writing for all the ghosts is so fucking funny because my pov character is 20 years old and these vampires keep trying to relate to her but they’re many centuries old and have way grayer morality than her

i love the writing process. i love how i fluctuate from “i am the worst person to ever put a pen to paper who even lets me do this” to “damn i really am doing something here. everyone out of my way.”

archiveofourown.org/works/75106961 happy day two! ft saint lala escargot, akira once again in drag because im predictable, and a goro jealousy crash out so bad he should probably just get euthanized before things get any worse #shuakeweek2025

archiveofourown.org/works/75090741 first day of shuake week is up!! suffering over the interrogation room and its after effects <3 its been a week and a half since 11/20 but the pain is forever #shuakeweek2025

i’m gonna blow up a fucking building.

yukiko is literally cuties sweeties. by the way.

i have this fun quirk where if someone suggests they would like recommendations for a specific thing i enjoy (video games, anime, movies, books, etc.) i go crazy bc i love recommending things. i don’t even care if you watch/play/read it i just wanna tell you my thoughts.

great news for people who like yusuke, i have written 3k of just him and sumire talking and the scene isn’t over yet.

my vampire oc florence 🤝 vampire goro akechi vampire assassin who literally can’t say no bc their sire is literally in their head

rescued yukiko! have come to the conclusion that trans woman yukiko and he/him lesbian chie is real. to me.

my biggest gripe with persona 4 so far is it explains everything to me like 3-4 times. like yeah i got it the first time man. sometimes you don’t have to spell it out like i’m five.

just got to the “princess yukiko” midnight channel. tapping the sign.

i have this awesome habit where every year when winter is coming up i go “i’ve had a pretty good year. surely this winter will be fine and not god awful emotionally” forgetting that the problem with winter isn’t just like seasonal depression but A Bunch Of Other Shit

okay i have played like 3 hours of p4 and i’m stopping for the night. first thoughts: it’s not gripping me like p3 or p5. i don’t hate it or anything it just doesn’t have The Sauce for me like the other ones.

gonna play p4. not gonna lie gang, nervous about this one. have heard. a lot of things about it. i fear i will have Opinions.

do u guys fuck w angel/demon yuri #oc

remarkable the way i can spot a mormon missionary before i can even read their stupid name tags. it IS the religious trauma btw.

[Loki] Akechi's will of rebellion manifested. Known as the trickster in Norse mythology, his specialty is shapeshifting.

just finished persona 3 reload finally! i love persona 3 and i think updated visuals did do a lot for the final battle and a lot of the ending, but tbf this is coming from someone who played portable first. the visuals for portable are. well. y’know. psp.

playing more p3r. gonna start throwing rocks at people. i almost didn’t even do the moon social link at all bc it is just deeply fatphobic and constantly using it as a punchline but i finished the ones i wanted to do and was like fuck it sure. and OH MY GOD.

maruki fans fascinate me bc i’ve only seen people bend over backwards to erase an explicit antagonists culpability like this a few times and it’s so pervasive with like all of his fans

i have this thing where every time you have art where YOU say it’s sumire yoshizawa but her hair is in a ponytail and she isn’t wearing glasses i load a bullet into my gun (metaphorically) (i do not own a gun)

show me your true form. #persona5 #shuake

small chapter 6 preview. i planned the scene and was nervous about writing yusuke but i’m having a blast actually.

i’ve discovered today that writing goro akechi pov is crazy bc sometimes he goes “i’m going to spend 500 words mulling over this situation in depth” and i just sort of have to let him. i can want to get to the plot as much as possible but we do not move until akechi says so ig

here's my glowing bookmark review after finishing

me opening my document: man where did i even leave off me rereading: oh yeah they’re fighting again

super excited to share the art i got to draw for @saturnsfather.bsky.social fanfic! there are 5 pieces total, so you have to read to see them all! 👀 thank you @akeshuakeevents.bsky.social for hosting such a cool event! archiveofourown.org/works/741148... #art #akeshu #shuake

welcome to the dreamscape. archiveofourown.org/works/741148... @akeshuakeevents.bsky.social let me to do 8x as much work as i need to, bc theyre all crazy. @scarysu.bsky.social also did more work than needed as my art partner bc shes incredible, and her art can be found in the last few chapters.

seeing angel’s egg (1985) and house (1977) was certainly a choice saturn and i made. movies where we finished them and went well. i am not entirely sure what just happened. had a good time though.

commission☆ #art #persona5 #akechigoro

CROSSROADS #akeshu #明主

ftr before i do post it. i have been planning on posting chapter 5 today all week i just forgot it was 11/20 today. absolutely unrelated. happy interrogation room day, what i offer you is sumire making bad choices.

happy shuake day!!! #ghostart

ohhhh essek thelyss. i am so unwell about him.

sometimes me and my husband leave our apartment and as we wait for the elevator we just hear our cat HOWLING

> "Akechi makes me so mad."

giggling evilly and kicking my feet. i’m sooo excited to post chapter 5

well i’ve written a total of 1.7k today and finished chapter 5. still needs some polishing obviously but. jesus. that was a lot. #jjw #jjwm

will never forget the first time i watched proof of justice bc saturn had gone to get us dinner and i’d started it and he HAD NOT PLAYED THE GAME but asked me to restart it so he could watch it too.

as I burn the world, you came and tame it away

wip snippet for you all what if i told you this was still vampires :)

i love writing goro akechi angry because there is always like a blast radius. you try to intervene in any way? awesome. he is yelling At You now.

not to sound arrogant but i fear i have developed sumire’s character more in the 30k i’ve written than atlus did in her 5 third semester confidant ranks

feeling introspective about my life right now. i actually don’t hate where i’m at right now. would i like the world to not be on fire? absolutely. would i like a better job? for sure. but i DO get to come home to my cat and the love of my life and that’s so fucking good, let me tell you.

every time atlus does some kind of collaboration or event or something with all the thieves or just the royal trio but they make sumire look like kasumi (and straight up CALL HER. KASUMI.) know that i do lose years off my life. they are actively killing me.

i love to show my wip to my husband and he makes the “that’s scary” face