i kinda have a bf now

im so tired

saria down i repeat saria down

i relapsed sh after a year clean, again!

fried off my ass rn watching h3ated rivalry

spam musubi this morning and later half a banana on bread with almond butter. and some rice crackers

bnged yesterday but today is a fresh, new day

RELEASE ME

cimmon apple

excited to get back down to my pre-canadian man weight sooo bad

me when actually taking my pcos medication makes my weight go down despite eating the same 🤯😳

alcohol calories dont count in my head tbh

drinking out of the canada facts mug all winter

i really like how the actress here is very elegant and pretty and dainty but also “chubby” by hollywood standards, this is what my body looked like b4 i gained

jacket tho

and she’s like bmi17 not even exaggerating anyways whatever im in canada rn tryna have fun :3

the worst part is i never found out what that other girl meant to him bc she was posting him and stuff. did he mean it when he said he can’t be close to anybody or did he just not like me

ugh back to wl grind i guess

the canadian man said “you know saria i dont think you should ever text me again. if you do i wont respond” and then left what did i even do

pharmacist said she can see my wl in my face :D win

148.9 babeyyy

i saw the canadian man and i’m still so in love with him, but he’s moving states.. i convinced myself that if i get thin enough, maybe he’ll come back for me

im hanging out with the canadian man in 3 hours we’re gonna drink and i have to try not to think ab the skinny girl he left me for a while ago😭

GUYS THE CANADIAN MAN IS TALKING TO ME AGAIN I NEED TO LOSE 20 LBS STAT

hey yall im still alive just busy af

binging leftovers so i can start fresh december 1. god im ready

happy thanksgiving everybody

i’ll be under 145 by december 17 when i go to canada trust

finished my scarf🍂🍁

who lives near montreal or quebec city i decided to visit in late december :p

coked up talking w the uber lady about how much we love grapefruit

halloween at the hw ive been in years makes me want to hide away

sigh here's my other backup pls follow if u see this :(

picked up my first bag and the plug had flies circling around him😭

he was really touchy and i feel weird about it i dont think i want to see him anymore

i have a crush on the hijabi girl in duolingo

i weigh 1 million pounds

full of cider

got a coke appointment with my hb next week so excited

losing again😼

i’m officially going back to college this spring for accounting🩷

redoing my intro to #caterpillarsky #edsky hii I'm Freya! - 22 y/o - scottish - ednos - chronically ill - taken (long term relationship) and im looking for moots ! (please be at least 18 and not fatphobic)

being fat with this masculine haircut makes me feel fuglyyyy

omg thank u guys for the comments on my lamb stew OM NOM NOM