IN A ROOM IN A BED FINALLY

Headed back into the er. I am getting light headed when I stand up. Can't eat again, fever spiking and then dropping constant bathroom trips. Talked to a nurse and she was pretty insistent so high hi high ho it's back to the waiting room I go.

Stayed in the er waiting room for 5 hours it was a mad house. They didn't take any vitals during that time and they were putting in iv antibiotics into people in the waiting room because they didn't have beds for them. So we gave up and came home. I will try again Saturday.

Headed into the er in about half an hour

Hey y'all. I'm still pretty poorly. I've lost around 30 pounds since end of March. Still barely able to eat. Still weak as a kitten. But I thought I would provide proof of life and some garden pics first off the tomatoes are loving this heavy rain we've been having and I'm crossing fingers and

Last week, hell the last two weeks have been terrible, I have lost 20 more pounds in a month. I'm trying a bunch of new things so that I can eat again. (I am literally eating less than a toddler right now) and today is a little better than it has been in a long time So I have left my room for the

Sunday is for garden checks. First up we got our first tomatoes! The red one was delicious! And there are more coming even proper sized tomatoes coming in

Please y'all Teddy is running out of time

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It's the weekend and the kids have cleared me out again. So here I am making a whole ass pot roast and then roasting all that veg for fennel tomato cream soup and right now I'm about to begin garlic lemon herb split chicken breasts. Tomorrow I'm roasting a chicken I think or brining it for Monday!

Garden update again I missed last weekend because I was busy but we've gotten out to check on things and tidy it up a bit. The parsley is still going batty and my basil are taking off so is my massive row of rosemary and next to the big parsley in the back I have a ton of sage as well.

Making carnitas today and blueberry bbq chicken I couldn't get a pic of the pork ribs with it because they were gone within minutes and I've been begged to make some more blueberry bbq something so I picked up some thighs and am baking those off

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Made blueberry bbq sauce and dill potato salad for tomorrow when I'm gonna oven bake some country ribs and make some broccoli or a salad to go with it. Still....really fragile right now I can't face the rape academy news so I'm keeping low

I've not said anything but as a survivor of tactics used in the new rape academy and with my health still teetering around like a toddler just learning to walk I am going to gracefully step out of public discourse of issues for the moment. I just cannot.

Sundays are for garden checks: First up are my baby tomatoes and the fennel is getting HUGE. My strawberries took a hit this winter but are rebounding well!

So before I go outside and do the big garden here are some of my indoor herbs, I lost a lot when I got sick but these are coming back a treat

So I feel a lot better but have no stamina at all. Yesterday Gabe and Paco helped me make Greek pasta salad and chicken souvlaki and some cucumbers and tomatoes and feta 'pico' with tzatziki sauce for Greek tacos

Look what I made!

I am home! Snuggling a dog trying to figure out how to function till this ball over

GUESS WHO JUST GOT DISCHARGED

Surgery came through no blockage an I can eat!!

Doc just came by. The ileus may be worsening into obstruction so we are roping in surgery. Fevers up and the x ray showed a worsening. Joy. I get to have tomato soup thou. And pudding I just have to figure out tomato soup money.

Still here y'all, still in exquisite amounts of pain. GI was like well maybe you have an ileus and we are gonna put you on liquids and will need you to pass gas and go to the bathroom before you can have food.

Hmm

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Finally finally got comfortable enough to relax and doomscroll and the algo was kind enough to land me in training sheepdogs in picturesque England and you know? I'm gonna just lay here and be thoroughly charmed

I am in so much pain y'all fuck

was once New Amsterdam.

And here is proof of life for the people who think my dog is dead she's fine happy and waiting to yell at me when I get home. -I- am just miserable sick in a hospital bed trying to figure out what the fuck is wrong with me and missing her dreadfully

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You people are fucking weird and I am not in the place for men being fucking 'problem solvers' when they don't even know the good damn problem

Still hurting terribly fuckfuckfuck

I miss my dog

Truly a generational weird guy, I don’t think he should hold any office ever but I’m glad I’m here to witness whatever this is

We live in the dumbest fucking timeline

Finally in a room thank god. Same one where they thought I had tuberculosis an had to have the lung biopsy when Trump won in 24. Whee

I may have a room! Thank god

Am up and here didn't go back on oxygen thank goodness still hurting a whole ton but this bed is hell on my back and I'm still stuck in my little cubby off the er waiting for a proper room

Off of Oxygen, still feverish GI is starting to spook me because the all seem deeply concerned and confused as to what is going on. Pain is still pretty significant but I'm here.

Still on oxygen, still feeling like hell warmed over, just saw GI they are doing more tests everyone is sure I have some sort of infection no one is sure what kind

Oh yay need to be on oxygen and my heart rate an bp is spiking and started vomiting my nurse is like I don't like this, lady that makes two of us

Being admitted and am waiting for a room

On iv antibiotics and they are breaking my fever I got a contrastless CT scan that shows more issues with my colon which listen you worthless hunk of flesh you better settle down I do not have the wherewithal to deal with you and whatever my ut system is doing.

Hahaha guess who has two thumbs and is borderline septic

Admitted straight to a bed fml fml fml

100.6 fuuuck

My fucking dude. Be so god damn for real.

I am out of gas, literally anything helps!

Still running a 100.2 fever so that's great however I've switched from Lovecraft I can only take so much before I want to kick him in the jimmies, to 'The Last Days Of The Incas' and am -immediately- irritated because the author called a snake poisonous not venomous