We are getting close to April 1st so I have to say this again: Do not do a fake "Graduation" post or event for April Fools. Your friends and most importantly your communities deserve more respect than to toy with such deep emotions for a practical joke.

Schedule for This Week!~ Self-indulgent Nostalgia time! Old-School Racing, Indie Coin Pushing, Casual Platforming and Randomized Pokemon are on the docket. I am gonna have fun, and you are all coming along for the ride!~

So, this morning I learned about AVPD (Avoidant Personality Disorder). This would explain so much of my behavior and actions. The feelings of inadequacy and constant fear of being judged or disliked by others controls my actions every day. It consumes me, and keeps me from reaching out to others.

This week has already been just a huge pile of setbacks, rejection emails, and disappointment. I have another rejection I expect to get by weeks end. It's getting too hard to pretend everything is OK. I am trying. It isn't good enough. I am not good enough. I am so tired.

Real test to spot fellow Canadians. Who recognizes this beauty?

I talked to my mom when I was having a very rough time. I asked her what the purpose of life was. She taught me a life lesson I'll never forget and I'll cherish forever. My mom's the best. [P1-3/9]

quickl thingy of @pennycentsless.com as a dergen! Inspired by her Spyro playthroughs :D #vtuberart #fanart

Some days I have a post prepared for when I go stream. Sometimes I forget because ADHD go brr. Today is the latter. Oops.

I made myself a new Stream Schedule template (I know nothing about graphic design oops). This is the coming week's schedule. Gonna work on finishing Pikmin and Kirby, and start Mario and Slay the Spire II! A nice and varied week! Hoping to plan some exciting things for April soon~

Today in my TTRPG session we noticed the weather in an area was influenced by our characters emotions. We needed it to rain to solve a puzzle, so our magic user casted a ritual to inflict "Extreme Depression" on another party member. It worked. They were depressed for the rest of the session lol

[BIG ANNOUNCEMENT] I own a vtuber agency now! Well, part of one! Super excited to be a member of @virtualtalentcooperative.com, we've got some amazing things planned for the future! 💙

Boobs.

I did my first ever run of Slay The Spire II today and got all the way to the end of Act 3. Maybe I suck less at card-based games than I thought?

Cute catcow maid incoming [wip] @pennycentsless.com #art #vtuber

My current Tamagotchi died after 31 days because I forgot about it for an entire day while playing Pokopia. OOPS. (Maybe I should spend less time playing Pokopia)

Having a shelf you can use as a table is convenient on Movie Night~  🎨: @izzydrawsforfun.bsky.social

Reminder that this is happening THIS THURSDAY!!! I am SEVERELY UNDERPREPARED and VERY NERVOUS FOR THIS!!! I'd love to see you there!!!

I like what I like.

It is hard not to feel that you have to be embroiled in some form of drama or take part in some kind of big production to get any traction lately.  I can't afford a big flashy event and I keep my head out of drama. It constantly feels like I am in the shadows-- Forgotten.

This week I am going to start Pikmin 3 Deluxe, try to finish Konging it up, and try a new thing with the ~Retro Roulette~ on Saturday~!

I.. I have over 55 hours in Pokopia already. Help. (I am playing more on stream today) www.twitch.tv/pennycentsless

Talk about Catching Air! featuring @bubblegum1.bsky.social

I was going to shower after breakfast today. I lied as easily as I breathed. Wren asked where I belonged on the Venn Diagram of Babygirl, Girlboss, and Girlfailure. She then asked where some of our Vtuber friends went. And, well... Where do you feel like YOU fit? (this is all in good fun, btw)

We are back on the Spyro! Should be finishing up the first game today. Maybe I jump straight into the second? Who knows. Live @ www.twitch.tv/pennycentsless

this was kinda in WIP purgatory for a while... beware of @pennycentsless.com's strawberry bombs! #vtuberart

Well-- it has finally happened. I will be moving all of my NSFW interactions and art over to an alternative account: @pennypantsless.bsky.social I realized over the past few months I have been more apprehensive about posting or interacting with NSFW content. This is the only fix I could see.

