Y'know chat? Things are going okay :) Wheels are turning, things are moving forward, & the vague "when things will be better" future I was pining for for so long feels like its getting closer. I hope you're all well! Got any funky plans for the weekend? Is mostly a chill one on my end ^^

Talking to a bean into the blue stuff atm, so here's a shiny fruit <: had a flicker of interest in it recently! Small steps innit ^^

Not exactly as they should look, but a good enough prosthetic I think! Those plastic pikes snap like nothing else 😅 Current plan? Re-up all my old lotr dudes, spray em & leave em for when the painting urge hits me. Clears space, reduces bandwidth, provides a low-energy project for whenever ^^

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Sirens are a unique form of Nymph, conjured from throwing a bard overboard. A common occurence. It’s not known whether their songs actually hypnotise sailors, or - upon hearing a song in the middle of the ocean allegedly known to cause shipwrecks - sailors are naturally inclined go and have a look.

ohhh we've got some stone-cold stunners, folks images.nasa.gov/details/art0... images.nasa.gov/details/art0... images.nasa.gov/details/art0... images.nasa.gov/details/art0...

Moon <:

Finished a hobby project I'm super proud of yesterday but can't show em off just yet! Is a gift for fren <: Next up? More space clearing via reconditioning old lotr minis, getting em ready en mass for spraying. Ordered a bunch of replacement swords etc too to try & "repair" a few

Talking to a bean into the blue stuff atm, so here's a shiny fruit <: had a flicker of interest in it recently! Small steps innit ^^

Project Hail Mary was just the most pleasant time, aaaaa! Probably the most uninhibited patch of innocent joy I've felt in near a decade. Highly recommend it! :D

Fellow mini painters! I can't spill the deets here, but do any of you happen to have experience with glow-effect basing? I'm doing a project & have some ideas but wanna bounce them off some folk who have a little experience

Lets goooooo! Main stage separation:D

Eeee, humanity is doing a big cool! :D

Part of me gets sad whenever I hear about some big group endeavour or meetup or server in the broad circles I move in, but tbh I've never really been a big group person? Its hella intimidating & always ends up seeming a bit...cliquey? Am doing my best to accept that it just isn't my way for now.

Actually wore something shiny today! ....to send ref photos to Nemesis cus I had sizing issues with a purchase from late last year 😅 still, despite both hoods (long story, tl;dr hair growth) being uncomf tight, smth in my brain did *not* want to take them off. This is a good sign I think!

Myyy April fooool is gonna beeee... I am definitely never going to wear tree sap again mhm mhm, I am definitely calling it quits forever, and *definitely* not just figuring out what shape imma be before diving back in for stim over style for a while 👀 Damn haha lmao lmao I bet they're so fooled 😎

...okay Imma stop typing at the speed of thought now, but happy Foolsday! 🩵 welcome to April, fuckers

Oh, and its rocket launch day today! For ye peeps in the UK, Artemis II's launch time seems to currently be 23:24 ^^ may be subject to change though!

.....fuck, though, now I'm thinking about doing a clownsona again 😅

The preview is probably gonna suck for this but lmao, snipped from an email. I am def running low on Vee, fill me up!

Lrt: this is why I'm a clown lmao :D I unironically asked if horses were social animals the other day at d&d because I'm a very smart, serious person <:

I hate April Fools' Day. Us real ones are out here being fools every single day, bewildered and assailed by all that we encounter, you tourists don't know the game.

Slumber Party

Happy TDoV! I'm not super visible, tbh, but hey one day maybe :) 🤞 for more hrt results 😅

DON'T LET THE BASTARDS GET YOU DOWN 🏳️‍⚧️ #art #tdov #transart

Morning folks! I hope you have a pleasant start to your weeks ^^ Incase you didn't know, iirc the Artemis II mission around the moon is still scheduled to launch on Weds the 1st! (Not an April Fool)

Feeling a bit more human again, & crossing my fingers for a hopeful future of bodily changes c: thinking I might sell most of the rest of my kink stuff, and just have a fresh start when the day comes y'know? I don't feel like the person who those outfits were for, if that resonates at all?

Heheeee I'm writing smut of my beans >:D

suits have been on the mind of late.

Local trans girl seeking people to actually get on with without traveling 1000s of miles, on a similar wavelength with similar interests, weh x.x local scene sucks, & Mcr doesnt hit right when you don't live there. Idk why I'm posting this, feeling isolated as heck I guess. Wanna find my tribe ; _ ;

Not to mention...the new guard stuff just doesn't really look...it doesn't *feel* like it fits with the faction? Maybe the hobby is leaving me behind, idk. I want to feel enthused about it all, but by and large I just kinda don't :/

Some interesting new GW stuff, but gods I'm so tired with the 3 year edition cycle x.x the company's carbon footprint is doing me a big stress in how it operates. That & idk, just feels like I have no chance of catching up with the releases & such y'know? Too much invalidated too fast

Pros of recent hrt dose change: - boob hurty - hopeful progression toward being Me - boob hurty means boob grow Cons: - unstable sense of self - loss in sex drive (almost total) - the sensation of my internal wiring disconnecting from my gens, leaving it feeling ominously inert x.x

There's really something to be said for finishing half-played games from the list. Like. A: enjoyed finishing cp77 immensely & B: genuinely less stressed & more enthusiastic about playing other things & moving onto the next half-finished thing now......Satisfactory.

Okay, but, what if I were an Elezen....*and* a blueberry 🤔

Am 2 c: 🏳️‍⚧️

How do you like her cosplay?

For your consideration! Two lesbians going to a PSI Bar for the first time and trying out a half hour of rubberization with a side of hourglass gassing as well as with the helium option. Both love the look, but break down in absolute giggle fits with the other talking sexy in a helium voice.

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Separately, my 2nd Transiversary comes up on Friday. Not sure what to do for it tbh? Feel like I should mark it *somehow*

Finished Phantom Liberty today, and got my first proper game ending (well, non-canon for me, I just wanted to see what the other choice was)! I am so wrecked aaaa ; _ ; playing a heckin Bond movie, its so coooool

“Someone on LinkedIn viewed your profile” <deletes account>

Hmm, brain, why don't I want to exist or get out of be-ah....yeah, hi depression. Not surprising, had a few big waves lately. Was hoping the prog would make a diff, but besides the first night's trip I've not noticed anything. Alas. Onwards we go.

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Happy Sunday folks! For the Doomscrollers: Barry's fantastic, talks through things which are happening, explains in a manageable way the science behind it, & spreads a hopeful message. Highly, highly recommend 🩵 youtu.be/h15QVLXt0DQ?...

Shout it from the fucking rooftops! Reject being a brand, embrace being a goober

Its Friday the 13th! Can't think of a better day to take my first dose of Progesterone >:D C'MOOOON LITTLE PILLS, YOU GOT DIS (later, anyway)

Humour me a moment, Chat: I know I have a particular view of my appearance & especially my face/facial structure, but...when you see it, what do you read? What comes up as masc or fem or neither? Why? Is there anything distinctive? Am trying to work through some stuff.