want!

turns out, I'm actually an annelid. made it home last night, now to the pharmacy!

spending the 'holiday' in the university hospital emergency room. got my labs drawn and my CT scan with contrast, waiting on more scans I think. I want a steak. morphine not helping the pain whatsoever. how do we live like this?

✨️ SONG OF THE DAY ✨️ nothing – july the fourth youtu.be/YVxgKhwwAHE #ivyrecs

A new tab will be created for countries once at least one therapist in that location is added. 📝 #swresources #swsupport #swtherapy #swtherapists

I'm not having a good time and my threshold for not having a good time is getting smaller. just like the rest of the planet, I'm sure.

The middle class is being legitimately liquidated and there’s almost no attention being paid to it and corporate media is too busy chasing the market’s profit to really even discuss what is obviously an epochal moment.

If you wanted to actually book with me, you would do just that. Introduce yourself, discuss and negotiate expectations, schedule the date, secure with deposit. You'd book me to come to you instead of waiting or hoping I ever do. You'd make more of an effort than the bare minimum. I am not her.

"you're location neutral – your pronouns are 'where?' and 'which way?' things puppy says to me

saw the neurosurgeon today. I'm now diagnosed with osteomyelitis, degenerative disc disease, and arthritis.. and that's just in my cervical spine. I am terrified of what my pelvis looks like, and how long I may have had this. 🥲 nobody even told me what osteomyelitis is, and googling it is scary af.

collagen so non-existent, they call my shoulders pop-sockets.

since my ex husband is holding our divorce hostage and I'll probably lose my access to healthcare next year, I'd like to get divorced even if I have to file myself. so, I've put together a pool on cashapp for the cost of divorce and fees – I hope all submissive interested parties contribute swiftly.

The success of the SpaceX's recent IPO seems to have been driven, in possibly large part, on revenue from Grok porn. "Two recent xAI employees estimated that well over half of Grok’s overall traffic was driven by pornographic images and videos, adult role-play chats or other NSFW activity."

heaux pro–tip: daiso has these bags that have a much better zipper than any at the dollar tree. I'm using them to organize my lingerie by color, I'm also using them for my sexy boots. 🤗

I don't identify as a masochist but the fact that I just made a heavy dental consult the same day as my neurosurgery consult has me really wondering.... both appointments are monday.

Gentle reminder to always check your spam folder if you're waiting for a reply from Me ((or any other SWer)) as proton emails can often be flagged as spam by Gmail.

✨️ SONG OF THE DAY ✨️ deftones – tempest youtu.be/YImIvmtuHAE #ivyrecs

...he'll make you come to his private retreat, featuring fun keynotes like “Build-a-Cult" and “Navigating WWIII” www.jezebel.com/if-you-give-...

I'm headed to costco to pick up stuff for the community fundraiser picnic, I hope to see your lovely faces there. I am not a part of any of the groups, I am just going to see my friends. 😚 I'm going to get some drinks, so good pets may send towards the contributions. $TheTitaness

I had my brain scanned on wednesday, and my neurosurgery consult is scheduled for 6/29. Idk how to feel about much of anything these days, I'm not gonna lie. We tried (and failed) a muscle relaxer to use, so now I'm trying to find a pain clinic too. Enjoy this pic of my bird brain 🤗🧠

yay a lot of the people who I have talked to about sorting out their wills & medical POA are doing it!! Just went to sign as as witness for one of my neighbor friends. If you are queer or nonmonog or in any alternative arrangement def look into it.

I think I probably have c diff from the antibiotic.. life has been sort of shitty lately. 💩 taking probiotics and yogurts and everything and hoping it goes away when I finish the medication in two days. I'm tired. I have PT and a brainscan this week, can't be leaking from my butt for that.

The proposed change would drastically shake up how people obtain phone plans in the U.S., and have all sorts of privacy and cybersecurity knock-on effects. www.404media.co/fcc-wants-to...

“The countries where OnlyFans is banned are not countries which are pro-women, like let's be clear about that. And this restriction on women’s sexuality and women’s liberty… where does that stop?" — OnlyFans CEO Keily Blair

I think it's high time to remind the reply guys playing ally that allyship is a lot more than sharing people's content to get your numbers up and making supportive sound statements. Being an ally isn't centering yourself for good boy points.

my jaw hasn't popped since surgery though so that's interesting...