Donkey Kong? On Mario Day? Yeah-- I just like to live dangerously I guess. Live @ www.twitch.tv/pennycentsless

I just realized it is kinda funny that I planned to play a Donkey Kong game on Mario Day entirely on accident.

A Legendary Encounter! (The Pokopia addiction continues)

The Pokopia Addiction continues~ Finishing up the second area and going to the third area today!~ (I promise I will play something else tomorrow-- but I am addicteddd) Goin' live now~ www.twitch.tv/pennycentsless

I am a menace in the mornings. Knockin' over your cups and stuff. 🎨: @astrodite.bsky.social

Gearing up for some fun next week! I was VERY tempted to just make it an all-Pokopia week because I am addicted-- but a little variety never hurts sometimes. (but also I have hyperfixated so hard and I can't stop decorating my silly areas)

** DON'T HAVE TO VTUBE TO JOIN** It's time! I need a MINIMUM of 6 enteries to pull winners (so that all slots are filled) Like, RT, and post your ref / PNG to join! ✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ #Vtubers #VGenComm #VtuberEN #yumetwt #VTuberUprising #yumeart #VGenOpen #yumeshipping

Nude version of Milf Fem Naolynn I guess at 300 likes and 100 reposts. Yep, we're going there. You can thank @silververity.bsky.social #NDArt #FemNao

Today I feed my Pokopia addiction some more! I am excited to show off my silly decorating and dive into the second area! Then, later on in stream I am going to be doing a #sponsored segment playing Never Grave: The Witch and The Curse, a new Metroidvania x Roguelike game!~

Instead of streaming today I took a day of rest-- and proceeded to play so much Pokopia and decorated so much. Like-- my area isn't the prettiest but I spent way too long making it look "Sorta OK". Can't wait to give a tour of it tomorrow uwu~

I suppose it's finally time I announce this... New Model Reveal! March 19th at Noon, CST!

Do WHAT now?! Don't worry about it...

Pokopia is living up to the hype for me for sure. I just sunk 4 hours off stream just making the starting area look a bit prettier-- and I usually never do that in games. .... I wanna play more. Maybe I do a sneaky bonus stream tomorrow?

I am beyond excited to jump into Pokemon Pokopia, so it is likely gonna be a shorter than normal yap-session and then we dive into the silly Ditto game!~ Live (for the next 5-ish hours) @ www.twitch.tv/pennycentsless

"Almost" Died I might be stretching the definition of "almost" so much it breaks...

Apparently people think I am a good girl. I mean-- who am I to argue? 🎨 : @glubtastic.bsky.social

Today I was reminded by my Aunt that it is my 4 year anniversary for starting HRT. It is crazy to think that it has been 4 whole years, but also crazy to think it has ONLY been 4. Time is wild.

The quest to attempt getting all the moons in Super Mario Odyssey continues! I still have hundreds to go-- but it has been really fun so far~ Live (for the next 5 hours) @ www.twitch.tv/pennycentsless

I might be a little too honest...

Rawr~ I am gonna play some more Spyro Reignited Trilogy today! I think I am about half-way through the first game. Chatting for the first hour and then we are gonna collect all the things~ Live (for the next 5 hours) @ www.twitch.tv/pennycentsless

I am excited for Pokemon Pokopia this week! Thank you to the kind person who gave me the funds to get it to play next week at launch! Also, I am permanently switching my Weekend streams to Saturday due to regular conflicts happening on Sundays~

Wanted to make a Ragnarok Online private server that wasn't riddled with AI, but most of the stuff is paywalled and after a month we are throwing in the towel. I can't keep investing in trying to get a server off the ground when my budget is so tight as it is. I wish there was a server free of AI

I was caught shoplifting hundreds of dollars of candy when I was 8 years old and was banned from the store for life. They never told my parents, surprisingly-- but every time they went to the corner store and asked if I wanted to go in and get a treat I had to refuse and say I didn't want anything.