Every border implies the violence of its maintenance. ~ Ayesha A. Siddiqui

No new pictures. Where are you at mentally?

Genuinely curious: If your family is American, what brought them here? Mine: both sides it was pretty much poverty; a job and hope for a better life for them and their kids

my hobbies: - switching between the same three apps for hours - imagining myself in situations that will literally never exist

Me: Just be yourself! My 50 personalities: Hold my beer.

Me @ Neil Gaiman:

quote post a photo of you in your favorite dress (if you feel like it) currently ~2 sizes too small because I haven’t been able to move around without coughing for almost 2 years now and ya girl has some added marshmallow padding 🤷🏻‍♀️ BUT I bet the Mucha print one fits again now! 🤩 Must dig it up!

Talking in a group is hard

This could be because I’m just a sucker for highly-competent paperwork dorks with quiet confidence (Also could be because I’m just David Rose with a bangin rack)

Okay is it just me or is it EXTREMELY sexy when in s3 e9 of Schitt’s Creek—when David and Patrick are talking about grant money—Patrick just looks David dead in the eye and goes “oh, I’m gonna get the money”? Like, the TONE, not the statement—the implicit “oh no, I WILL be working with you” 🥹😩😍💖😭😂🤌🏼🤌🏼

ACTUAL involuntary tears of joy streaming down my face at the Golden/Kpop Demon Hunters Grammy win 🥹😭😭🙌🏼🥳🙌🏼💖💖💖 I LOVE MY GIRLS (Somebody who’s actually able to watch the thing, tell me when Best Song of the Year gets announced so I can stop crossing my fingers? 😆🤞🏼✨)

Laat weekend I carved these KPop Demon Hunters blocks, and this weekend I printed them! Really happy with how they turned out! Such a fun project!

When you can't decide what outfit to wear #grammys #grammyawards #huntrix #audreynuna

I mean, it’s true! The people who gravitate towards me are either FAR AWAY or at least MARGINALLY INSANE, but 😆😂🤷🏻‍♀️

Remember when she graduated high school with a custom Stucky cap? Pepperidge Farm remembers.

if an outfit doesn’t actively distract passerby, WHY did I even put it on to leave the house?? 😩

if an outfit isn’t radioactively colorful and/or aggressively kawaii enough to draw the eyes of everyone around me and either make them instantly hate looking at me or instantly want to be friends with me, I don’t know why I’d bother to change out of pajamas for or spend money on it 🤷🏻‍♀️

I do not WANT to match the dull natural hues and occasional bloody reds of the winter all around me, I WANT to be a riot of ungovernably kaleidoscopic color in a dreary world— I wanna make things BRIGHTER, not BLEND IN, aaaaughhh 😩🌨️🪾🌈🤌🏼✨

…if you ever get mail from me, you will KNOW that’s it’s from ME, okay? 🤣🤷🏻‍♀️🦄💜💌✨ (thanks, Mom, for teaching me to think personal wax seals are standard to put on all outgoing mail 😂 we are such a normal family, and all our habits are very super normal, and we are all so very normal about them)

Apparently, being a pastels and neons ho means not being able to buy clothes that actually match your aesthetic between the months of October and March. 💀😭🤌🏼🤌🏼

The speech in question, in case you, too, need motivation to capture your own radiant spookiness and share it with the world:

I’m on the “take a THOUSAND NAKED PICTURES OF YOURSELF *NOW*” episode, and 😂🥹😭😭 if you ever appreciate one of my thirst traps or lewds? You can thank Catherine O’Hara as Moira and her speech to Stevie for it 🫡🥹🖤🤍🖤✨

Woah, Catherine O’Hara died? I’m…actually *sad* about this, like…Carrie Fisher sad, *damn* 😔 Thank you for your years of service in representing the wholesome freak community in media, Queen 🫡🖤👑💐✨ Ima go watch Schitt’s Creek and laugh-cry at Moira going, “If I’ve died again, I SWEAR TO GOD—“ 🥹😭😭

this is so fucking hard as a disabled person who can’t drive 🫠 I miss spending days alone in museums and coffee shops on a whim, listening to music on my headphones

Being broad-shouldered and big-tiddied and an easily overstimulated autistic means that nonstretch jackets and vests are my nemeses 💀 This makes it really hard to have a cool punk battle jacket, because “stretchy” and “sturdy” do not usually go together when it comes to fabrics, especially denim 🥲

if ONE MORE MF calls themselves an “introverted extrovert,” “extroverted introvert,” or the more pretentious yet even more SPECTACULARLY USELESS “ambivert” when I ask them to tell me about themselves, I am gonna fuckin *projectile vomit acid blood into their eyes like a lizard* 😑🦎🗣️🩸➡️👀💥

I just had to read and comprehend the noun “succubussy” and now so do you 🙃🍑👹✨

Afternoon winter sky. #BlueSkyArtShow #Clouds Bay Ridge, Brooklyn

Without the internet, would I have been forced to learn to better love the people actually in proximity to me? Honestly? I think I would’ve just been a weird writer/artist/cryptid hermit until I either got executed for witchcraft and adultery or snapped from loneliness and became a serial killer. 🙃

