Very creeped out by the bows and children's hair accessories worn by the women on this volleyball team

I've run out of thoughts

My best friend has decided to fast for health benefits, he's a gym dude but not a "gym bro" so he just. Jumped in. 3 day fast. No prep. Dude was texting me about all the side effects. I have never wanted to starve more in my life

Turns out I was hella bloated in these photos so I might redo them eventually but I am lazy

My hobbies are crochet and bird watching if anyone was wondering, I wish I was kidding about this

︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵ Milo 🐾 Greetings and Salutations • 24 years old (minors dnf) • Diary/Personal account • I'm a dude, he/him • stonerexic • mentally and physically fücked • interacts with caterpillarsky 🐛 ☀️ ℙ𝕦𝕣𝕖𝕝𝕪 𝔸𝕟𝕘𝕖𝕝𝕚𝕩 🌙 ✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧

Still need to redo this entire account because the pure white aesthetic is driving me nuts

The phrase "got you brand new" when they're dating a virgin just..... Big ick

I'm 99% sure the vendors tacos are like. A thousand calories for one singular taco

I want a taco from the street vendor SO BAD but alas. I cannot have so I shall just chew at the bars of my cage

A good percentage of gym bros have 3ating d!sorders but some of y'all ain't ready to have that convo

Am I trying to subconsciously prove to myself that I have control over myself and I can make these things without needing to consume them or am I hoarding the food because I am scared it will disappear because of the state of the world and that is why I continue to teach myself new ways to make food

I made muffins! Chocolate annnnnd blueberry ones (I don't have those pictures) idk I'm obsessed with the kitchen but I rarely eat any of the stuff I create

Also did you know that outback uses food coloring in their bread? That's why mine look paler lol I didn't have food dye

I did it ! The outback brown bread turned out absolutely stunning! It's a little too cakey to be the exact bread but that is alright lol

My next project is outback brown bread, but! I finally nailed corn tortillas 🤤 I also tie dyed my own apron so I look cute in the kitchen

I post on Tumblr quite often. Waaaay more than I'm ever on here. But. Usually, when I make moodboards for my account, they include food. And someone seriously tagged one of my posts "tw food" (tumblr isn't ED related)

Experimenting with new foods and not wasting my calories on the same sh!t every day (:

I still want to be toxicly skinny, but I have been trying to heal my relationship with the kitchen. This is my very first loaf of bread, which obviously had to make a grilled cheese.

I wrote an entire essay length post on why I think that h@es and the eating disorder community are so at odds with each other but I genuinely don't know how itll be taken so I saved it to my drafts instead lmao

I've been on Tumblr so long that I absolutely do not remember how to use this app or what the etiquette is for how to interact and post

Another bc because I've literally never been this size in my life

I'm back again today. If I keep coming back to the app I might actually put in the effort to redo my theme cause it's been a hot minute

Ive gotten better at cooking btw

I might disappear, but trust I never recover

3.1 pounds away from a "normal bmi" 😭😭 I've NEVER been a normal bmi

I've officially lost 95.7 pounds 🥂

Bros, do we still do fatspo/phatspo? 🤮

I've got a grievance with the cookie companies. Why do only some packs have the resealable top? I'm not going to eat an entire package of nutter butter cookies in one sitting, why can't I close it back up?

Forgot to take an after pic but ate maybe five bites, it was kinda gross

Can't decide if I want to take before and afters of all of my meals because idk where to keep them at. Is there an app I could track this? X-x it helps my brain

Before and after, trying to be more conscious of what I'm eating

I am suddenly a chef (I'm not), rate my meals? 🤪 This is.. the last three days minus a plain bean burrito I burnt

do u guys remember during the last American election, the one between trump and harris,, a lot of people said that if trump was elected, then there would be an american civil war? I wonder how they r feeling right about now

People in the complex said they were zip tying kids and they didn't have names or anything. They took you first, then ran to see if you had any outstanding warrants - not just immigration. And the FBI helped them.

In case I haven't been uh. Like. Real transparent, if you believe a word the orange man says, we can't be friends man

I'm literally only 14 pounds away from loosing 100 pounds, clapping for myself

Alright I'm moderately holding strong at the 140s, I did try to stop loosing weight for a good while there so I could fit into the dresses for my mom's wedding (I bought a set, then they were absolutely huge on me, had to buy another set 🤦🏻)

I need to update my current weight but I am so very scared to get on the scale tbh

I have genuinely not kept anything down in probably five or six days, anything I put in immediately comes out. Even water.

I got ice cream and the soup and I still do not feel better

I feel so ill

I need chocolate ice cream in a cone, a teddy bear, and baked potato soup with crackers. I believe that would heal me

My stomach is killing me, my head and throat hurt, and I can't move cause I'm Shakey and dizzy. I LOVE back to school time.

Using my usual highest weight pic, I went dress shopping today! My mom's making me wear one in her wedding so uh please I'm real dysphoric from these but they show good progress

I hit 145lbs apparently, had to borrow the scale at my moms house. Reminder I started this crap at 226lbs (idk how high my weight really was, that's just the highest I have recorded)

So when I was a kid I was the chubby one. My cousin was the skinny pretty one. And my family made sure I knew it. They werent mean or anything, but the comments still hurt. Anyways. I hadn't seen her in awhile, and she came to my birthday party.

Yesterday was my birthday btw

︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵ Lumi Hi! 💕 • 24 years old (minors dnf) • Diary/Personal account • agere/petre (not on this account) • trans dude, he/him • stonerexic • Autistic and Chronically Ill • interacts with caterpillarsky 🐛 💭 𝒫𝓊𝓇𝑒𝓁𝓎 𝒜𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓍 ✨ ✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧

Hey guys ! 👋🏻 ED still hasn't gone away, but I need an app to focus on, and Facebook CANT be it