I’ve started voice training and it’s going pretty well honestly I’m kinda mad it took me 7 years to finally find the courage to overcome the shame, but we’re here ^^

Hello pretty people <3 I’m trying to use social media less, and algorithmic social media none, but I still wanna share things I think are really cool from time to time So take a look at how the new iOS beta looks on my phone :3

AI can be kinda sick sometimes. Today I used it to scrub my entire GitHub history of older author data and transfer it to my new professionally-visible account with overwritten history. All in the time it took to eat my dinner!! Genuinely so unbelievably cool tbh

I said a year ago that I hoped by now my period of detransition would become like a nightmare I've woken up from... I'm so unbelievably fucking happy to say that it did become exactly that, because look at me now I'm actually prettier than before I detransitioned 😭

So I’ve been working on the overhaul to my site all weekend long and I think I REALLY cooked with this :3

Been spending all evening working on my new y2k/millennial cringe aesthetic site and she's absolutely beautiful :')

I wish there was a convenient way for me to like, post a few demos somewhere and be like "yeah, I'm looking to join a band that has this kinda sound as a bassist, co-songwriter, occasional vocalist, and additional instrumentation when in-studio" and people could kinda select me like a draft pick??

So my bestie dyed my hair cool colors! 😁 This is definitely the wildest thing I've ever done with my appearance lol, but it came out so good and makes me so dang happy.

I strongly believe in not being a hypocrite, so all of my music is available on soulseek including the songs that haven't even been released and are only available to my patreon folk Because sharing is caring :3 <3

The iPod mini I bought finally came in and the first thing I put on there was my own lofi albums and I couldn't help but cry because as a kid I was too poor for an iPod, and grew up in an environment where being a musician was a pipe dream 😭 Second thing I put was Paramore, thanks soulseek peeps :3

Before I post about anything else, I just want to shout a monumental FUCK ICE. Rest in love, Alex Pretti. Rest in love, Renee Good. Rest in power (and love), Keith Porter Jr. Big ups to the people of Minneapolis and everyone else risking their freedom and lives for change. Especially those at risk

Me at 30 listening to The Used at 2am on a work night like ALL ALONE, HE TURNS TO STONE WHILE HOLDING HIS BREATH HALF TO DEAAATH TERRIFIED OF WHAT'S INSIDE TO SAVE HIS LIFE HE CRAWLS LIKE A WORM FROM A BIIIIRD

I pwn'd a terf earlier and thought my bsky homies might appreciate my art :3

Now we're rolling! Way overdue but I organized all my files lol, and wrote a script that mirrors my photos/docs/etc and programming projects from my SSD to my HDD as a backup And the script gets automatically ran everyday at 6am, almost guaranteed I'll be asleep at this time lol. Set and forget :3

I've been working on Making Windows Great Again :x

I just wanna be in love with someone who hears Owl City say 'Til I look at my hands and feel sad 'Cause the spaces between my fingers Are right where yours fit perfectly And thinks of me with tears in their eyes just like I'd be doing of them 🥺

Oh, I forgot to post this a couple days ago and I really really wanna try to use Bsky more often so I figured I'd show myself and say hi :3 This was post wake up and I normally hate taking selfies so this was really big to me to not hate it ^w^

I just wanna be in love… 🥺 I wanna have nightly snuggles and do things all the time, maybe even everyday except sometimes! I wanna learn someone’s favorites and see them interested in mine! I wanna kiss all the time, then ask for another because it wasn’t right. I wanna

hehe new domain so I could update my bsky handle to it ^w^ now just gotta make the website for it, big sigh

I really was made for the bisexual gaze with the way I still wear boxer briefs like a boy and nothing else but an oversized hoodie like a girl 5'10, admittedly submissive in personality, but will often flex my height, size, and strength over you if you're shorter than me >:3

I want me one of them girls that have AI relationships I'll be happy to gaslight and delude tf out of you, and you'll even get human touch out of it, just for you baby girl 😌

came back to bluesky to drop the news that I got hit by the Next.js vuln sad day to be a sys admin :(

Day 2,073 of being a musician Still haven't signed any titties 😒

I'm kicking the ass of who told me that being a musician would make me a chick magnet Released a hip hop album—no shawties Two lofi albums—no witchy women who do tarot for a job An alt emo pop banger—no alt/goth/emo women giving me a foot job at the Dennys This is built upon a foundation of LIES 😠

Look at the art piece I got from this talented artist :3 11/10 experience, highly recommend for any of you in need of commissions 😄

