And e consult was useless. Email straight back saying can't help with dental pain. So I'm back to square one

I've put an email consult in about the pain but i don't have much faith in getting any help

Didn't sleep very well. Pain at unbearable levels without a minutes break. Grrrr.

This pain is making it very difficult to ignore the darkness I feel inside.

On to my 4th lot of codeine today and still the pain is unbearable ffs

This tooth pain is horrendous its worse than before I got the filling and now I've had to pull out of seeing my nibblings and I'm so fucking fed up of fucking everything

I need to do some thinking. Make a plan. But lots to think about anyway. I can't think straight at the moment so need to take a break then think about stuff.

I do not feel any better this morning.

I'm actually sat close to tears which is something that rarely happens

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I feel like my life has no purpose and never will

I don't want to do this anymore

I'm not a fucking octopus

I've decided not to bother writing anymore. I'm pretty sure I'm shit and no one will want to read it anyway

Ya know I've got probably the most annoying patch of eczema ever. Right on my arse and it's bloody annoying as shit

Source: thequietsthing on tumblr

Not sure what I was dreaming about last night but I feel pretty shiity. Sad and low.

Oh here we go again, filling not sticking. Ffs

I've had a good rant to the Mrs and I feel much better now lol

I'm having a hard time getting people to understand I'm not a fucking octopus

In case nobody has told you yet today: 1. You are allowed to rest. 2. Your pain is real. 3. Wombats are the only animals that poop in perfect cubes and they stack them like little brown bricks to mark territory. 4. You are not a burden.

Some nights I wish I didn't try yo sleep at all. Spent ages trying to get to sleep then waking up with dry mouth and coughing then having to pee because I had to keep drinking and on top of that I had extremely disturbing dreams

I have now written a total of 3588 words. Phew it's going to be a long one. It's a great story so far and I'm excited to see where to goes

I don't even believe in karma anymore. Bad things happen to good people all the time. And good happens to bad even more

And as always the worst people just walk free without consequences. And they always wonder why it's not always a good idea going to the police.

There's too much bad in the world

This pup found a stick shaped like an old timey pipe earlier today and has already solved three mysteries. 13/10

This workshop is full enough to run, but I can fit a few more sits in if anyone wants to join us - by donation

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Message from Dr's to say that have issued the sumatriptan. So what the fuck was all that about yesterday?

So this!

For the millionth time @bsky.app just because I love looking at actual animals does not mean I want to see a billion posts about people in furry costumes ffs

Cartoon by Mark Parisi from his comic strip Off the Mark

Blood pressure actually normal. But still can't have the sumatripan until I see a different person about my blood pressure and 7 days of checking it at home. So what the fuck was the point of today. Ffs fucking arseholes

I shut my brain up the only way I know how but I feel much better now at least.

Have written just over 600 words so far today. Much slower than yesterday. But I'm enjoying it still enjoying it

Have been feeling quite good after having done some writing yesterday but for some unknown fucking reason I've suddenly gone downhill and feel extremely depressed and anxious and I'd really like to disappear right now

Because I requested migraine meds from the Dr I have to go and get my blood pressure checked tomorrow ffs

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I feel absolutely exhausted today but I'm looking forward to doing some more writing. I have no idea where this story is taking me

Stopped writing for the with just under 1500 words written

The hardest thing with writing fiction is bloody naming characters Lmfao

I'm writing a little short story on my laptop and I'm highly entertained by how many times I'm corrected on my comma use. Apparently grammar isn't my forte 🙃