i was of the “made amélie her entire personality” subset, but i knew & adored many of the “made weetzie bat her entire personality” girls. the “made the virgin suicides her entire personality” girls were beautiful to me yet intimidating, like wild horses

my semiannual request that yinz continue to take covid seriously mastodon.social/@augieray/11...

will i ever stop writing stories about death and rebirth? probably not

opened my laptop and it was on this paused gmm video, so here you are with no context

i love my boyfriend btw

i love them so much i could bite a tree in half

eddie munson was born in the wrong decade. that boy should have been on tumblr. a natural hater with a penchant for mischief and a propensity for dramatics. he would have done numbers. he would have originated at least two heritage posts.

lads i fear the chronic illness grief is catastrophic today

the one-three punch of chronic fatigue, body dysmorphia, and seasonal depression throwing me to the fucking mat this morning

i think i have to frog my current crochet project 😭

comfort characters + how you love

once again,

if you are a ridiculous little creature, the greatest peace comes from finding a partner with whom you can be your most ridiculous creaturely self

would be greatly cheered by spending a couple hours cleaning but cannot spend a couple hours cleaning without ending up on the couch for two days feeling like shit 🙃🙃🙃

in the birdcage when albert gets into the car all upset and accidentally honks the old-timey awoooga horn and scares himself and shrieks... i have never been so represented in the cinema

hey have you guys heard about being cozy underneath blankets? i've been really into it lately but i don't think many people know about it. you should try it

this specific moment but also every time her mouth goes tight and her eyes widen as the unbearable overwhelm of whatever she's experiencing fully crashes down on her

Eugène Grasset : Three Women and Three Wolves (1900)

perhaps if i simply wear too much concealer and drink too much coffee, the seasonal depression will go away on its own

the barometric pressure is trying to shove me into the asthenosphere and i'm about to let it

you've heard of "unclench your jaw," now get ready for "relax the muscles in your forehead and around your eyes"

happy stylish but illegal monkey day to all who celebrate!!!!! by the way his name is darwin and he lives a farm now

extremely exciting update: my library holds are ready

me, sitting around being a little woebegone bitch: alas and alack and such things. would that i could hibernate through all the winter. my executive functioning desperately rattling the bars of its cage: USE YOUR SUNLAMP. USE YOUR SUNLAMP. USE YOUR SUNLAMP. USE YOUR SUNLAMP.

i need! to remember! to use!! my fucking sunlight lamp!!!!

lately i've been taking a couple extra steps to make my morning coffee as a cafe au lait instead of just a lil splash of oat milk in the cup before i pour the coffee, and honestly the effort-to-enjoyment ratio is off the charts

all simmers say thank u atticwindowatdawn 4 my life

falling pressure has me feeling like

♥️

tis the season to put intensive moisturizing hand cream on my nostrils, fa la la la la, la la la la

“aunt deerteeth where have you been” i started playing the sims again. thank you for respecting my privacy at this time

i have no memory of writing this and no idea as to what the original post was. like uncovering an ancestor's letters, but only one side of the correspondence

btw if you start following me and are an obvious follow-farmer, i'm just blocking you ✌️🫶✨

it's nothing personal, i just find that shit deeply annoying

it's snowy and i wish i had an outside hammock or couch or daybed or something so i could put on warm layers and go outside and wrap myself up in a couple blankets and then a big fluffy duvet and take a nap. just my wool balaclava-clad nose and my eyes poking out from my blanket cocoon.

heard the diet culture bitch in my brain stomping up the stairs so i ate a piece of pumpkin pie and she fell all the way back down stay there, asshole

one night in 2018 i awoke at 12:46am with the urgent need to write down this thought

did not use my cpap the past two nights bc i was super congested & i just end up mouth breathing which is REALLY uncomfortable w/ the cpap, and anyway. wowzers zowzers is this how i used to always feel before i started treatment. holy god i am tired and fuzzybrained.

lying in a creek would fix me

if loving roses is basic then baby call me sodium hydroxide

saying "veggie burger" while i make a veggie burger, but switching which word has a soft g and which has a hard g

sir that's my emotional support packet of saltines

i miss the greenish tinge of 2000s media

i need a $500/month budget for ceramics because every time a fun/cute/funky handmade mug that i love sells out, i die inside a little

baby come back

shoutout to the stranger things people i follow on tumblr for validating my plan to just read a summary of this season and then maybe watch part two or just the finale for Personal Closure

enough about which shows were cancelled too soon. tell me about shows that should have ended much sooner

here is my book. i made this and children unknown to me are using it to explore the outdoors

i’m retiring this piece so if you ever yearned for it, post haste it will stay up until i run out 🖤