The 15 min tangent he goes on around 1hr in was really interesting. "Spiritual evolution is a personal quest to explore delusion. There's no one else can ever convince you that it's worth it." www.youtube.com/watch?v=8dRZ...

If I am not talking to you anymore it's because I finally figured out that we have no reason to be communicating at this point lol. Here's an excellent educational video if you're still confused. www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sn5z...

Today's podcast by @soulsalon.bsky.social great as usual! youtu.be/swUcfNcAZfE?...

Fuck shame, I am all out of that bitch now. It's now everyone else's problem that I exist, y'all are welcome. 😇 www.youtube.com/watch?v=VWkt...

Banger youtu.be/iUxyqj7L5Sg?...

FUCK. Whatever it’s fine I have actually made a lot of progress in these areas. 😮‍💨 youtu.be/vzjGn-2GAQw?...

Shout out to this video essay that lives in my head rent free. Kafka seeming to be painfully relatable one of my infinite red flags lmfao. www.youtube.com/watch?v=A04s...

always helpful to remind myself this stuff www.youtube.com/watch?v=70mG...

"existential depression" ok lmao I need to stop being introduced to resonant concepts/terms... there's enough known wrong with me I don't need to know any more.... Most interesting part of this vid is breaking down personality as a construct www.youtube.com/watch?v=X-ot...

Never encountered her channel before but insta-subscribe! Banger video from a well-educated queen. youtu.be/vTR55OvnoDM?...

I feel like I'm in a similar spot as her! Crazy how 2 years ago I broke up with a relationship of 7 years and then decided my #1 life goal was to be single but not depressed. But it felt like a pipe dream. But I have hit the tipping point of "single but not depressed" this year. Anything is possible

Shot and chaserrrrr to kick off my week/workday. "Am I expecting this person to make me feel safe all the time when I entered this relationship not feeling safe in my body." wow bars. youtu.be/N8BJU9zbdJ8?...

I’ve listened to a lot of these but this is my fav so far! youtu.be/Ov5HkYJXToM?...

Jesus Christ at the concept of "sublimation" presented at 6:44 Today's Dr. K notes go hard imo. www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Cjp...

Oof canon event. www.youtube.com/watch?v=2-lq...

oh lmao not a reel getting my adhd ass to relisten to this vid while I was at work. Today's notes: "Passion is about doing things that are not optimal." "Passion is about doing stupid things because you love something, and over time you'll figure out how to make it work.

Fantastic video youtu.be/PJ6tFlanccA?...

smh Dr. K coming for me specifically first thing in the morning youtube.com/shorts/2TGQa...

"I think you can fake 'charm' but you can't fake the shape of your thoughts." "When you are risking being understood by another person, you are also risking being misread." "I think we learned at an early age that visibility could hurt more than invisibility, so we stayed vague to stay safe."

1 minute in and can already tell this vid is fire www.youtube.com/watch?v=YkRV...

If anyone is interested I have a gaming channel and I just started a New LP: #FalloutNewVegas

I ended up spending my first decade of "real adult life" deconstructing everything I thought I knew about myself and how the world works. But I've remained largely the same personality inside the whole time, and there was never anything wrong with the essence of my being.

3 years into my initial mental breakthrough and learning how to process my emotions from scratch I’m finally I think beginning to get to give myself the option to live my life in relative peace. youtu.be/CBCqBosZB1k?...

lol so I have luckily barely heard of either movie discussed in here and never heard of the gamestonks one but that sounds awful. youtu.be/Tzw9t22ngwI?...

Anything I do in the moment is better than being stuck in my head or on my phone scrolling aimlessly imooo youtu.be/7_Q2xfoSiuw?...

"To know who you are, requires knowing your limits." Similar vid to yesterday tbh. www.youtube.com/watch?v=rlRm...

Randy always goes hard with his mixes. Give him a listen!!

Damn must be one of Dr. K’s best videos on his channel but makes sense considering it’s the culmination of all his work on this channel. youtu.be/WIwcvBlyl0c?...

Aight that's enough informational vids today I gotta switch to music probs. www.youtube.com/watch?v=btCt...

Damn no original human experiences yet again.

I think my problem is... if I was never abused I would naturally be extroverted. BUT I was in abusive conditions for so long that I don't have the capacity of a true extrovert. Hard for ppl to know what to expect from me when I can't really guage my capacity for ppling.

"just because the statistics are bleak doesn't mean you are doomed" thank you Dr. K lmfaooo Sheeeessh not the "impulsive decision making evolving into not making decisions at all" jesus christ

"The reality is, your 20s are supposed to suck. It sucks because that is the nature of transition." "some people will spend a chunk of their 20s recovering from their childhood." Make that 90% of my 20s lmfaooo. "If there is anything you seek in the world, it is your duty to become it."

My notes today from this @healthygamergg.bsky.social interview. www.youtube.com/watch?v=dMFh...

"You're kind of used to yourself... so nothing you do is wondrous."

12 min in and this vid is already fantastic. www.youtube.com/watch?v=I7In...

Rewatched my fav video essay of all time www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Vul...

This title is interesting because the episode felt more self-development/self-actualization focused to me. youtu.be/FMnkCoSN3t0?...

I do have so many things I want to make that nobody else has made anything close to so I'll eventually get'er done. www.youtube.com/watch?v=f_Rq...

My first video I’m listening to from this creator and it’s impressively articulated. youtu.be/v7_MZxY0TOU?...

Easiest way to paint a picture of my childhood: Imagine a combination of Rapunzel in Tangled and Malcom from Malcom in the Middle. If that sounds god awful you are definitely on the money.

Tea www.youtube.com/watch?v=k-2U...