The thing about writing the WoL for me is that mine are always some level of crazy, be it through bloodthirst or atonement or a martyrdom complex. Sometimes it's all three

FFXIV patch 7.4 does have me writing fic and the fact that I'm saying anything about it makes me very brave. No I will not say about who

The funny thing about grief is that I'm back to not feeling much but my dreams right now are strangely and horrifically vivid. Not necessarily about anything terrible but they are so intricate, so designed, so intense. Clearly working thru something that my conscious brain isn't looking at

What running Vanguard over and over to hit 100 does to a mf

No spoilers but the more I learn about FFXIV Lindblum the more I am desperate to know what the FUCK was going on over there

Removing glamour restrictions is the best thing this game has ever done and I am not joking

Successful pilgrimage to the .

Funniest thing in the world to me right now is the level one deer doe in FFXIV that has no name and everyone is calling "the ". Every single post gets a chortle out of me. I love the .

Me: I'm not stressed Friend: okay describe what is going on Me: I feel sick all the time and I keep having panic attacks and my brain is saturated in a forboding sense of doom and I can't escape the thought spiral but I'm not like. Stressed Friend: Friend: okay. so

No spoilers but the end of Arcadion did have my ass hootin AND hollerin

Lawyer: you can write checks out of the estate but you can't write any checks to yourself out of it Me, aghast: that would be stealing! Lawyer, perplexed: yeah and people usually love doing that

Spent the morning agonizing about writing a speech for my mom's birthday, which is also coincidentally my dad's birthday as they were born 2 years apart. I am back in my Agonies because of it unfortunately. It's this week & I feel like the worst daughter in the known universe

A red grouse (Lagopus scotica) I encountered in the Pentland Hills near Edinburgh last summer, demonstrating its very human-like alarm call. He seemed extremely cross that I'd had the audacity to ride my mountain bike across his patch and chased me along the trail for quite some distance.

I wrote a script in this in collaboration with @adelheidemarie.bsky.social who did the most beautiful art ever!! Please check out all of these contributions that are all so wonderful and a real feast

After two miserable weeks of back and forth I have sold my dad's sports car and instead of feeling relief I felt a brief nibble of relief and now I am crying brokenly in a locked office at work

A brief check in. :)

Hey! I'm checking in. I know this isn't an airport and I don't need to announce my departure but I've been going Through It since my dad passed away which is why I've stepped away from social media. Still working thru it. We finally managed to order his headstone yesterday

Does anyone else start conjuring up OC / ship situations in their brains before getting ready to sleep. Like I need to formulate good things to think about to ease me into dreamland, gotta have that self indulgent film playing in my brain

Flat ass city, the capital (said while heading up a giant hill)

As I sit here munching on glutino dill pickle pretzels I ask the counsel: what has spurred the pickle flavored things trend of recent

I feel sick to my stomach making this post, but at this point I don't have a choice docs.google.com/document/d/1...

Going 2 Jeff City to hunt ghosts...time to meet some spookies...ask some creepies for Phasmo tips...

the sinking ship of theseus (younger ran'jit and one of the doomed oracles) #thanjitpose

CAN’T FORGET

The funniest part is that prior to my break I could not grok Sage to save my life but when I came back for Dawntrail, I focused on Scholar, and now Sage just feels like Scholar with way more fun buttons

All of my teeth roots are double bonded (wrapped around each other) so I don't get pain from cavities and it makes it phenomenally hard to do root canals/extractions

Going to a wine walk with Ryan and my MIL. Sorry in advance

I would be lying if I said my relationship with my dad wasn't contentious but every day I think about how there was nothing like us both in the world and now he's gone and I'm here without the person who understood me on a fundamental level. He's my narrative foil

I feel like a ghost drifting miserably from place to place this week & I have really got to lock the fuck in because family is visiting this weekend

mmmmmm hello!! beautiful handsome Ori done by @lorbitele.bsky.social thank you sooo much 🥺 #art #warcraft #artforme #ocsky

LRP: That fourth haranir face is SO good. I'm using that one

Oh my word! These Haranir customisations look amazing! #WoW #Warcraft #Midnight Source Video: www.youtube.com/shorts/oA-Ci...

I'm finally getting art with March and the starbird because I think of all the things that really fuck up the WoL the whole Meteion thing really put him through it in his WoL canon. All of his empathy went out to the little girl who was meant to answer a horrific problem instead of live a life

"And this is Silvermoon city... It is enormous." This is EXACTLY the thing I wanted to hear most, I want to re-explore and get lost in this MASSIVE city that feels alive and lived in! Even as an Alliance player, I'm glad we don't have full access to the city; it's a HORDE city

I'm not trying to be mean when I say this but I do think with whatever grows out of Mooncode's ashes, we really all need to shut the fuck up about it, especially on social media and ESPECIALLY in game!!

WOOOOOAH WHAT DO U MEAN MARE IS KILL

DO YOU WANT TO LEARN ABOUT THE GREAT AND BEAUTIFUL KINGDOM OF DALMASCA???? HERE'S 21 SLIDES OF IT. docs.google.com/presentation...

I didn't have the second tier of Arcadion unlocked on March...this entire time I could have been getting him gear from there...

I promise I only draw things that are so so so stupid #ffxiv #comic

Unfortunately my cat has learned how to extend one tiny sharp claw and poke me repeatedly in the face with it at 6 in the goddamn morning

MX. CHIITAN???

I am once again getting my Billie razor refills of which I have like 43 of in my closet. I do not shave enough for this razor service but I also don't want to cancel it so I have them send me refills every 4 months. And yet. I am still swimming in razor heads

No one is doing it like The Venetia Fair did it

a look at Silent Hill f

,, —- and I ran from my grief. Until it found me on a beautiful summers day.” #gposers • #darkestdae

Looking at my saved names and doing a little he he he re: my haranir alt

I'm rolling a belf lock. This shall not stand

What do you mean we're culling warlocks in silvermoon. say sike.

Will it be uncouth of me to put Xalatath's portrait above my boot rack