushing as a vtuber despite the small size because it's been my driving force. When I move to Canada, I want to start an IRL YT vlog channel on the side of streaming. #vtuber #indievtuber #Canada

I think Tiktok hates Vtubers because I used to get views on my clips. When I started tagging stuff as #vtuber because I saw bigger creators adding tags... well, now I get 0 views. I got completely taken off the algorithm essentially.

And, since I rarely on… Here a product recommendation. Dunkin Donut’s Wild Berry Smoothie is fire 🔥 Brighten your day with a yummy drink from anywhere during this period of political hell while everyone waits for election results and then, fight over the holidays about them.

This video where Gregory masks his distaste of pizza and then follows it up with a descriptipon of how he experiences pizza is one of the best scenes about the Autistic experience that I have ever seen on Television. (despite the fact hat I love pizza) #AbbotElementary youtu.be/9YXD0MEe8KM?...

Gregory Eddie, I can relate sooo much to him.

There is someone out there holding their breath and waiting for you to fail. Make sure they suffocate.

I really don't wanna play this game.... I don't like scary stuff.. I have to play Amanda the Adventurer 2 today... And, I have to get every ending and achievement.. I can't just wimp out and not do it..

Last thing Rose & Jack cops try before ending I busting into would have my place preferred in Titanic 🤝 Banging on the door

How did you pick your username? Back when I used to write, my favorite OC was named Caelan. Risu means Squirrel in Japanese and I’m a Squirrel Vtuber 🐿️

I was going to be productive today and actually try to make clips for once… The source material is unusable. Somehow the game source was set to not capture audio in the vod or recording… Only that one game source is set that way. Oh well. Not gonna let it get me down. I fixed it. Manifest success!

That was a terrifying shoot out, but flames won. Thank goodness! Was that Wolf’s first shoot out? #hockey #flames #calgaryflames #calgary #nhl #dustinwolf

I need someone to slow down every single one of the songs in the comments. After listening to “I got 5 on it” by Luniz, slowed down for the movie “US”.. I need to hear similar treatment for more songs. It was soo good.

Twitter is where people are more performative. I feel people are more authentic with their weirdness on Bluesky and I’m absolutely loving it!

Why does this even exist?!? Someone out there decided to pair Shrek with an Kpop artist. I stumbled across this looking for cursed content for an upcoming Shrek stream. #shrek #fanfiction #kpop #hongjoong #yaoi #vtuber #indievtuber

I can’t wait for November. I really want to go to the movies, but it’s a bunch of horror movies right now. I can’t watch horror. That stuff would stick with me and lead to nightmares. NOPE! I want the comedies & dramas.

Looking for collabs to play Super Mario Party Jamboree. Hit me up if you are interested. #vtuber #envtuber #indievtuber #supermariopartyjamboree #marioparty #collab #lookingforcollab