Welp, I may be coming down with something as I'm having hot/cold flashes, nasal pressure, and light body aches. That and I'm craving a pizza hut cheese pan pizza... Yet I'm not hungry.

Dear Bluesky, Is this a sandwich?

it's 12:40am, I'm just sitting in my computer chair and hear it. Someone in the kitchen this late at night doing something in the fridge. I wait till I hear said person mess with the microwave. I get up and look into the kitchen and ask what is going on.

nephew is home sick so far the last few days, when taking mom to hospital, both waiting rooms I had to sit in were full and people were not masking. and coughing all over the place. now I hear my dad out in the kitchen coughing up a lung.

Short Stream, back to modded Minecraft! Possibly near the end of UniversIO www.twitch.tv/MisterRoo

Home from morning errands, nephew is home from school again and actually looks and sounds quite ill. I'm just tired from sitting in hospital waiting rooms that are overflowing for the last 3 hours.

This rude ass teleporter www.twitch.tv/aoivino/clip...

Sitting at the hospital with my mom as she has multiple appointments today. The local hospital is so over cooked this morning, they have us sitting in a secondary hallway away from the waiting room.

This week is shaping up to be a busy week. Streams will only likely happen Wednesday and or Friday if I can find the time and energy.

Constantly feeling a weird panic and fear even around friends these last few years. In my head I feel it stems from a past friendship where I feel like they ghosted me and in turn my own brain interpretation is I did mess up somehow and I'll never be able to fix things. It's hard to explain.

149/115 BP check. yea no. no games from me tonight and no stream. Have not eaten dinner yet and waiting till the kitchen is clear of family before I even think of going out there.

No Stream tonight, issue irl with family basting a specific tribute video in the next room over and they keep opening my room door to have me listen to it after telling them I am not interested in it. It's honestly just... really draining with how much they are trying to force specific topics on me.

[Modded Minecraft] Big milestone for work on The Ferret Business 2! Gone through all 45,500+ items, given 95% an FMC sell value, and sorted into one of 450+ Blind Boxes, the successor of Blind Bags from the first pack! ~85% of items also have Grist recipes for the Grist Alchemy system as well!

Short Minecraft Stream www.twitch.tv/MisterRoo

I have always had a hard time translating the thoughts in my head to words. Because nearly every time I have a strange short circuit and the way I verbalize or write something out, my own head shifts meanings. So I have the description one way in my thoughts, but spitting it out does not equal it.

Sorry about this afternoon both with the stream abruptly ending and the stress posting. Just the combination of things happening offline with family and blood pressure spikes were not a good combination. Ended up making myself ill after sleep.

home, laying down as my BP spiked to 155/107. so canceled doing PoE2 with Zoen. One of the reasons I've been streaming in morning is it's only myself and my mom in the house till my nephew get's out of school at 3pm. I make sure she's got all she needs and settled to sleep for a few hours because...

I can't really push back on my mom, she has some level of dementia that is affecting her memory and is easily tipped into a yelling or anger argument that make it even more rough she is hard if hearing and refuses to use hearing aid devices.

Told family multiple times my day was mostly blocked off due to plans. Reminded my mom twice thru the day as she was not feeling well and only wanted me to act as her alarm clock. Got my replacement monitor and set it up, started stream with a friend. Family started blowing up my phone.

First time with Path of Exile 2 With the helping paw of Zoen www.twitch.tv/MisterRoo

New Monitor Waiting Room Till then, more Minecraft: Univers IO Pack! www.twitch.tv/MisterRoo

I hate my body waking me up at 330am, then going down news rabbit holes at that time. But on a strange side note, my EBT is being taken away from me this November. But my data in using it is likely still going to be handed over to the fed government. I just need to breath and find other food options

Fenneko’s Halloween Costume

Second PC Monitor died after 10+ years of use. So playing some Minecraft to try and build up funds to get a replacement. www.twitch.tv/MisterRoo

ok so, are there any ok monitors out there for under $100 USD that are at least 20"? I don't need fancy features, just something I can have things like OBS and chat programs on.

uhh well fuck. my smaller monitor, a hand me down ACER from over 15 years ago is dead. uhh... so what now?