I'm drowning in gear so I decided to utilize some bed risers to give me more space under the bed, as well as a wig stand to properly hold the pup mask as it kept getting crinkled in our gear.

the burden of carrying this fat pussy around all the time, phew

seeing the irony of Walton Goggins playing an actor who did advertisements for an evil corporation with a blue and yellow color scheme just before the end of the world.. now doing real life advertisements for an evil corporation with a blue and yellow color scheme.. just before the end of the world.

peg the patriarchy

puppy took me to the porno shop to try to lift my spirits today, not a bad haul if I say so myself. $165 reimburses me too. I could have spent more but I guess it's smart to budget these days. I really am no good at that.... that's why I have to keep so many atms, I mean toys. 😈

I have seen so many botched surgeries men attempt to market as a feature instead of a bug, no thanks. at least be honest with us, we aren't as stupid as you. now here is a list of what may happen to you (or what to look out for, whatev).

having some complications from my extractions, looks like I have an infection in the injection site. started the antibiotic today, kind of annoyed my pain was ignored, but I guess I should be used to it by now, huh? he even said "I doubt anything I'd give you would even touch the pain!" I hate.

today's lil bookstore haul! and receipts for reimbursement! I also bought ff x-x2 so add $30.

I hate that sex workers are still expected to provide unlimited content and attention for free on social media bc most people who consume content are “going through economic hardship” and simply can’t support swers but still need to get off to porn while sex workers go hungry and lose their homes.

My 🅧🅧🅧 🅢🅔🅞 Coworking Club starts next week! This free online weekly mirror work & marketing discussion meetup is geared for SWs seeking lasting brand visibility that grows over time. Beginners welcome! No website's needed to get things going. Mondays, 12pm-4pm CST. DM for the link & share it freely.

Looking for hands-on experience in digital rights law? Apply for the EFF Legal Internship today and become a part of our team! The deadline for the fall is June 30. www.eff.org/about/oppor...

looking like a swollen chipmunk today for sure. paper says to switch from ice packs to alternating heat today – good thing I bought these at DT for my neck forever ago. I ended up using the lidocaine patches more, happy to repurpose for this purpose. I feel better today, but still very, very sore.

lots of new emails but no deposits, hmm. maybe I'll reply to them soon.

it's wild when you consider that they suck the nutrients out of food to make it cheaper, then grind the nutrients into a powder to sell back to us 5x the cost of the food itself. just wild that protein shakes and supplement powders are all around $30, while the real food go up too. I hate it here.

A new op-ed in the Washington Times finally says the quiet part out loud: Fascism demands sexual repression. "Pornography corrodes the exact social foundation that supports national strength... A society marked by loneliness, weakened families and diminished social trust becomes brittle."

1 200mg nanotech gummy, a blunt (with a mouthful of packed gauze) a hydro 5 and a prescription ibuprofen later, I'm going to attempt sleep. 😥 check out one of the popped stitches.

good news – it was a blown capacitor, easy $35 fix, the house is cooler today. meh news – almost sent away but he was willing to do surgery today. my mouth hurts so bad, meds no help. I pulled 2 stitches just removing the first gauze, in true EDS fashion. also bled for a long ass time. icing now.

international whore’s day is such a complicated day — to celebrate the community and work that has brought beautiful comrades & friends, kept me alive, while also facing the immense violence & criminalization we all face.

my upstairs AC stopped working yesterday, so now neither central unit works. I live in rural Oklahoma. this shit blows. I'm ready to get out of here for certain, now. 😂 of course I have my wisdom teeth removal scheduled for tomorrow.

this week I brought my c4s and tryst back into compliance, so don't say I've never done anything for ya! I like people not having access to me, but, I also like people. 😂

"do you hear the sound of the hoofed one in the forest, master?"

they're telling you loudly that the only way to achieve change is to opt out... listen to them. since you're all losing your jobs to AI, will you start the gen strike already?!

On Bsky, you now have to ENABLE Adult Content, and have your settings set to "SHOW/WARN/HIDE". Hiding makes it to where you cannot even see the unfiltered photo. Warn spoilers, but allows you to see it when you click.