I’m starting the month long Korean switch on diet and this is what I get to consume the first three days 🫥🫥🫥

I literally feel huge in my new sweater 😭😭😭

this getting flagged is hilarious cuz Ariana grande just straight up posts these on insta herself

she is feeding me all the țħıņșpø I could ever want

I love being a witch cuz wdym I feel safer around new people when I do an evil eye charm and a bubble of protection meditation every morning

BC// bathroom at my new job, haven’t weighed myself in a week since I started and have been able to eat much much less so hopefully when I weigh myself tomorrow there’ll be a difference

missing old pro ana tumblr posts like these

i hate restaurants trying to be mindful. like just put the damn calories on the menu omggggg🙄

⚠️ this post is def mean ⚠️ * * * I need to lose more weight cuz wdym someone obviously bigger than me on tiktok wears the same size clothes….no way….do ppl lie about being able to fit into a small/medium??

new weight 133lbs, 6lbs down from HW/SW

starving is so much easier when I’m not constantly surrounded by food. Fuck my old job. Beauty retail is where it’s at, I get to sniff perfumes all day and NOT eat everything in sight.

I rlly need to lose more weight to look flattering in candid photos jesus christ

I miss old ed tumblr bruh…it was so weird and unhinged HGSDJDNNDF

⚠️triggering…possibly offensive…idk tbh I just feel like this needs a preface⚠️ I find it so horrible triggering and awful when people eat SO MUCH while at a restaurant that they unbutton their jeans at the table….if you’re that full just stop….

Last day at my horrible horrible food service job. No more temptations, I can restrict to lower calories, I can starve easier with my new job (beauty retail) and I can get prettier

doin this cuz I saw a new moot do it

ate half of this shit and followed it with a pastry cuz I’m huge as fuck and I have zero self control even tho I complain about being fat constantly

Damn säķurä has obviously always been tiny (they all are) but it’s insane to see how tiny she is compared to the others who are also skinny as fuck

imagine being as perfect and tiny as her 😭🥺

BC // I know I’ll cry if i actually put these photos up against pics of myself from last year

I lost five pounds but it’s not enough, I need to lose weight waaaayyyyy faster

bf said my arms are ‘mad skinny’ bro is fucking delusional, I’m huge as fuck and I need to lock tf in and get skinny again fr

BC // I need someone to call me fat as fuck to force me to lock in better 🥲🥲🥲

my favorite part about restricting is fiending for anything tasty and taking little bites of anything u might see nearby 💀💀💀

How sick and twisted is it that I love when my bf gets worried when I say I haven’t eaten yet that day 🥴🥴🥴

Trying this the next time I’ve got a not too busy week

My human hair extensions come in the mail today so I can finally do blowout curllssss 

Was almost having a good body image day, and then i remembered my midsection is COVERED IN LARD

VS was AMAZING 😭😭😭 (I have similar proportions to Qůen I must get my waist as tiny as hers)

Clothing sizes for women is HELL I found the cutest dress at a consignment shop and it was labeled an XL so why tf does it fit me perfectly as someone who typically wears a size S/M in the United States?? I know I’m not tiny by any stretch of the imagination but good god my waist is 28 inches

where are my ppl that relapse into their ed as a form of age regression because childhood was lowkey traumatizing 🤪🤪🤪

I’m gonna starve ts outta myself today since I had the audacity to eat 900 cals yesterday

I’m gonna dream about this slice of pizza for the rest of my life fuuuccckkkkk

tell me why I spent $30 on those dumbass kind patches being advertised on TikTok shop HGSDJJDJD, I forget to wear them most days annnyywwaayyysssss

I am awaiting painfully to get offered a new job for multiple reasons! 1.) I h8 working in food service 2.) I need a less labor intensive job so that I can restrict lower than 1200 cals a day

my favorite aesthetic is ‘celeb being painfully obvious about their body checking’

In case I haven't been uh. Like. Real transparent, if you believe a word the orange man says, we can't be friends man

my $30 Amazon watch!!! Filled my circles 🤓

Admitted to my therapist that I still have times where I give into my ed thoughts but I made it sound like ‘harm reduction’ hehehe actually working on restricting again tho