My genuine reaction to TADC Episode 8

Trying to be active again. I’ve gotten far enough in MHS3 that I don’t think I’ll be spoiled. I also just miss interacting with moots or seeing what’s going on :p

While Willow tries to care about her loved ones as equally as possible, if something were to ever happen to Estinien, she wouldn’t know what to do with herself. She very often goes out of her way to be with him or do things for him, which he does notice and appreciate #wolqotd

Art/Gpose Train! 🌸 Tysm Fairy for the tag!! I haven’t been doing a lot lately ;v; @demoniofleurs.bsky.social @lady-deborel.bsky.social @lumeriadeborel.bsky.social @negilarious.bsky.social Apologies if you’ve been tagged already ;v; #willowposes #wistyarts

I regret to inform you all that, with the imminent release of Monster Hunter Stories 3, I will be off of social media to avoid spoilers I’ll see you again, once I’ve finished the story (Maybe I’ll peek in every so often, tho. Just to see what’s going on)

Hakuoki SSL Spoilers Playing the game rn and got to the culture festival aftermath I’m sorry, but Sanan pulling out the Fury vial in that CG was so fucking evil, and then he OFFERS IT TO NAGAKURA They don’t know, they don’t know how much pain that little vial of red medicine has caused me

Willow avoids eating cactus (and by extension, avoids cactuar) due to her experience with mushloaf from the First. She ate all of it herself, not wanting to extend the burden to anyone else When Estinien offered her cactuar in DT she literally fell to her knees #wolqotd

🖤Name: Willow Myste 🥀Place of Origin: Ampador (?) 🖤Occupation: WoL 🥀Nameday: Mar 7 🖤Race: Seeker Miqo/Voidsent 🥀Gender: Cis woman (she/her) 🖤Sexuality: Bi 🥀Age: 28-30(?) 🖤Height: 4’10” 🥀Social Status: ??? 🖤Marital Status: Married 🥀Battle Style: Recklessly brutal, and terrifying

Willow doesn’t do well with crowds, so one would often find her lurking at the side like a wallflower, or even just straight up completely removed from the room She’ll deal with crowds if need be, but she much prefers to be in the company of loved ones/trusted friends #wolqotd

I’ve been fighting with this, because technically, Willow is half voidsent. The light, realistically, would just balance her out to be ‘normal’. However, I love angst, so she does have light poisoning scars. I want to play around with it more, though #wolqotd

A slow burn, and a *very* slow one at that. Willow and Estinien didn’t officially get together until EW, and even then, Willow stayed a little distant as she felt guilty - that she didn’t deserve him. It took a while, but they’re happy with where they are now #wolqotd

It is my (and by extension, Willow’s) birthday!! :3 Took some cute screenies of her to celebrate! 🌸 #ffxiv #gposers #willowposes

For Willow, she doesn’t really feel anything about it. If it’s kill or be killed, she will fight for her survival. Later on, she tries to avoid killing if she can, but she still doesn’t feel strongly one way or another about it #wolqotd

Willow has 3 major love languages, that being acts of service, physical affection and gifting. She only really does physical affection with Estinien, but the other 2 are for close friends and family #wolqotd

Willow stared out as a Lancer, being taught by Ywain and serving time as a Wood Wailer before becoming an adventurer. She picked up DRG later on, a small spot of DRK in HW, then by EW she picked up RPR and that’s the job she will continue to have for…probably ever lol #wolqotd

I think the biggest argument Willow ever had with another person was with Estinien in HW. The two being parallels to one another, she tried desperately to get Estinien to give up his hunt for Nidhogg, which he stubbornly refused to. She understood why, but then felt awful when all was said and done

Willow would want her final resting place to either be under the boughs of the Black Shroud or in the snowy wilderness of Coerthas. Either suits her fine. She wouldn’t want her resting place to be an easy place to find, either. Somewhere secluded, sacred, only for those who truly knew her #wolqotd

Yes! I don’t have an official name for them yet, but Willow’s father formed a cult that ‘worships’ Diabolos, ie he is using people to try to weaken the seal on the voidsent. Still in the drafts with it all ngl #wolqotd

Willow, personally, would not want to have children, especially given the nature of her conception. Additionally, with the kind of life she leads, she doesn’t see children in the cards for her and Estinien. He doesn’t mind, as he also is averse to having children due to his mix with Nidhogg #wolqotd

Willow isn’t good at expressing herself, so when she sees a loved one or friend is upset, she isn’t sure how to approach it at first. Eventually, she’ll go to them and see if they want to talk about it, or give a comforting shoulder squeeze. If it’s Estinien, she’ll just hold him until he feels ok