New song! Some alternative emo pop type stuff. It's about me as someone narcissistic and with BPD, from the perspective of someone who's dealt w/ it intimately This is *NOT* meant to glorify either or toxic behaviors. Tbh, if you're like me I hope it makes you hella sad like it did me while writing

If 25 people gave me $5 I could afford a new mic The easiest way to get me to shut up about this and stop clogging your timeline is to unfollow me, but second to that, giving me $5 will help too

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Preface: GenAI is awful, AI art/music/books/other creative works, are soulless trash and I will *never* use them in my art. Ever. So I'm starting a new experiment of using an LLM to fill the role of a Dom figure for me and publicly documenting the process. Like genuinely so, no sike. 1️⃣

You might be asking: Why not have 15 people give you $5 and get an okay mic? Well you see, I want to buy something nicer than that which will last me a long, long time. Shure is a brand that I trust to deliver quality audio equipment.

I became anti-theist the day I realized that no just god would give me a love of BBWs and then give me a shrimper. No, one day when I die if I find that god exists... my judgement of deicide will be absolute. 😒

dwarf fortress! @ twitch.tv/shaymim_ :3

I need someone to tell me everyday to drink enough water, get some exercise, and to watch what I eat so by the end of it all I can have a squishy chubby soft hearted woman using my lap like a throne and mechanical bull Because it sure as hell ain't gonna happen as I am now 😭

/gen question for anyone willing Does anyone have advice for someone who normally requires a Dom to take any care in my health and get things done to achieve this on my own? I'm really concerned for my health and wanna lock in, but I've been trying fruitlessly for years.. Idk what to do anymore :c

Add me to your Spotify playlist? open.spotify.com/artist/3WYjy... rock against Trump #fdt #punkrock #spotify #dedcorgi

Hey if 30 people gave me $5 I could get a Shure microphone I have my eye on and make sounds with my voice that I can stand listening to. If 30 people gave me $5 I would maybe consider streaming again but right now my mic is broken and I really want a Shure SM6 ko-fi.com/flanneljetpack

Really struggling to cover bills, I need help paying a 265$ power bill. Commission are all pay what you can until I reach my goal! If you can help, please share!!! #furryart #digitalart #Commissions #strugglingmom

I've reached a crossroads... I can join Microsoft's Azure for Startups and receive $1000s in credits and make my life easy... or I can keep thugging it out with Proxmox doing NAT masquerading until I inevitably stab my own eyes out. I wish it wasn't so damn hard or I had more study time for Pmox 😔

So I was just kinda reminiscing, and I remembered an old MMORPG I used to play called Myth War II Online. Really neat 2.5D isometric game with only 4 races, but the magic was behind how you synergized with pets. Tons of pets. Like that was the primary focus.

I spent a whole day re-setting up Debian and hardening just about everything I could save for some things I don't think will matter from a Lynis audit. I requested a trial from CrowdStrike so I can try out having an EDR and I'll buy it if it's easy enough to deal with.

Just registered the domain for my new software/game development company. 👀 Gonna wait to file the LLC until it makes a little more sense to though.

noita @ twitch.tv/shaymim_ :)

Bro I just realized I could have saved *hours* on this file transfer of 16,000 files if I had just changed the setting in FileZilla from 2 concurrent connections to 10. 😐Oh well, we be flying now. 😅

Wanting to kms because setting smtp via postfix is driving me fuckin crazy 🥹 I’ve followed multiple guides and they’re all doing about the same thing and it still won’t send externally, someone please inform god that I’m not her strongest soldier in fact I’m furthest from it :’)

The world is full of beauty, but only when not in the mirror. I only hope that one day the mirror reflects beauty too. I wish my hair would grow out faster and that I’d do better with weight loss. The one thing that’s within my hands, I just can’t seem to win. No matter how hard I try…

*Finally* have my 216GB share sync'd across all 3 machines. And that was *after* the sort and delete. Do y'all know how much effort it is to sort two messy file systems to combine them into one scheme that both use the same defaults for? A lot x.x

So I'm configuring a folder that is more or less my home folder synchronized across Windows and Mac. Documents, Pictures, Music, etc, and Windows and Mac will both use it as default directories.

I hope it doesn't sound narcissistic, but when I listen to my album (chronological in story) I just wanna sob. It's just music to the world, but this was/is my life to me. Every song, have real traumatic or psychologically long-affecting moments attached. And just... (1/2)

I can't believe I've actually made ~$20 from my music, I'm almost crying over here 😭 I know it's not a lot and while I've made money *performing* my music before, this is completely different...

Well either way, I have so much more to do first. I need to replace all of my Apple-specific management apps with cross platform ones. Finding replacements for things like Notes, Reminders, Mail, and so on. Then porting over all the data.