the way my mom & husband have been taking care of me >>

just realizing the angel among men (few and far between they are) kyle mclachlan is a pisces (ofc he is)

reading two romantasy books at a snails pace, just got four books in from the library (one horror audiobook and three nonfiction books) 🫨

Truly #booksky

finished season 2 - good shit

drawing hearts

dumplings are the perfect food

one more week & my mama will be here to take care of meeeee 😤🩷

finished fallout season 1 - im very into it

trying to chill but also could go into labor any day now so that’s weird

i have so many phone calls to return and make and i haaaaaate that

so this is everything to me

i bought a lot of baby things (stroller, bassinet, etc.,) off recommendation and now im like… i should’ve gotten the smaller things that i originally picked out by myself… like why i buy the biggest stroller and bassinet ever

my skinny nonpregnant husband needing the heater every morning versus me needing to sit by the window in the morning so i dont die of heatstroke

C R A I C

instagram is starting to feel like the scary place, i think it’s time for a break

i am feeling so feral about protecting my baby (who hasnt even been born yet), im even scaring myself a little bit lol

at this stage in pregnancy

im thinking of doing the first forty day method where you don’t really go out or socialize the first forty days of your newborns life but um idk how to tell people this

like a baby im also on a schedule of waking up every two hours to use bathroom, eat & hydrate, and go back to sleep

i also feel like all food is bad after 3-5 days of it being in my fridge and i dont like that either bc food is sooooo expensive

i hate chicken. i want to like chicken like i used to. but it’s giving me major ick.

update: i went to the store and got special k with dried strawberries and we’re getting closer

baby girl / my body is craving something and I can’t figure out what it is: i’ve had pancakes, grilled cheese, pickles, ice cream, fruit, veggies, cheese, meat, pasta…. nothing is satisfying me

did a drawing of Legolas in the adventure time style. 🥺🥺

watching all these battle scenes in lotr and the hobbit and i just know im one of those people that would be crushed by a troll in the first 5 seconds

shoutout to jack in the box for doing all day breakfast

i have never been stinkier in my life yall

watching The Hobbit trilogy now and asking myself the same question i had when i first watched them: why some of these dwarves hella fiiiiiiiine tho

rewatching the pitt like my bestie rewatches heated rivalry

crazy behavior to see the govt murder people in the street on camera and think reform is a legitimate solution

It's barely been a year.

watching Return of the King and im at that scene where the war oliphants come in & fuck up the Rohirrim- i am unwell

 Ivan Aivazovsky - Chaos, The Creation 1841

the news this weeks is about to break me

foaming at the mouth reading the arc for this

why did making dinner just take me out

i cant sleep & im about to lose my mind

Boccaccio Boccaccino - Gypsy Girl 1504-5 (Uffizi Gallery)

How it feels walking around Pdx some days

glad i chose to be eating a homemade meal rn instead of sitting at work eating an uncrustable

i felt this way before being pregnant but especially now that i’ve been pregnant, no one should be forced to be pregnant. it should be a crime to do so. & forcing a child to be pregnant should be considered child abuse.

alright baby c’mon we just gotta make it to pisces season 🐟♓️🎏

manager: oh i thought you’d be reading a baby book me: nah it’s a book about depression - just keepin it real

this is a stranger’s dog but damn it felt so great to just have a dog make eye contact with me and come right up to me for some love 😭

i love watching medical shows with parents who have a kid on drugs taken to the hospital because they’re always like “no, he is a good kid!” Good kids can do drugs and do drugs.

sleeping but having FUCKED up dreams like majorly fucked up 😭

3rd trimester results are in: heartburn & insomnia