In other news: Has anyone ever gotten the feeling that they'll just fade into obscurity? I'm getting a weird touch of that tonight.

Hey y'all, because of how I'm feeling physically tonight, I cannot promise an early stream (8am), and I'm not really sure when I will tomorrow-- but it may be a little later. Please understand if this is the case. Much love!~

CassMakesMilk. (@cassmakesgames.bsky.social) ---------------------------------------------- #NDArt #vtuber #nsfwart #sketch #naofarm

Hey! You! My friend @capisfx.bsky.social is doing some Birthday/Affiliate Anniversary/Model Stuff/ETC-- come say hi!!! :3 www.twitch.tv/capisfx

Sorry, I never actually updated-- but unless my body decides to rebound, I'm not streaming today. It's a mountain of ick, body pain, and low energy. Hopefully I'll rebound to see y'all tomorrow!

A good mix of fun stuff this week, including a collab with @lolotovcocktail.bsky.social !~ Tomodachi Life is gonna start next week so I have lots of time to make silly Miis before we see all the shenanigans.

WARNING! LOW HANGING STREAM SCHEDULES IN AREA! MAKE SURE TO DUCK! Tuesday - 11AM - 5PM - XCOM 2, Where no one will die and i dont kill the same person a 3rd time, i promise... honest! only one this week but 3-4 next week! i also have the xcom itch im not sorry :3c 🎨 - @aslappland.bsky.social

Quality checking @tyrvt.bsky.social's jugs to make sure they're plump and full for milking. #NDArt #Naofarm

Anyone else feel like growing larger tits and a fatter ass? I want to feel the weight everywhere.

I don't know why, but a spark has been lit-- I'm hoping productivity is a byproduct of this spark!

A really old art of my FFXIV Avatar: The Miqo'te that started it all. The reason my model started out as a Catgirl, the Nyahing, et cetera. My bisky is covered in FFXIV. I guess my art has improved. So what the hell. #FinalFantasyXIV #Vtuber #Vartist #Renetart

I think I'm a big big, squishy, cuddly Cowgirl-- BUT I'm not a marketable plushie!!!

Yes, I am plus-sized. Yes, I am trans. Yes, I have emotions that are up and down at times. Yes, I hate my job. Yes, I love women. Yes, I love music. Yes, I love art. Yes, I hate AI. Yes, I've got a big butt. Yes, I love my friends. Yes, I support sex workers. Yes, I will keep on pushing.

Welllll, I do plan on streaming at least on Tuesday, but may find myself also sneaking in something for Monday. I'll try and give more details by some point today.

#wip Kitt sketch from Pokémon Champions. #NDart

Yes, I am plus-sized. Yes, I am trans. Yes, I have emotions that are up and down at times. Yes, I hate my job. Yes, I love women. Yes, I love music. Yes, I love art. Yes, I hate AI. Yes, I've got a big butt. Yes, I love my friends. Yes, I support sex workers. Yes, I will keep on pushing.

When I'm down, I think of the people who got me here. I think of all the goods, and all the bads, and all the friends I made. I love y'all. The tears I'll shed tonight are out of the love and care in my heart.

🌎It’s been YEARS since we last checked in on Earth-chan! Let’s see how she’s doing! 💚

Special Thanks to @silververity.bsky.social for this lovely new PNG. I love it so much, and will be using it so much going forward. Though, this won't stop my conquest advancing on you hun. 🎨: @silververity.bsky.social

That isn't how you spell Adorable...

I'll be in this! Come watch!

I'm hopeful today will be better, although I need to clear my mind from the gunk that's in there now. There's just a big empty hole this morning, and that is where self doubt is trying to plant itself. I'm trying to always do my best, and show care the best way I can. I'm sorry.

My spoons have hit a metaphorical wall, so this is where I'm signing out for the night. Be good, y'all.

bweh.

Toxic Yuri #VgenComm for @healermainana.bsky.social where she has tied up @potatevt.bsky.social. #PotateArt #healslutAna #NDArt

To add: It doesn't help my devices at work are no longer giving me internet despite the WiFi working just fine. Seeing streams and responding throughout the day are small highlights. They may be small, but they pack a positive punch.

