The biggest sign I'm actually in a declining depressive state? I can't even get thru 20 pgs / 1 chapter of the book I'm reading ... . . . Fuck me, just let it* fade to black already . . . #depression #depressed #gettingworse #kms

why do I almost always feel like the most worthless, unlovable piece of garbage after I hang out with my friends? logically I know it's not true, but my brain just won't stop feeding me this self hating drivel . . . #depression #anxiety #selfloathing #garbage #alonetodie

Why did no one tell me going to a concert by yourself is actually great I get to shoulder my way right to the front w/o being mindful of space for a +1 Dance and sing my heart out and just fully enjoy myself without checking in with anyone Would do again Highly recommend

My workplace has always been a bit of a hellhole, but the last couple of weeks have truly made it into a "burning to a ground" type of hellhole. Tomorrow I'm going to start seriously applying for new jobs and take this more serious I can't be here for another winter/ xmas

Just finished onboarding for the VQFF and I'm so excited!! This is going to be so fun - and most fun of all is the queer afterparty hosted by Vico Ortiz?!?!?!?!!! 🤩💖👯‍♂️

No cheating, post the last pic of your pet

I changed my laptop background to rotating pictures of penguins and it has brought me immense happiness

Threefold goddess but instead of maiden/mother/crone she's tank/healer/dps

why is it every time I take an extended period of time off work, I come back to utter chaos like nothing is organised, things are barely done.... and of course the second I step into the building everyone immediately starts asking me twenty questions i can't be the only competent person here, pls

so it begins... . . . . #knitsky #caston #knitting #yarn #wip #newproject #newknit #itllbeasweateroneday

I was on Bowen Island and most of the area down by the pier was closed for filming Googled to see what it was being filmed - an adaptation of a Canadian book based in Ontario Cottage Country ... THERE ARE CLEARLY MOUNTAINS THERE'S NO WAY IT PASSES FOR ONTARIO I -

oh boy, I sure do love anxiety set agoraphobia trapping me inside on such a beautiful day . love the exec dysfunction of sitting here, knowing I should/want to do something, but unable to move . love feeling like a failure, on the verge of a panic attack . this is a great gift, thanks brain

This is my favourite guy - the peryton! Half deer, half eagle, and is said to to be born from the souls of those lost at sea. They can have a human shadow, reflecting the soul within them. Not a lot of info is out there on these guys, but they're my favourite - so much so I got it tattooed!

Love going to the yarn store, browsing the wares for like 15 in silence, and then when I get to cash having the most animated convo with the owner Thanks Black Sheep Yarns for the most gorge yarn, and the chat about sweaters v socks . . #knitsky #knitting #lys #yarnstore #yarn

already on it - . . . . kill the cis person in your head #trans #transthings #nocisallowed #enby #nonbinary

Just finished my first volunteer shift with VQFF! It was a lot of fun putting together packets and chatting a bit with other queers I live in my own bubble so much I oft forget there's community here, and they want to support you - part of the community lol . . . #queerthings #transthings

Come home from work just to lie down next to my favourite guy 😻 . . . . #kitty #peekaboo #alt #tattoo #messyroom #thighs #tattooed #ink #ftm #toebeans #floof #bush

One of my fave movies of all time 🙂‍↕️🧛‍♂️

“Gagging”

one of the hardest effects of T to fully accept + come to terms w has been the huge increase in body hair - it's p smtg to do w loss of femininity/passing but now I'm here and it's p funny looking down and seeing this . #nsfw #transnsfw #ftm #queer #alt #hairytitties #preop #pierced #tattoos #bewbs

‪📁documents ‬ ‪ └📁writing ‪ └📁secret writing two friends know about ‪ └📁writing that exists only in my daydreams ‪ └📁⚠️folder is too large to open‬⚠️

Feeling decently masc on my way to the beach today . . . . . #transthings #masc #ftm #transguy #beachday #enbythings #altguys #queerpunk

The news of both Vampire Lestat and Hazbin Hotel from SDCC has me completely frothing at the mouth I am beyond excited and cannot wait

Do we think my thigh ring garter belt was too tight or 😻🤭😏🏳️‍🌈

Just got home from the Mannequin Pussy concert and boy do they know how to put on a show and work the crowd Fantastic fucking time Completely lost my voice [literally] screaming All in all, perf night #concert #show #livemusic #novoicetomorrow

I'm not freaking out, you're freaking out

#InterviewWithTheVampire #iwtv #SDCC First look at the ‘Interview with the Vampire’ 2025 San Diego Comic-Con poster, featuring Sam Reid as the rock star Lestat! 🔗: www.tvinsider.com/1203904/inte...

Took Douglas to see his first movie (He must learn about his culture)

Bought a cute soap dispenser for the bathroom Bring it home, immediately lose sense of spatial awareness Drop it on the floor, completely shatters everywhere Well, at least it wasn't expensive I guess 🫠🫠🫠

Got caught up on the new @legendlarkpod.bsky.social campaign and I gotta say I am LOVING everything and everyone - Pepper, Valerian, Friedrich, the Nevernowhere train; even the new gameplay blades in the dark - it's so refreshing to not be a DND game pod.... I can't wait to see where this all goes!!

Just got my hair done and it's true gender euphoria - big curly mull-hawk, with pinks, teals, blues all mixed in Sent my hairdresser pics of northern lights as inspo and she fkn nailed it . . . #gendereuphoria #hairtalk #haircut #transstuff

Indescribably so happy my dragons finally arrived! This was such a great project to back, and happy to finally have it in my hands, and see it in fruition. Thank you so much to the team at Weighted Wonders for these guys! Now my living Weighted Wonder can take a break 😹 #neurodivergent #audhd

Hearing the news of Andrea Gibson has caused a sense of devastation I wasn't expecting . . . #poets #andreagibson #poetry

"Two gay men can't be lesbians" Oh yeah? Watch this

Made it to ep 92 of @planetarcanapod.bsky.social - the smut episode - and I am fkn DYING MERKINS?! ANDROID MERKINS?! Who comes up with this 😂😂😂

Took this photo of me wood burning and I'm honestly pretty happy with this

I am almost caught up to @planetarcanapod.bsky.social - just finished the battle with Edict - and Boy Howdy I cannot wait to see what is next These boys have me all riled up and I am beside myself with excitement and joy

my friends are having a PowerPoint/ presentation night on Saturday and I'm only now sitting down to work on my PP - it's also the only night I have time - and I'm doing the Pendragon series by DJ MacHale and I'm so excited

literal dream ring

trying a new thing and I'm not mad at how this turned out - obv need a ton more practice but for like my third? fourth? go ever using a wood burning pen, it's not bad methinks

thinking again about how listening to the Dr Horrible soundtrack makes me run the gamut of every feeling from the beginning whimsy to the heart wrenching end - I won't feel a thing ... #drhorrible #soundtrack #feelings #musical #soundtrack

I've finally started the process of legally changing my name and have hit a 'decision paralysis' over the realisation I can also change my middle name - and it can be anything?!?! they really don't police it?!?! .... #trans #legalnamechange #transcare #transstuff #namethings