is it february and im 26 and this is a normal stage of life or am i actually secretly evil and fucked up and i should go live in a cave???

This is how you become a writer: just pick one of the things that is deeply wrong with you. Make it a character. Now send it on a self-help journey or try to kill it. Now call it a book.

y'all i fully lost my old phone w my social media apps on it in my couch for a month and was blissfully unaware.... i did miss u though

can i just call this whole month a wash. can someone get me out of bed on feb 1st. let's try again later

this has simply only gotten worse and i am so sick of myself 😃👍🏼✨

i need to have a day soon where i play the sims for 18 hours

today was BRUTAL

the problem with taking social media off my phone is now i miss everything until like two days laterrrrr

Flossie, the world’s oldest living cat, has celebrated her 30th birthday.

pretty sure i hurt my partner's feelings and i'm not sorry so i haven't said anything and they haven't brought it up 😃 also i really think i was not a good partner in the last few weeks. unfortunately i warned everyone about this so i also don't feel super bad about that but i am sad i guess. idek

i spent a day almost entirely to myself and i needed it so bad it'd a little scary. no wonder i've been a gigantic bitch!

the pjo show is so good i cry about it on the regular. bro we finally get to WIN 😭😭😭😭

also i need to keep reminding myself i won't date an aquarius again for anything less than a fucking million dollars !!

i need to talk about body stuff but idk how or where or to who and it IS hurting me lmao

also i haven't had a work crush on an actual coworker in ages and having one is EXHAUSTING. they're just so cute i can't help it

pulling cute knee socks over the kt tape on my knees bc i am a ridiculous person

i feel. like what everyone said about teenage psyches was delayed ten years for me. why am i 26 feeling isolated and unknowable and probably deeply fucked up in a completely unique way 🫩🙄 girl im TIREDDDDD

i've been reading Percy Jackson since i was 8 and seeing the show do this story such justice is making me happier than i know how to express 🥹 (also a uquiz assigned me, a noted athena/aphrodite hybrid, poseidon, which is def giving me an ego)

making our own chips for nachos was so not worth it

been lovvinnnngggg sleeping w earplugs in but i wake up and these bitches are GONE

“I’m dying.” His tone was matter-of-fact and his expression perfectly serious, but Karys had the feeling he might be making fun of her—exaggerating, or telling a strange sort of joke at her expense. Her mistrust mounted as she scrutinised his face. “You talk a lot for a dying man,” she said.

spotify wrapped called me old 😂😭

Sending love to my Indigenous and Native friends and mutuals this week. Friends, please remember this is a day of mourning for many of our Indigenous and Native neighbors for a very good reason. Please be respectful of that, and them.

there's a lot of things i Need to talk about but unfortunately talking about it makes it real and i do not want them to be real 🫩🥲😬🙃

This is my poorly-drawn meme pitch for you all to read Asunder by @kerstinhall.bsky.social aka My Favorite Book I Read This Year And It's Not Even Close. I actually NEED more people to read this book so we can yap about it together!!!!!!

the instagram update is ugly as fuck

episode 3 of season 3 of slomw is so fucking crazy because these girls comforting jessi and talking through these intense emotions is so sweet and then immediately jordan is being so .......... babe that's abusive!!

the gen z employees all gathered reciting, it’s not that serious

lord i just don't want to live in a city that smells like piss. what if this wasn't the way things are.

nvm season 3 of slomw is out. im gonna be fine

im doing like a little bit better but like. what's the point of anything. lol

i need to comfort reread asunder STAT

i literally cannot wait to see cynthia erivo absolutely devour no good deed. it's gonna be Her song. holy shit

i love being chronically ill enough to be in pain all the fucking time but not chronically ill enough for anyone to give a fuck

my pulmonary function test is in as "normally functioning" but also clearly indicates asthma???? make it make sense

i 1000% understand that the answer i want is "everyone's bodies are different" but i am fully freaking out over health things and i wish that was not the case!!!!

sooooo i had never seen edward scissorhands or sweeney todd before today and i fully had my wires crossed...... like what do you mean there's two

i log on. i like all of my mutual's posts. i log off.

ate a donut and listened to dreams by fleetwood mac 3 times in a row. starting my 26th birthday off right!

purgatory is an opener's set being an hour long unexpectedly

i want to like ashnikko so bad but the lyrics are like. just because i'd retweet that doesn't mean i want to hear it in a song

WHEN THEY BURNED THE BUTTERFLY is out today!!! it's a dark sapphic fantasy about a girl gang with a fire god in 70s Singapore, about female rage and claiming your own places. to the complex girls and to home. yours to read now, I hope you enjoy ❤️🦋

Did you know that a typhoon just hit Alaska & displaced over 1,000 people and washed away entire communities? If your media isn't covering this, it's bc these are Indigenous communities.

my body carries sadness that my brain cannot yet see!!!! i've been holding on to memories in my stomach and my teeth!!!!! both my shoulders have been burdened by the weight of my mistakes!!!!!! it's been about a year since halsey released tgi but lord i still think about it all the time

i KNOW the seasonal depression is about to eat me alive bc i barely want to celebrate my birthday 💀 let me get back on wellbutrin literally right now

i have a muscle twitching in my neck and i am trying not to think about it but like 💀

it's really painful to only know how to be what i don't want to be

i thought i could get away from this year without a raven cycle reread but the urge is really starting to try to get me 😭

life of a showgirl is an appalling album

i am in lahaina for a union conference and i literally cannot believe this is happening to me