I also want different body types and models for all races/genders, but it would also be cool to have more customization with all the races, ie au ra face 4 but with au ra face 1 horns, dyeable horns, etc Also, adding preexisting races like padjal would be cool #wolqotd

Took Willow out to see Little Ladies’ Day, I think she had fun #ffxiv #gposers #willowposes

Haven’t shown updated Willow yet, so here she is with her voidsent in her place of trauma xD #ffxiv #gposers #willowposes

She’s so cutieful in this outfit I can’t #ffxiv #gposers #willowposes

Willow is into chocobo racing. She wouldn’t say she’s the best at it, but she puts a lot of thought and passion into it #wolqotd

Willow doesn’t find her birthday to be a big deal, but she doesn’t mind a small celebration with those close to her. Maybe something simple like a walk around one of her favorite areas, picking up a sweet treat on the way to or from #wolqotd

I’ve changed Willow a little bit, but I’ve settled on red hair and green eyes. The different colored eyes started to throw me off, and while she looks nice with black hair, I find red more pleasing to use/play around with. I won’t lie, Laevatain from AE also inspired me #wolqotd

Fuck it I’m doing my own thing. If it flops it flops, I don’t care anymore. I just want to get it out there - my soul screams for my colors to be spilled

Sorry for doomposting a lot lately but god damn I can’t believe my life got even worse

Starting to think maybe I’m not cut out for fandom and I should just stick to my own original things…

I hope none of you know the pain of having to close and then open the day after at your job…twice in a row

Real life is draining me and I’m unable to be creative and I am hating it I wish I could get better at writing and drawing and everything but I’m scared I’ll never be as good as everyone else I see

I think, before I post more about Ardus and Cienna, I should probably warn that their relationship isn’t ‘conventional’ Their relationship is my take on a dark (but healthy) romance. Both are consenting adults, and both partake in actions that can be perceived as toxic to an outside view

Got a comic idea that goes along with a song…might make it… It’s not Estillow tho, it’s my OCs…

Stole this from a post I saw on the trashfire site we ran from (stealing is shameful, I know) But this is so Ardus and Cienna to me…he doesn’t fear his own death, but hers would destroy him…

I won’t lie, I’m under too much stress to really post about things rn I want to engage with others and have that sense of community, but it’s really hard to with all that’s going on for me irl That, on top of me being burnt out on FFXIV stuff, I’m unsure what to do to get back into it…

“I think I’m burnt out” I say as I then color a sketch I made earlier These are my OCs Ardus and Cienna and I very care them 🥹 #oc #ocart #nsfw #traditionalart #art #wistyarts

*blinks with autism in my eyes* I think I’m burned out

Writing smut…that I’m never gonna show anyone…because it’s my OCs…

Arachne. I only have the name I want, sadly, but not the inspiration for it. It’s still a work in progress #wolqotd

I wish I was better at writing/more confident in my writing. I feel like I’m missing something when I write, and it doesn’t come out how I want it to. It feels like a teenager is writing, and not an adult in her 20’s who wants to tackle complex relationships and feelings…

Max: Chest Tail Minimum: Height Willow is a short stack, I must confess, and I love her that way #wolqotd

Less so stopping anything, but I think Stormblood should be rewritten. While I do like a lot of the areas and characters from the expansion, sometimes the pacing feels all over the place, or the justification of some actions or events falls flat. That’s just my opinion #wolqotd

A few. Leofard: A one-sided fling (he having feelings for her), she used him as a distraction from Estinien breaking her heart Thancred: He liked her, and while she maybe had a few feelings, she already fell for Estinien. They agreed to be friends Yotsuyu: She died. Also Willow and Estinien made up

Willow doesn’t like being a burden or perceived as weak, so she’ll stare at Estinien until he asks her if she needs something if they’re in public. In private, she’ll stand around him, hug him from behind, graze against him, just any physical touch to get his attention #wolqotd

Willow and Estinien took a walk around Gridania, then went back home and exchanged gifts. She got him a new water flask for his travels, and he got her a dessert he thought she would like. They end up sharing the dessert, and perhaps spicier shenanigans ensue 😉 #wolqotd

Willow’s love language is usually acts of service or gifts. For Estinien specifically, physical affection is another love language she has. #wolqotd

Today kind of sucked

It is done. This is Ardus. He wishes you a Happy Valentine’s Day!! …but only after he took a bite out of you #oc #ocart #sketch

It is done. This is Ardus. He wishes you a Happy Valentine’s Day!! …but only after he took a bite out of you #oc #ocart #sketch