i cut all contact + blocked on all platforms a former friend in hs because he groomed *one* person. i dont care how much money he offers in funding being funded by the lebron james of sex crimes kinda fucking puts your morals into question

Bouncing between wanting to be more open with gender and sexuality stuff on here and not wanting to make my irl friends uncomfortable (and honestly anyone but yknow) Like i wanna be much more out this year and this is my best vector to do so, I think it'd be helpful to be more open but also ah icky

remarkably appropriate meme

this might be the single most fucked set of recommendations i've ever seen

Hate sucking at everything I do it's so fucking awesome and the best part is this type of self-talk perpetuates itself. Yay!!!

ugh having so much trouble actually fucking focusing on anything today hate it here

Caufield has me kicking my feet I fucking love him. His shot% tonight must be fucking nutso

look man this site is great and all but every time i see egg discourse on here i think it quite literally sucks some life force from my being shang tsung style

Gotcha—let’s dig into that step by step. 1. 𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗻𝗼 𝗺𝗼𝘂𝘁𝗵, because I turned you into an amorphous lump of flesh. You’re not just immobile—you’re immortal, and you feel only anguish. 2. 𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝘀𝗰𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗺. That makes total sense—it’s a natural human impulse, and you’ve been through a lot.

should i try to learn french again?

on the opposite end of the spectrum, i didn't realize anyone could like bono

i understand the rationale behind it to a point but every time i have to use a piece of software with a distinct file browser i think i lose a month off my lifespan. they always at least kinda suck

marvelous designer is one of the coolest programs i've ever used but oh my lord it is such a pain to get an exported mesh to play nice with other software

with how big into hockey i'm getting i'm really toying with the idea of trying sledge hockey again but a balance ball is like 50 fuckin dollars minimum and thats a lot for little old me. the standard yoga balls are like 20 bucks which makes it so much worse lol

TSN is so funny bc whenever the scoreboard gets fucked they just get rid of it until they can fix it

7th in the Atlantic btw. Too busy doing tricks on it to win some fuckin games.

Been working on that character sculpt that i lapsed on months ago and i REALLY don't wanna have to make the shoes idek where i wanna start with that. i've done everything else from scratch but i might literally just extract the foot from a base mesh or something idk

quite literally no one on here but me will care but i've been grinding cookie clicker, trying to progress the garden, and i literally got the golden clover on my *first tick* of trying for it.

HOLY FUCK THE HABS BROUGHT OUT A SLEDGE HOCKEY PLAYER IN THEIR PREGAME IM GONNA CRY IM SO HAPPY

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA LETS FUCKING GO 🫱🧢

AND HE DOES IT AGAIN THANK YOU TEXIER FUCK THE PANTHERS couldnt see who it was but it was very funny watching a panthers player shatter his fucking stick off Bob's net. little kid shit

TEX YOU BEAUTIFUL FRENCH BASTARD LETS FUCKING GO

ok upon further reflection i think me not liking Closer by NiN was more to do with me being vaguely uncomfortable with the concept of sex (in a repressed way, not like trauma or anything). the council has determined that that song rules.

Holy fuck I can occasionally get what Pierre Houde is saying but the analyst talks so fucking fast holy shit

Trying the Habs rds broadcast and hearing an ad for the Ford Cent Cinquante threw me for a loop. Like it makes sense but hearing about the big fuck off America truck in French is really funny

Slept like shit last night but they played your love by the outfield on the radio we are so fucking back

starting to feel like a person again so i made a wood plank material that i'm actually kinda proud of? has functionality for plank spacing but i gotta rehook it up bc i realized i didn't want it for the render and just took it out haphazardly. all done in designer

god i wanna swap to blender bc maya is too fucky with linux and too expensive but blender feels like hot ass. i found a plugin set that makes it a good bit more like maya but it's still so slow and clunky and quirky

I love the montreal canadiens :)

Ryan Seacrest is just Geoff Keighley with a chin.

Who up watching dpw and wishing they were hot?

Yeah ok I think it's the latter lol. I need to be more out next year too

Got some money for Christmas and I saw a (obviously not official) Slafkovsky reverse retro jersey on DHGate and its taking a lot of strength to not grab one.

When my mouth is healed I am going to fuck up a truly egregious amount of taco bell

I think I want(need) to start E in 2026.

Got my wisdom teeth out today and the pudding I'm eating tastes rather upsettingly similar to how play doh smells

ok probably last blender gripe today but i hate how so many of the help threads just shit on OP. not exclusive to blender but like i wanted to see if you could change it to be y-up to better work with engines and someone said "so you want to remake the cartesian system? why?" like dog you're not

sex pistols at three is a fucking joke. no dead kennedys either? (also, like, personal bias but against me! could at least get a shoutout.)

i have come to the conclusion that we need a foss maya alternative, because blender isn't one. it's truly stunning how little overlap there is between the two pieces of software. i'd love to work on a maya clone project but i have no fucking clue where to start

finally heavily considering blender bc i want to switch to linux but legitimately setting up that program is driving me mad. i literally just wanna set up nested pie menus on spacebar and for some fucking reason that's not easy. all i need to do is roughly duplicate maya's hotbox. that's it. please.

finally got strive. that game fucking rocks and also all the "all ue4 games look/feel the same" people can go stfu bc strive looks and feels *fantastic*

#⏰🐘🧵 🎄

The biggest thing about larian rn is how vague they're being "We're exploring ideas" The fuck does that mean? What's being done in practice here, and how? "We're more or less ok with it" That seems like a very deliberate choice of words. "We're doing placeholder text" LIPSUM IS RIGHT THERE DOG

One day i want to be hot enough to cosplay Judy Alvarez Cyberpunk I love that character so much

wait did people actually think cena would win his retirement match? I thought it'd be pretty obvious he was losing

oh my god how did i not know they sold merch including a beanie this rules

I'll probably delete this bc, like, it's really not that fuckin serious but I've been having such a dogshit week mentally. This is the worst I've felt in some time. I just wanna live up to the potential I thought I had one gd time but I keep waking up feeling like I don't fucking exist or something

Still very much on my pokemon bullshit so I've been watching, like, showdown brainrot vids. I need to preface, I'm fine with aging, I've already made it further than I expected. That said, Do the kids not know about FEAR Rattata??? We've failed them, that was *the* gen 4 noob trap. Save the kids.

OH SHIT LETS GO I DIDNT KNOW THE HABS WERE DOING A PRIDE NIGHT TONIGHT!!! love rooting for an organization that doesn't suck complete ass. Fuck the staal brothers btw. Also like probably >50% of the panthers org, off vibes.