the only way i don’t feel like im constantly starving is when i take add£rall. bruh

OCTOBER 1 LETS GOOOOOOOO im gonna make this my ultimate restriction month 😏

literally the same weight i was 5 years ago. someone either get me a g*n or a tapeworm because something has to change ASAP

fuuuuuuckkkk i’ve been watching dexter and why the hell are all the women so fucking skinny it’s making me want to relapse 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

1 hour of weed whacking my property burns about 500 calories. so im gonna do that and go for a walk. i need to burn as much as possible while im on <100 kcal a day

need to lose faster i saw a 14 year old girl lose 95lbs in 4 months………….. day ruined

3 months…not the most insane progress (and i’m still huge) but omg im crying

i’m part of a fat to fit girl group on facebook and those mf’s are lowkey more disordered than me 😭😭😭

still struggling yall i been maintaining but it’s a nightmare

how the hell am i supposed to get over someone that texts me all the time. like clearly he doesn’t gaf about me but we always are texting. it feels like im going insane. that’s why i’ve lost 20lbs in the last month.

sorry i’ve been MIA but i’ve been going through it. i’m at a new lw finally though 😀

I have to get sexier.

idk why i’m so emo rn i don’t even want to talk to anyone

I HAVE STREP THROAT no wonder i’ve felt like ass the last week

i’m wondering if i have some kind of tick bourne illness

feeling emo today:(

i ate so much yesterday i was literally sobbing and trying not to puke but i just stepped on the scale and i lost 1.2lbs😮‍💨😭😭

yall it’s pretty cute he was so awkward the whole evening like we played cuphead in nearly complete silence for like 3 hours

omg he’s coming over in a few minutes i’m so nervous

at least my collarbones are visible 😔

i’m feeling so insecure about my body bruh it’s not like he’s gonna see me naked but he can still see the rolls through my clothes😞

is it normal to constantly have diarrhea when you’re doing extreme restriction?

yall the guy i like is coming to my house on friday. i’m excited but i unfortunately couldn’t lose 80lbs in 2 weeks😔 let’s hope he can look past my body 😭😭😭😭😭😭

i literally bought a ps5 just to play online games with this guy. chat am i COOKING, or am i COOKED?

i had the courage to ask him to hang out and he said he’s totally down 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩now comes the hard part of actually planning something without feeling like a pushy psycho

under 100cal today perioddddd 🦾😌😌😌😌😌💫💫💫💫💫💫

i’m making my goal tomorrow 100cals. i would’ve been under that today if not for dinner now im estimating 700 maybe more:(

i only got like 1 hour of sleep i’m sooo tired 😭

blarggggg i had to eat some of my mom’s dinner because it’s my dad’s birthday:(

i’ve lost so much so quickly i’ve had people actually say something about it hehehehehehhehehehehehe

i’m down 10lbs!!!!!

seeing myself makes me have a mental breakdown (:

started my period and i still like him yall i think i might actually like him

took some lax and barely anything came out 😭 guess that’s a testament to how little i’ve been eating these last few days

u guys ever feel so fat that jacking off feels morally wrong

i’ve lost 6lbs since i started message this guy yall im locked in

my account got hit with a sensitivity label bruh

yall he at least somewhat likes deltarune…its over. we HAVE to at least become friends because i’ve never met ANYONE irl that likes deltarune except me.

oh god he likes jerma too im so cooked yall he’s so cute and our moms know each other 😭😭😭 i really need to relax bro but he’s cuteeee

omg cute guy messaged me first i have to lose weight as fast as possible NOWWWW HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

20 hours into my fast…already had to chew some gum and drink a little bit of a monster:/ i just bought a coke zero this time so hopefully it helps.

my hair’s growing finallyyy it’s almost at kind of an alice cullen moment rn 😻😻😻

Im losing weight but I keep looking fatter and fatter

yall help my clothes fit so badly now i look so ratchet. they’re so loose it looks like i stole someone else’s clothes.

please make the food noise stop

i’ve lost 15lbs 😏 it took 2 months ☹️

went skating and failed so badly

even my parents said i’d look better if i lost more weight im gonna jump

still makin it yall but i started a corporate 8-5 job and im exhausted lol