Sometimes, I’m so grateful for the global connections the Internet has allowed me, it almost chokes me. And sometimes, I think if I’d been born in an era without it, I wouldn’t be spending my whole life longing to be holding hands and making meals with people I love but can’t build a life with. 🙃🫠

New live 🔗 to these delightful monstrosities! 🥳 api-shein.shein.com/h5/sharejump... #KPDH #labubu #lafufu #knockoffs #KPopDemonHunters

Highlights from the latest look at SHEIN’s KPDH knockoffs, with delights like: ⭐️ dolls with thrilling horror movie-esque claims like “5D eyes!” ⭐️ flat-fronted stick-on dolls with ENTIRELY the wrong hair colors ⭐️ dolls with “exquisite detail” that give Zoey SILVER HAIR ⭐️ more “X-POP” merch 🤣😭😭🤌🏼🤌🏼

These little bird feets in the snow. So cute ❄️🤍

we made a print with proceeds that donate to RMAIN, which provides free immigration legal & social services to immigrant children & to adults in immigration detention it's up in our shop now! kittybat.art/shop/ice-out... pls share!! 💜 #fuckice #iceout #nooneisillegal #icemelts #abloishice

Y’all, I am DELIGHTED by friendly appreciation of my aesthetics, or of my character, or of things I create! 💖 Light, friendly flirting is FINE, but PLEASE don’t be a creep 😩😭🤌🏼 I’m a DEMISEXUAL, disabled, AuDHD femme trying to build personal confidence with sexy selfies sometimes, not a SEXBOT 😓🚫🤖🍑🪷✨

Okay but am I the only one who thinks RH + big green frog is giving mega Sebastian from Stardew Valley vibes?? 🤔😍💖

Yourself, but as a cartoon

Is it mania is it insomnia is it both? It’s definitely not digiorno

I got a freckle pen stamp ✍🏼 I might’ve gone waaaaay too far test-playing with it 😆 But I regret nothing?? 😂 I feel frikkin ADORABLE 🤭😁😂🤷🏻‍♀️💖

The most unhinged of all the unhinged knockoffs I’ve found so far…finally arrived! 🥳 Meet my full set of (with inexplicable 2 different Derpy tigers…?) 2” tall Kpop Demon Labubus! 🤭🤣🙌🏼😭😂 …I kind of might love them?? 🤣😭🤷🏻‍♀️💖 #KPDH #KpopDemonHunters #Huntrix #Labubu #Knockoff #Collectibles #DerpyTiger

Is it just me, or is starting a new paint pen always weirdly #satisfying?? 😆😂✍🏼✨ #PaintPen #posca #ASMR, maybe?? 🤔🤷🏻‍♀️

the winter cold is making my hands ache and the tremors worse, soooo…it’s time to get a lil floaty~ 😮‍💨😌🌬️🍃💨✨ #PinkHair #AltBabe #exhale

Y’all 😂😭🤣🤌🏼🤌🏼 I can’t even tell what I posted that got this much attention?? But I’m kinda here for it anyway 🤭😂💖💖

Freshly painted lilac talons! 😌💅🏻✨

I am a girl on the internet. My inbox is full of creeps and randos. I am disabled and have hella limited spoons. If I’m giving you an opening to talk to me more…maybe talk TO me, not just AT me? Maybe get to know me and let me know you before you EXPECT my attention?? Because uhhh…no thanks.

So, when I say “I wanna get to know you better,” that does NOT actually mean “please give me your autobiography in rambling monologue form.” 🫠 Even if you can’t come up with a conversation out of nowhere, at LEAST play the alternating question game, or I’ll know you don’t care to know me BACK. 😩😭🤌🏼

Caroline from #StardewValley is just my mother 😂🤣😭🤌🏼🤌🏼 The woman is clearly always 🌬️🍃💨 or 🍄‍🟫🍵😵‍💫🥴 …but I suppose you’d probably need to be, if you were married to somebody like PIERRE 😬😂🤌🏼 #SDV #Stardew #CarolineSDV (Since there’s no alt text on vids, it’s the “Caroline’s Tearoom” cutscene from SDV 💚✨)

Me, talking to friends: “Am I accidentally flirting?? I NEED TO NOT MAKE IT WEIRD” Me, talking to people I’m TRYING to flirt with: “hmmm WHAT IF I MADE IT WEIRDER??” …😓😮‍💨🫠

…oh. Never mind, @ketchup-dressup.bsky.social, I saw the news 🫠😭😭

Ffs. If I am bothering to try to rationally articulate my feelings of discomfort to you, without chewing you out or calling your character into question, I am *probably not mad at you and picking a fight*, I am probably *genuinely uncomfortable* and trying to *resolve it amicably* without fawning. 😓