i miss y'all. I'm not ready to come back yet, but i am doing a lil better. working on a lot.

I don't think I'm stable and should prob take a social media break. Every time I crash out here I feel like I socially die a little more. Don't think Bsky is ever gonna do private accounts or circles.

idk, i feel like dirt, I should sleep

I'm legit the kind of person who'd sell their soul to be amazing at the guitar

I do not have it in me to compete. Anytime I get invested in PVP, fighters, card games, mobas, shooters, w/e my MMR climbs to a point every one is better around me; same ins ocial groups. I try to keep up b/c playing w/pals is supposed to be fun, but I just can't keep up, even when I sweat

finally saw the higuruma eps and had hype tears. had to get up and physically walk around my room because I couldn't stay in my seat

bastards will lose

Did not lapse into smoking over another TACO but did cave and eat my Mojo Pork meal .__. I've been under 1800 calories for the past two weeks I will eat 2400 for -one- day (and removed this kit but my plan)

Realized that gums on my cuspid have receded a fair bit and exposed the tooth and didn't realize the damage. I just had a dental check up and they said my teeth were good, no cavities or gum disease, but I'm just now noticing this Droop and am v.self-conscious about it. Hoping it's reversible but-

heron :]

There's been no real condemnation of what Trump has said and is doing today from nearly all of the so called Western leaders who claim to uphold the rules based international order. No call for sanctions or consequences. Same with Gaza, same with Venezuela. Greenland was the exception ofc.

i think the easiest way to explain whats going on is: people say anything they want about me, their followers believe it, a lot of people don't even know who i am. people get my handles mixed up. people think i only existed under one username and only in fatfur. its context collapse.

When profit becomes the major signpost for success the soul dies

What happened today while I was teaching?

Having a small health scare. Nothing serious at least but unfortunately a new thing to be sad about.

i think computers that let me play games with my friends and watch videos online are cool I think computers that that mine shitcoin and make ai movies should be hit with big rocks

trying to read a thread involving people who are much smarter than me*

Have any of you had a septoplasty before? I'm seriously considering one but kinda scared

So.. "Dance with STEEL BALL RUN" isn't the opening, it's the main theme.... still a chance for Holy Steel? 👀

Worst part is you can't even really -avoid- Sysco or US Foods, since they supply a lot of raw ingredients too. All you can really do is be aware of their frozen stuff; burgers are a big one, mozz sticks, chicken tendies.. fries.. Lot of desserts

"We're investigating why these big American chain restaurants are going bankrupt!" Saved u a 30 min to hour+ video essay

All Cuban food tastes GOOD which unfortunately means all Cuban food is also FATTENING 😿

Was excited to eat this mojo pork meal from my meal plan but it's 1480 calories ;___; and I already ate 970 prior so I guess.. Not today

missing Stardust Crusaders and craving a group watch for it but I gotta get folks to enjoy Phantom Blood and Battle Tendency b/c we do not skip parts in this house

extremely anxious about the work week but this has been a good comfort song to dissociate to www.youtube.com/watch?v=zDsn...

It kinda sucks we live in an era where technology is infuriating and terrifying. A lot of the fun tech themed stuff from the 90s and early 2000s (like Gridman, Megaranger, and Digimon) were inspired by the hope and excitement of the early digital age and dot com boom.

ooooooo you want to watch Superhuman Samurai Syber Squad/// Gridman and its sequel Superhuman Samurai Syber Squad Dynazenon so bad ooooooooooooooo

SPECIAL BEAM CANNON

"Sunday Scaries" suck shit when you can't zoot your brain to stop your anxiety rip

nice

i bought -1- month of FA+ to upload an animated comm and does it need to be manually reviewed by someone to activate b/c ???????????????????????????? how is that.. not instant

Comparison is the thief of joy etc but sometimes I see folks do stuff like this in their modeling and im like FUCK OFFFFF www.youtube.com/shorts/_H2lr...

Out of IBS medication* panic calls my pharmacy* out of refills, doc hasn't answered phone since december*

I've seen MOST of Gundam but I still have some big gaps SEED Destiny and Freedom Gundam NT Gundam X and prob my most egregious is Turn A (It's very slow to start)

Every so often im tempted to rewatch Gundam Wing for the good bits, which are just Zechs' arc and Endless Waltz and then I struggle remember the 30 episodes of White Noise

"YEA MAKE THE DINOSAUR LOOK LIKE DICK YEAUGH MAKE HIM LOOK LIKE SHAFT" is my new vocal stim www.youtube.com/shorts/RTwJEvZbC4g

"Would you rather take away all women's rights, or, never do anything you enjoy ever again?" *Executive Dysfunction*

Let us go "Gambling"

April 6th is the birthday of Hidenori Chiwata! He composed and wrote the song Butter-Fly, which would no doubt be enough, but he also did the same for a number of other Digimon songs!

i still want to start the gym now that im getting over my cold, but i still feel like lead from only being off weed for 6 days weh

Down from 287 to 273. I've been eating less for about 3 weeks and calorie counting for 4 or 5 days. RN easy water weight and stuff is sliding off but I'll take it

it'd be so funny if trump died today come onnnnnn

I about 40% understand how i got here

up at 3 AM throwing myself at Raccoin trying to win a Run w/the Biologist and I think my brain is too small ;skljdf

girl dinner is 3 cups of boom chika pop and a coke zero

funnily enough six days into quitting, I'm struggling to hit my minimum calories for the day .__.; I'm supposed to eat 2100 but i struggled to hit 1500 today

blegh.. shakes tonite