i had to buy a pen display because my laptop screen is not color accurate at all and desaturates some stuff sobbing

I HAVENT FORGOTTEN ABOUT MY GAME BY THE WAY I NEED SOME TIME TO GET BACK ON TRACK WHILST DEALING WITH UNEMPLOYMENT

oc concept sketches of rival band boyfriends "quit your major join my emo band" vs "we love music"

[PRAYER - Epilogue] The world is going to end tomorrow. [1/8]

also i think this is the first time in a while that i've drawn apollo rather than nyarl or phoebus.... i should remake my damn icon and make that ref sheet!!!!!!!!!

i kinda messed up the perspective..... and i can't liquify or rotate anything or else everything gets messed up bc of the texture and i merged everything into a few layers.... but it's okay we do better next time!! (ゝω・´★)

a casual night out

wip of some horror stuff

i finished 2 comms in 1 week i may be insane (i'm just unemployed)

commission for @bluemoron.bsky.social !!

sorry i never give context to my ocs or sonas (´･ω･｀) i swear i will!!!!! at least for the ocs

trauma

speaking of commissions

okay so about those comms my friend actually took the last slot (out of 2) so i have officially started taking comms without creating a proper sheet LKSAJDFLKAJ

i feel bad i've been drawing a looooot more porn than anything else lmao meanwhile i should be making an artist's TOS

[oc] concept sketch of agent (yes his name is agent it's complicated)

i tried to replicate iyowa's art style in this....... but then i gave up when i realized im not drawing cute anime girls with straight-cut bangs so it will not look like their style at all

okay i posted cringe im going now out of embarassment goodbye everyo

[oc/sona] “Are you crying? Are you mad?” a childish voice asks.

i know i accepted the role of writing (or drafting more or less) the story for this game my old game dev club wanted me to help on but i'm concerned since the game is inherently political (title is a pun on filibuster) and i don't think i'm well equipped for this

just to prove i drew something on here and to not gatekeep where i stash the nsfw cough

IT'S TIME www.twitch.tv/idolapollo

LLLLLLLETS GO GAMBLING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'll be live for the first time (officially) to spark yu (and shu) in arknights!!!!! on twitch @ july 18, 1:30 pm pdt

[oc/sona]

the next dev log might come later than expected....... sorry for probably the 3 people interested or liked seeing my progress and rambling m(_ _)m

whew i forget how tiring it feels to post art on any platform (´TωT`) hiiii everyoneeee, i've been in a pretty bad slump art-wise and mental-wise (´^ω^｀) i have worked on my game don't get me wrong, but honestly i've been more focused on improving my art skills and my own mental battles (´･ω･｀)

[oc/sona] practice with reference

alright this looks bad im just gonna paint for fun now

...maybe i'll study claude monet's style of painting with this

im gonna paint this cat i bought half a year ago as a donation to an animal shelter if i dont post the results i fucked up (´･ω･｀)

okay sorry this was just a one off thing we'll be back to anime boys shortly ( ´∀`) (this may be a lie i want to do masters studies of claude monet and van gogh)

hiiiiiiiiiiii guess who's back this technically isn't a new drawing but now i'm allowed to post it after the journal got published lol Don't ask what the subject matter is.

self carcass

well hi everyone i'm doing increasingly worse per day but i finished drafting one route of the game and only 2 more to go plus 4 extra chapters and then drawing the sprites and then coding and then designing the ui and then finding good sounds and bgm and then updating my itchio page and then my we

anyways now while i recover from post con depression i need to prepare to pack my things for a month long trip overseas that i dont want to go on and i cant bring my laptop so that means no digital art

i would show off the game jam but i would expose my real name to the public and if you called me by my real name (technically its a nickname) i think i would die on the spot..................... won first place tho (^_^)v

[gbf] lanvane my pookies... 💙💛

🐺🌕🐺 #fireemblem #art

anyways hi i'm not sure how much i can share about the game jam? i think i should hold off on showing anything until after it ends but at the same time i would reveal my irl name and the school i went to anyways im going to sakcon over the weekend (^ reveals something anyways)

my irl friends (who are also oomfs) called me (actual) apollo after this KSHSKSHSKSHSKHS

i had a dream where i found my old sketchbook but it was actually one i only had in my dreams and contained concepts i wanted to draw but couldn't at my ability years ago? i keep having dreams of old dreams.... and i seem to have a seperate memory and life in the dream world

also i'm busy with a game jam rn as their artist again so

someday i'll do a funny little doodle for the end of gw again but for now i think my abilities suck ass and i take too long

i told myself i was gonna wait to repost my stuff but im impatient and i have mostly given up on numbers and optimizing stuff anyways so fuck it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[ #oc ] our beloved leader!!!! (repost)

[ #oc ] gay christmas from last year!!!!!!!!

[ #oc ] daily sketch log 🧵 days 1 - 4

[ #oc ] macaron themed outfit for vday! (repost)

[ #oc ] matthew le that saved me from art block months ago (repost)

sigh i kinda had a suspicion that knowing how ai stuff works a bit that nightshade and glaze don't work or having glaring flaws im too lazy to reupload my shit but you can see more hq versions on my tumblr or something