i played dumb and was asking him why and what’s the correlation between the two for the next 5 minutes and i’m happy to report that it did in fact make him feel uncomfortable

*finds a person from the same country and makes plans to hang out with them* *go to the subway, see women in hijabs walk in* *guy whispers “watch out they might blow up” to me and giggles bc he thought that was so funny* HELLOOO???? GET ME OUT OF HERE GET ME OUT ABORT HANG OUT NOW

anyways....

they don’t call me “sanest rore fan” for nothing (literally no one ever said that)

another day of questionable financial decisions ٩( 'ω' )و

ANYWAY SEIBLE BDAY YIPPEE 💙🐶

to elaborate more on the last post i’ve been talking to a lot of people irl about ai and a lot of them seemed to change or at least question their stance on it when i’d bring up how harmful ai is for the environment and how households are left without water because of it

you can’t change the world and all the injustices in it all by yourself. but you always can make small changes by taking to people who surround you. friends, family, partners, colleagues, your community. that you can change and affect. that you can interact with and start a conversation with

saw these divas at the bookstore today ❤️💜🩷🩵

#くろのあとりえ #KuzuArt #かな絵

RORE NENDO IS REAL

fair warning i only have like 15 dollars 🫡

guys i’m going to the store do you want anything?

“i can finally leave!! martha i'm coming home sweetie! I'M BACK IN THE FUCKING BUILDING AGAIN”

i remember being so happy about not wanting to collect kpop boy group photocards anymore only for a couple years to pass and me now collecting photocards with men that are not even fully real 🤡

Runs hands down face. Hey. "Repost or x y z bad will happen" posts are evil. Please be kind to your OCD friends and tag them as an OCD trigger or maybe don't give into the idea that joining a QRT train can save you from misfortune.

i almost forgot that this is what this all was for. i was so eager to get out not just to study but also to be able to speak freely and without being afraid of police knocking on my door bc i said something about the government

OH YEA since i’m out of that borderline dictatorship country and not under big brother’s watch anymore i can finally say SLAVA UKRAINI FREE PALESTINE TRANS RIGHTS ARE HUMAN RIGHTS FUCK CENSORSHIP FUCK FASCISM PROTECT FREE SPEECH CLIMATE CHANGE IS REAL NO ONE IS ILLEGAL READ BOOKS, PUNCH NAZIS 🤍🕊️

i am eternally grateful for having the opportunity to do all of this but man do i need to make some friends here

*moves to another country across the world* hey i think im actually handling this pretty we— *gets hit with loneliness, isolation and homesickness not even a week in*

update i got outside yippee

HOW DO I GET OUT IM SO LOST

forget exit 8 what the actual fuck is this

it’s almost october why is it still 30+ degrees here

plan for today: - get a uv umbrella before the sun broils me alive - go out for at least one meal

imposter syndrome? more like stupid gaijin syndrome oh my god they just saw my anime pins now they’ll think i’m just another foreigner who only cares about anime and doesn’t actually respect the country and its culture i’m gonna get deported tomorrow (literally no one actually cares)

"you dont want a cure? you want autistic children to suffer?" AUTISM IS NOT A SUFFERING!! the only reason an autistic person suffers in life is because of lack of accommodations and support!! it’s so clear that society does not value autistic lives and would rather us be allistic or not exist at all

good morning i wanna stay inside so bad but also i have literally nothing to do if i stay, so outside we go again (・ω・)

i’m so very normal about kzh’s new outfit you guys have no idea haha

possible tw // anxiety and ed / arfid recovery related talk two small wins today: - ordered a meal in japanese by actually speaking out loud and not just pointing at the menu/showing a phone screen with order written down - actually finished the food for the first time in months

thanks for stopping by the #HSEverglow concert! thank you so much for all of the love and support you've shown me and the boys! here's to making great new memories moving forward! otsustars!! 🩵🧡🩷❤️💜🤎🩶💙💚❤️ x.com/HOLOSTARSen/...

axel….. hhrffhgghh

OMG ???? #hseverglow

what a day ٩( 'ω' )و🥖 forgive the lack of bedsheets i’m doing the laundry ヽ(；▽；)ノ

go watch everglow go go go 🗣️🗣️🗣️ www.youtube.com/live/WWOmxhm...

good morning aaaaa ( ˶°ㅁ°)

just got a twt notif abt rore’s stream and suddenly realized i don’t need to convert the hours for the stream anymore i am free from the vtuber mental mathematics

btw !! i’ve seen a lot of lads girls at the tgs and from my observations the majority of them had either zayne or raf merch with maybe a couple having something caleb related (haven’t seen anyone with xav or sylus unfortunately)

going to animate was like: *sees a character* oh oomf likes them *sees another character* oh oomf likes them *sees another character* oh oomf likes them *sees another character* oh oomf likes them *sees another character* oh oomf likes them *sees another character* oh oomf likes them *sees anoth

also btw yea i kinda moved to japan teehee oops forgot to tell y’all ☆〜（ゝ。∂）

i still have this tourist kind of mentality where i think “oh man i don’t have much time better do 10 things in one day” and then i remember that i now live here. like i’m an actual resident and not just visiting for a week like before

oh man i’m so tired and overstimulated i wish i could go to some nice quiet place *goes to akihabara*

i’ll post more later so apologies for the spam in advance ٩( 'ω' )و

secured the homosexuals at the sega booth

still had fun tho!! even got to meet some ppl :3

i lasted for like 4 hours at the tgs that place is an absolute autistic nightmare

japan, apparently