Stream soon once I get food, meds, and water in me. Still hyper focused on Minecraft.

Does anyone here remember the old NES light gun game 'To The Earth'? Every so often that game pops up in my memory as it was a game that actually got me to use the NES Zapper kind of correctly. Also I know with more modern TVs that light gun games are a bit harder to get working. I miss that game.

I so do love waking up to phone calls and spam on my phone begging me to unfreeze my credit profiles on the big 3... Because someone in the financial sector really just wants my dime that I don't have.

Twitch broke all my alerts and nothing is fixing them. So playing Minecraft for a bit till I figure out a different solution. [twitch.tv/MisterRoo](www.twitch.tv/MisterRoo)

Stream will start once I get home and eat lunch. Lots of irl logistic family headaches today. May have to do a no mic stream as well due to home factors. But I still really have the itch to stream Minecraft UniversIO.

Waking up in pain and unbearably hot due to family once again shutting the only door to my room that has a flow to an AC unit in another room.

Good Morning Minecraft! Time to make more progress in UniversIO twitch.tv/MisterRoo

Sometimes it takes seeing someone's commands not quite work as they intended for me to go and dig into learning parts of SAMMI to expand my own abilities. But it also means I'm now setting up things on my own to be run and governed by my own hand more. Small Steps!

Good Afternoon World. It's time to build with UniversIO. www.twitch.tv/MisterRoo

A dumb little meme made for @zoen.bsky.social the precious yinglet

Having a moment where I suddenly feel overheated. And no matter how much cold water or standing in front of the one AC unit does not help. If it carries into the morning I'm going to call the Dr. But aah, It makes even things like coordination hard...

am bug i sippy :-)

This week was rough but had good bits. So let's finish it with some R.E.P.O. for the soul. www.twitch.tv/MisterRoo

Was just given bad news. Not going to rant about it here, but it's something I'm trapped with and it's left me kind of fucked.

And... Yep. There it is. First off, how much of a disadvantage will the switch 1 players have over those using a switch 2? Second, I suspect things in Pokemon Champions will be locked behind what you unlock in modern games with some kind of save reader?

no you know what... Nintendo is just... It's the board of directors and president. Same for the 'Pokémon company' shell that covers all of the Pokémon content. I think the right choice now IS to just support the fan run parts of the community. Till these companies take a hit in the wallet.

Oh and hello spiritual revival of Gorochu in 2 split mega forms. (that DLC better not just be those two megas and hoopa and that's it... and $30 for it? I'm sorry but... unless I know that 90% of that DLC profit is being paid out to the programmers and asset makers... fucking hell.)

oh, Virtual Boy revival? Dedicated hardware accessory or... cardboard. I feel as if this is a shot at the homebrew 3DS community that already beat Nintendo to the punch. But at least... the games are preserved? Till Nintendo axes the service.

man.... now I feel like I've dropped the ball. I was sitting on my idea of a Ditto sona for too long. At least this new Pokémon game better confirm that Ditto is a direct result of a failed mew clone.

Home for a bit, I still need to run a friend to PGH this evening and that will be a much needed escape from what is happening with my mom. Her heart enzymes are all over the place and her liver is borderline ready to fail from what the blood work shows.

Yoo Pittsburgh area folks! Anyone want to help out this sad sweet bean? Her person died and there doesn't seem to be anyone to take care of her. She seems healthy. Very sweet, chatty girl. We have her for now, but won't be able to care for her for long and shelters aren't turning out so far.

My full arcade stream environment uses MTION, from the chatting booth, to the new game VIP room, to the fly throughs with friends' avatars wandering the Tokucade. It's a fantastic tool and losing access to it would suck for both old and new creators! If ya can, check it out and help out!

Actually, all I want right now is a weekend in a hotel room alone, with a proper bed, access to a shower I can sit in for a bit, and some way just to forget everything for like 48 hours. Bonus if I have money to just have food delivered to me so I never need to leave said hotel room.

Mom's blood test yesterday had bad results. So I had to rush her to the hospital today to get retests and extra tests done. One issue pointed to her liver and heart. She also last night had chest pain but didn't want to bother anyone. Yet...