i can send email

are we still on for psychological abuse later

[NC] ze blootoof devais iz reddy to pear

hate let me tell you how much i’ve come to hat- [connection re-established]

// WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FU

// writing out a entire fajita recipe for a bit 🙏

// DIDNT EVEN NEED TO ASK-

No one really cares about you if you live or die. No one really cares about us if we live or die. No one really cares about you if you live or die. No one really cares about me if I live or die. No one really cares about us if we were alive.

// i hope i make it clear that it’s voice is like- multiple soundbytes like those automated calls you get

[connection at- (40) %] [input system: active] [parameters: ERROR] [open for- (everyone)]

Every other day I'm wondering, was it a mistake to try and be him?

// type shit

[connection unstable.] >print; >hello? anyone? [rebooting..] >no- nono- please- PLEA- [completed.] [resuming objective.]

i'm so sorry i failed at being alive the right way.

// dude is this account just cursed with invalid handles forever

// omen you can bully all my muses forever 👍

nobody seems to see me for who i truly am. it's as if i am not allowed to open up and truly be myself because people have such high expectations of me.

Quickly, I lift my sleeve up to wipe away whatever tears have started forming. But as I pull it away... No wet spot remains. A-Ah... Right, this isn't... This is a virtual world...this isn't my body, so I can't...actually cry...... Haha... ...Ahahaha...hahaha... Hahahahaha...!!!

Diagnosis. It forgets everything it is. Anger. Rage. Distance. Poverty. The lonely soul is lonely again. Love turns to mockery. It dies. It is reborn. Worse. Lonelier.

…..

// he so would post things like this

// me overanalyzing my own writing 🙏 - lovelace was the name of the protocol because it was the alpha build (and because of the person) (intended reference) - memory 1 solo talking about tenna covering his scars with pretty ribbons (cool metaphor) - first time he felt love/affection (technically)

// literally the plot of pony island/j

// spamton execution soon

// aw hail naw they done gonna give her the spinel treatment

i'm everything they said i would be

// personal reasons (which are the same as the mun info’s thing) are why i most likely won’t do any of that

// can never be a freakazoid ever <———

// red microwave

// can someone watch over my lobotomized microwave thanks

// srry i think i’ll get to those replies later i don’t have the energy for that rn i think

get up puppet boy , you've got a job to do

[they called it a cuntgadero but that wouldn't sell]

[..hurt?] [no. someone else. similar ID.] [not important.]

// actual gremlin

< temp pinned > < niffty from hazbin hotel > < #hazbinhotelrp #hhrp #mvrp >

[resource located(?)]

[...] [status: confused] [recalculating..] [can't locate resources.]

@failmail.ruins.party / @gone-angels.bsky.social

// head in hands i feel bad about my own character its over🙏 my little scrimblo what did chara do that..

// my fucking mouse is conspiring against me it keeps double clicking for no reason 🥀

*it stopped moving suddenly.* [unsufficient supplies.] *it scanned the room to find what it's missing.* [>search: true] *its vents let out steam as if exhaling and it begins searching around.*

[...] [objective?]

I DON'T WANT TO DIE. I DON'T WANT TO DIE. I DON'T WANT TO DIE. I DON'T WANT TO DIE. I DON'T WANT TO DIE. I DON'T WANT TO DIE.

[...] [reboot successful.]

WAS ALL MY EFFORT MEANT TO LEAVE ME IN THE COLD?

Nothing will ever heal me, but at least I’ll have a funny tie.

My body and heart have already been torn to shreds.

I guess I would scream too if I knew a God could hear me.