wait this is cute and I been wanting to do something to celebrate the summer solstice so maybe I'll partake of this little ritual for funsies this year.

Clay magnets for happy cute mart tomorrow~! Online after🦐✨

Struggles loom so large for ADHD and/or autistic people sometimes, and this brings with it intense pressure to completely avoid failure, struggle, or awkwardness. That's not possible. Stop making this the goal. Instead, make the goal to do just a little bit better

Oh this is really coming for pre/during burnout Holly lol. "Everyone's looking at what you built. Nobody is looking at the gigantic hole you dug to source the dirt that it's made of." www.youtube.com/watch?v=VLbD...

Locked in for the 2nd half of this podcast about late diagnosed autism and the bit about autistic masking at about 1:00 hour is one of the better explanations I've seen. www.youtube.com/watch?v=5hRy...

smdh looking up Dispatch fan merch on etsy and literally only 3 pieces of Mecha Man fan merch. Entire fandom be shippers or thirsting over Robert Robertson and not real mech fans istg

None of this information is new to me as I've studied the music industry for over a decade lowkey BUT it was still a very entertaining watch and everyone should actually know this. Also if you use spotify still in 2026 when many apps exist to move your library to other services I do judge you.

The younger sanrio girlies that have collected me are regularly saving my socially ostracized ass… shoutout 2001-2003 babies(not men) y’all are the sweetest gen. 🤌

#jayvik 🐈🥪 *:･ﾟ✧

ooh I gotta remember to read this later

“Work requirements” without changes to a system that makes it impossible for many disabled people to work in the first place is just eugenics. If you want more disabled people to be able to work, offer remote work, make public transportation more accessible, and actually hire disabled employees.

I LOVED THIS COLLAB/GOT ALL MY FAV GIRLS in the madoka phone game before it died.

Ughh I haven't had time for cozy gaming before bedtime in months I should treat myself to a new game soon.

[OC] 💗🍓

Little Big Planet 🌎✨

I absolutely feel like i needed this simple reminder vid rn...but sharing so I can remember to listen to it later when I'm not also at work so I can give it better attention. www.youtube.com/watch?v=eIKp...

having a fellow nd coworker that has no reason to hate me on my direct team is such a quality of life upgrade.

Really would not be sane for other ppl I know to be on the same levels of bs I’m on. They’re really only contextually sane considering my incredibly specific and unique circumstances/life experience.

Today’s vocal stim is actually an old one coming out of the deep brain archives I think. Definitely to the tune of that one “let your hair down” song lmao voca.ro/1OI8vD7imWB5

I've been 30 for about 2 weeks and I feel like so many ppl be overdramatic af about it I've been enjoying the mental stability upgrades tbh. www.youtube.com/watch?v=XrOa...

wait I should play this it looks sick as hell

I feel like I'm starting to be able to predict my incoming periods now by a certain genre of muscle soreness flare up lol. I guess I've raised my stats on internal body awareness.

fascinating...

Finally hitting a point of acceptance in a lot of areas in my life being instrumental in me finally getting my shit together… makes me think about how really unequipped I’ve been historically for the act of being present in and accepting the “reality” of my circumstances.

Ahhh… just realized another one of my foundational struggles. I hate other people being in charge more than I hate the act of being in charge.. I’ve become quite the specimen I guess.

Smh my younger friend calling me out for having “old man tendencies”

Star Trek: Deep Space Nine (1993-1999): Quick overnight sketches for Deep Space Nine, by Joseph Hodges Drawn late in the space station design process, which took a long time with a lot of false starts and dead ends. Sets were then under construction.

Very wholesome mail day moment. :3

Smh no Utah showings of this at all??? I'm gonna have to just import a copy to watch myself or rope my homies into a viewing perhaps.

Impulsively made myself a new planner opening page spread while off task at work today! But I think this is the culmination of my ponderings since my birthday and I gained new motivation/clarity while trying to commit to building towards a future that suits who I am at my core.

Working on big life questions rn like: what would I do if my life didn't feel like it was on fire more often?

Damn the youtube recommended algorithm is unexpectedly dragging my ass with this one. www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rvzg...

Ohh okay a normal amount of social commitments/interactions feels like a lot to me and edges on overwhelm precisely because I was undersocialized for so long so it hasn't been normalized internally yet huh.... Gonna have to reject my old impulses yet again.

Gurl wtf is this eBay item location… I’m pretty sure those are two very separate vastly different locations let’s be fr now

Brain decided to start singing Hilary Duff’s “Come Clean” to myself while I was washing mystery food splotch out the bangs of this Miku I found in my storage. 😌

This is definitely not the first time I have watched this video, it came up on my recommended again. But I definitely feel like I’m rounding the corner in the process of embodying this wisdom finally.

Rinchan with my bass 🌼🍊 #鏡音リン #VOCALOID

This my first time hearing the term “relational poverty” great video!

📸 fo․fong․578112

real life of a youtuber

Classic case of getting a decent amount of sleep in my day before… brain fully functioning most of day and now I’m too much energy to not go to bed late so it’s the usual reset/decline to my baseline of less sleep. 😮‍💨

Completely changed up the vibe and swapped out three songs for new ones on my Idol summer performance plans despite totally thinking I finalized them before. 😮‍💨 I see I’m back to one of my classic copes of all time: focusing my energy on idol stuff

oooh wait a sec the same part of my brain that's job is figuring out how much I can get away with in any situation I don't want to be in (being productive at work/school, or being oppressed back in my childhood home) is also what makes me good at figuring out the best use of any available space...

Hell yeah Youtube is recommending me this vid from 2013 because I watch a bunch of festival DJ set streams and listen to perfume. I am building this algorithm BRICK BY BRICK. www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ltj...

I want this month to be my final push on repair/rebuilding stuff and letting go of things that have no business being fixed...

I need to stop holding space for potential futures/outcomes that either make no logical sense or have lost all their appeal to me. 😮‍💨

Back at it again with me watching an embarassing amount of content on this subject but I love his takes as usual so cosign

So the unethical commission machine does the art for the artist, then they copy it so it's technically not an genAI image in the final product? But nor is it really their own art either? What is going on... 🤦‍♂️