148.9 babeyyy

i saw the canadian man and i’m still so in love with him, but he’s moving states.. i convinced myself that if i get thin enough, maybe he’ll come back for me

im hanging out with the canadian man in 3 hours we’re gonna drink and i have to try not to think ab the skinny girl he left me for a while ago😭

GUYS THE CANADIAN MAN IS TALKING TO ME AGAIN I NEED TO LOSE 20 LBS STAT

hey yall im still alive just busy af

binging leftovers so i can start fresh december 1. god im ready

happy thanksgiving everybody

i’ll be under 145 by december 17 when i go to canada trust

finished my scarf🍂🍁

Had a bowel movement not mad about it

who lives near montreal or quebec city i decided to visit in late december :p

coked up talking w the uber lady about how much we love grapefruit

halloween at the hw ive been in years makes me want to hide away

sigh here's my other backup pls follow if u see this :(

picked up my first bag and the plug had flies circling around him😭

I have to lose 2 pounds by friday or i will lose my mind

he was really touchy and i feel weird about it i dont think i want to see him anymore

i have a crush on the hijabi girl in duolingo

i weigh 1 million pounds

full of cider

got a coke appointment with my hb next week so excited

losing again😼

i’m officially going back to college this spring for accounting🩷

redoing my intro to #caterpillarsky #edsky hii I'm Freya! - 22 y/o - scottish - ednos - chronically ill - taken (long term relationship) and im looking for moots ! (please be at least 18 and not fatphobic)

being fat with this masculine haircut makes me feel fuglyyyy

omg thank u guys for the comments on my lamb stew OM NOM NOM

3 days no nic down the drainnn

here’s my lamb stew if anyone cares

im so fat its like im not even trying

on da walking pad

today’s vibe

binged and gained up to 152 so now im just getting so high i cant move

No more food ever 😭

me core

unpinning at 145lb

just gonna delete my pinned and set a lower goal for myself i feel ashamed

sigh

what is it called if i fantasize about starving and rotting away but then go and eat 800 cal of candy in one sitting

took a shared uber with a canadian woman and every time she said sorry like sore ee i had to swallow the lump in my throat

ok i’m all healed and ready for my next evil wasian

made

does anyone live in vegas

do smoke shops usually sell chinese cigs bc i want to aura farm at the club but if i go to the smoke shop and ask for chungwas i dont want to look retarded

spencer has returned, i had to move accounts because someone decided they wanted to be an asshole to me so im here now!!