There are times in our lives when telling someone you're "proud of them" means so much. I try not to rely much on external validation, but hearing nice things makes for a nice time. You never know what's going on in people's lives. At times, the brightest smiles have the deepest pain.

Please don't give up. Please ask for help if you need it. Please know that reaching out isn't a weakness. Please remember that hope is not lost. Please give yourself credit. Please cry if you need to. Please support your artists. Please respect sex workers and content creators. Please love yourself.

I don't think I'll ever make a better video tbh

Hi everyone! A bit of news to share. If I am not showing up in many places on Twitch or Discord (or similar), I'm just sorta keeping to myself for a little while. Don't fear if you want to reach out, I just can't promise I'll respond immediately. Thank you. My heart goes out to you all.

This is an end-of-year goal that I'm gonna start on as of today. I'm not expecting much, and I do need to stream a bit more, but it's something I don't expect to hit! If you'd like to help me with my goal, drop a follow at: www.twitch.tv/lilycowbelle

Penny whatcha got there?

Tentacle lady. Alice ( #OC) is owned by Sushi-Shrimp. #NDArt

The other day I was having a conversation with @silververity.bsky.social about Art. It came up that how I do art is weird. That I skip some stuff. "You really just go at it" - Verity I usually don't upload speed paints. Speedpaint of @keihan454.bsky.social #SpeedPaint #Vartist #Artist #Vtuber

Some art that was way overdue from like... 8 months ago (?), but sometimes life happens. Every art is a new experience, and @reitoryokosha.bsky.social was fun to draw! [ #FrigidArt #vtuber #vtuberart #LCBArt ]

Know that if I send a few messages in chat and then end up lurking heavily the remainder of the time... I don't mean any harm by it. Sometimes, that's just how I exist in a community sometimes. I try my best to be sweet and kind, but there's only so much I can give-- I'm being as genuine as I can.

Since my Swedish friends have exposed me to "Guld och gröna skogar" by Hasse Andersson, I have a hard time *not* listening to it. So if you'd like to listen to it, have a listen here: www.youtube.com/watch?v=k9tH...

Sketch for @devoralatoria.bsky.social. :3 #NDart

There has been an increase in hate-raids on streamer discords. They use External Apps to flood the discords with disgusting imagery. PLEASE make sure you have all of the roles in your server with the "Use External Apps" permission disabled for prevention Discord IDs for hate-raiders in Alt Text

It's a week of Retro, Platformers, Puzzles and a Collab! The Saturday Collab is with TK_Layla, Ray, Glassesjournal, LuminousRed, RubenSargasm, SentoPtolomy, and DooleyNoted. I have no idea what I am walking in to. Honestly I think it'll be a blast. Thanks @tk-layla.bsky.social for arranging it!~

The third of our trio of Super Battle Golf collabs is on the horizon and... OH GOSH IS THAT EGG BOY RAY?! April 25th! 8pm BST! @luminusred.bsky.social @jeremydooley.bsky.social @pennycentsless.com @glassesjournal.bsky.social @rubensargasm.bsky.social @sentoptolomy.bsky.social @raynarvaezjr.sucks

Happy #TittyTuesday! Today's pair are brought to you by Bimbo @yourcaptainlily.bsky.social. #NDart

In other words, good mood aside, I have been in excruciating pain ( in my left upper-arm region ) and it has been preventing me from being productive. Weh.

*slams table* I responded to all the (current) messages because I wanted to keep to that promise-- even 6 days out. Thank you all, so so so so so so SO very much. From the bottom of my heart, no matter how bad or good days may get, I'll always remember these wishes.

Finally a game for the girlies!

Finally back to reading some City of Angles with @forneiavtuber.bsky.social twitch.tv/lolotovcockt... #Vtubers #Reading #FictionFactoryGames

Maple is a freakin' sweetheart. Help them get Partner, I wanna see so many of my friends get there-- and Maple is one of them!!! Sweet, lovely, and a hugeeeee nerd! <3

I'm formally announcing that starting TODAY, I am beginning a partner push on Twitch! I'm putting a lot of my energy into this, and I need your support! Being partnered leads to more opportunities which means better stuff FOR YOU! I want to be the best bnuy I can be for you all!

Thank you all for the 5k. ❤️🙏 Thank you for supporting me. Thank you all for liking my art. Thank you for being amazing. Thank you. ❤️😭