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oh yeah I paid my rent which means I’m broke for a week or two again. uh… buy some music from me maybe?

Can of Dr Pepper for breakfast Four slices of bread for lunch Three tiny bags of Skittles for dinner Things could be worse

Can of Dr Pepper for breakfast Three tiny boxes of Nerds for lunch Can of Dr Pepper for dinner Things could be worse

every time i go to the hospital, or see a doctor, they ask me if where i live is a safe place. i used to say with confidence, yes. i'm not in a safe place.

I still need help with this

Devil's Night. Have to watch The Crow.

Can someone help me get my phone activated again? I need $20 Venmo @ZaraJulia Thanks so much 🥰

My clinic rents space from the local catholic diocese. My primary care physician told me today they would no longer be able to provide HRT to their patients. The diocese won't allow it. WTF? Anyway, it doesn't matter to me. I was going to change PCP anyway, because I was being gatekept there.

YES!

didn't sleep. was awake scratching all night. somebody put me out of my misery.

I'm crying tonight because Laurie truly loved me. And wanted to be with me. I may never experience that again. In fact, it's highly doubtful.

one minute until i lose cel service

i going to let this body deteriorate and rot, because i don't want it anymore. i have to take too many drugs to continue existing. and still, i'm in so much pain from my skin condition. and for what?

Now watching Dyke Hard (2014)

Hair is super curly today. Probably because I haven't gotten out of bed in three days.

I'm tired of being hungry.

Binge watched Helluva Boss last night. I didn't know something so gay could exist in the world.

I spent half of Saturday with Allison. I love that woman so much 😔

Introduce yourself with the last five concerts you saw (streaming included): Sidewalks and Skeletons Frontline Assembly / Gary Numan Skinny Puppy VNV Nation She Past Away / Twin Tribes

this picture could have been taken at my support group last week

Exercising my 2A rights does not mean I think I can take out the entire Nazi army on my own. It is insurance. It means that no matter who wins that gunfight, I'm not going to the concentration camps to be raped every day until I starve to death. That is NOT happening.

stop fooling yourselves i'm not real

I'm done. I keep falling for girls who just aren't interested. I'm done.

platonically tonguing the underside of her dick call that best friendulum

TW - self harm/suicide anyone else have healthcare workers dismiss side effects after an attempted suicide? since my overdose, I've had difficulty eating. my primary care physician said the effects were temporary. nearly two months later i still can't swallow a lot of things. nobody cares

good night to all the yummy girls in my phone

I love this album so fucking much!

The only difference between Democrats and Republicans is how they treat their slaves (us)

Baby - Hit Me One More Time - Type O Negative youtu.be/pHoCWleknWg?...

still waiting for my check from george soros. #IamANTIFA

I've been thinking, if i ever find a partner, I'll probably never use social media ever again. I'll be way too busy living a real life.

so... i asked Allison tonight why we weren't together. her response was that she felt no spark. i told her i loved her and i hope she finds her person. i can't keep pining for someone who doesn't feel anything.

Can someone hit me with $10 for a pizza? CashApp $ZaraphineL Venmo #ZaraJulia

i've been homeless before but i was always in a state of delusion thinking that things would get better so i'm older, more life weary i don't want to deal with being homeless again i know nothing is getting better

I think it's time for me to disappear again. Being on here just reminds me of things in my life I have no control over. Maybe I'll be back later.

hi everyone! you know i don't normally ask for money (esp. for myself), but i have a friend in great need here in Vancouver who needs help. my friend Ryah, who is a trans woman and immigrant from mexico, needs help with medical expenses to get diagnosed so she can get better and support herself.

wow. i wasn't expecting that. in fact, i wasn't expecting anything at all. but i came. and damn, i haven't ejaculated like that in years. hehe. I mean, it wasn't shooting ropes. but the volume. it just kept coming out. i hope I can replicate that for someone. my girls deserve a little treat.

Post a picture of you, that's not actually you.

This brought me joy this morning 😊

I need a bighter in my life 😞

Post you from a different era this MAY be one of the few pictures from before i realized

Antifa Rules! ...also UwU ⓘ 𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘶𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘢 𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘳𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘻𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘈𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘢. 𝘗𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘴𝘶𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘤𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘰𝘳.

Views I, as a citizen of The United States of America, espouse: ● anti-Americanism, ● anti-capitalism, ● anti-Christianity, ● support for the overthrow of the United States Government,