emma!!! edsky
@emmaaa.icu
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19 | edsky | she/her | anorexia b/p 79.9kg • 188cm • gw: 57kg • sw: 98kg • lw: 60kg
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ok im making and pinning this post before im too irrational to. i have bipolar type 2 and im 99% sure im entering major hypomania. please keep this in mind w my online activity.
10 months ago
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went to the club, hooked up with a gorgeous girl, came home, saw boobies the next day, woke up and took a massive shit life is good
9 months ago
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thinking about the to the bone breastfeeding scene. why. it's so out of pocket
9 months ago
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in the depression room. straight up "dissolvim it". and by "it", haha, well. let's justr say. My rivotril,
9 months ago
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"benzos are like calorie free alcohol" I say, about to ruin my life
9 months ago
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the scale of human suffering present in ed communities like edsky genuinely breaks my heart. like I have to switch off the empathetic part of my brain to use edsky because otherwise I would just break down and sob for hours.
9 months ago
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drinking brandy with alcohol free beer as a mixer.
9 months ago
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my dad bought me a chocolate pastry today without asking to "celebrate" me getting into uni. now my perfectly good celebration day has been ruined because I'm incapable of wasting food 😭
9 months ago
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emma!!! edsky
Sarah Colonthree (fragile!)
9 months ago
I’m literally just a faggot with a tummy ache cause I eated too much string cheese too fast
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fasting until she messages me back
#edsky
#caterpillarsky
9 months ago
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i want to give all of u a gentle kiss on the head and make u all tea
9 months ago
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setting up a custom username on bluesky a little instructional thread for my loves on
#edsky
(tagging everyone who expressed interest)
@dr3ampixigrrl.bsky.social
@kisskgs.bsky.social
@meowthersour.bsky.social
@wepissitaway.bsky.social
@lunacals.bsky.social
9 months ago
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guys I convinced my orthro brain to let me eat actual noodles!!!!
9 months ago
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purged so hard last night i almost passed out, fell forward and smacked my head on the rim of the toilet 💀
9 months ago
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throwback to when my heart used to do this right in the middle of intensive exercise
9 months ago
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is anyone else like genuinely disgusted by their own sexuality? i feel sick every time I have any kind of sexual desire because I'm just so disgusted by myself. i wish i could go back in time and stop anyone from ever touching me.
9 months ago
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guys my favourite moot is so pretty
9 months ago
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liquid fasting today (only drinking red wine)
9 months ago
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love u
@hippopippo.bsky.social
#edsky
#caterpillarsky
9 months ago
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return of the random inexplicable leg bruises is so validating
9 months ago
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hey does anyone here want a guide on how you can set up a custom domain username on bsky like mine? id be happy to write one for anyone interested
#edsky
#caterpillarsky
9 months ago
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i watch all the Harry Potter movies in a row ritualistically at least 6 times a year. subconsciously its like a magic spell that i believe will turn me back into a 12 year old pre-ed+years of puberty if i do it right. it never works.
9 months ago
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i will die on any hill defending my moots. sometimes someone posts a photo of a meal and even i think it looks like prison food but u know if someone talks shit im acting like it's my mother's cooking
9 months ago
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if the wine fits in one glass im tracking it as one glass
9 months ago
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almost put sriracha on cucumber and tuna this morning. do I do it for science
9 months ago
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i apologise for losing it last night! a girl really needs to get her antipsychotics filled
9 months ago
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this time im gonna keep going and refusing help until i drop dead i don't care
9 months ago
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im not okay rn I can feel the fat under my skin it's like it's moving and growing and I can feel it all over and I'm having flashbacks to bad things this is not fun
9 months ago
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just ate pasta! not okay! going to die! fucking horrible binge and I can't purge because my mom is about to go to sleep
9 months ago
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i love this piece so much i feel like it encapsulates my experience w anorexia perfectly
#edsky
#caterpillarsky
9 months ago
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obsessively shaving every inch of my body because it makes me feel less fat
#edsky
#caterpillarsky
9 months ago
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9 months ago
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i fear im in a mixed episode i feel so frantically fucking mental and upset but also godlike at the same time ts so confusing im gonna die
10 months ago
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scale is CANCELLED until Friday the weight I gained the last two days is NOT REAL if i weigh myself i WILL DIE
#edsky
#caterpillarsky
10 months ago
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ok idc if it screams ortho this is absolute fire
add a skeleton here at some point
10 months ago
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decided to "challenge" my ortho this morning and came up with this 😭 chat am I cooked
#edsky
#caterpillarsky
10 months ago
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WHY IS DIAPER CONTENT ON MY TIMELINE I cannot fucking deal with this rn
10 months ago
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ok im making and pinning this post before im too irrational to. i have bipolar type 2 and im 99% sure im entering major hypomania. please keep this in mind w my online activity.
10 months ago
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i think i might be entering hypomania that would explain why im suddenly feeling freaky for no reason
10 months ago
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add a skeleton here at some point
10 months ago
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made a bargain w myself that I will not order thousands of kcal of junk but in exchange I get to drink an entire bottle of red wine for lunch
#edsky
#caterpillarsky
10 months ago
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WHY am I feeling freaky WHY do I want to thirst trap on this account this has never happened to me before
10 months ago
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i can't lie i genuinely enjoy when people shit on
#edsky
because i LOVE excuses to act bitchy
10 months ago
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the demons are telling me doing this is the best idea I've had all week. the noodles alone would be 4000cal 😭
10 months ago
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what if I drop an anvil on your head? what then?
add a skeleton here at some point
10 months ago
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does anyone very clearly remember the first time they got weighed/weighed themselves outside of a medical setting? i remember getting weighed for a trampoline based ride at a park because they thought I might weigh too much 😭
#edsky
#caterpillarsky
10 months ago
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the way I could straight up devour ten packs of instant noodles right now. like. all in one big baking bowl.
10 months ago
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i hate fasting so fucking much why do i do this shit to myself
#edsky
#caterpillarsky
10 months ago
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about a year back i made a slightly nicer new bmi calculator. i just moved it from my professional domain to my edsky domain, so i can now share it with you all <3
#edsky
#caterpillarsky
bmi.emmaaa.icu
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New BMI Calculator
A simple calculator for classic and new BMI
https://bmi.emmaaa.icu/
10 months ago
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new username!!! the icu stands for intensive care unit <3
#edsky
#caterpillarsky
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