✨no name alien✨
@isolated-strvtion.bsky.social
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I’m probably too old for this shit no minors
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bout me ✨ no name (they/them) ~ old af to still be so disordered (31, minors dni) ~ ocd, cptsd, nd ~ restrictive ed (prev dx an, quasi recovery + many relapses) ~ professional actor aka professional auditioner
9 months ago
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ok so… in response to the new issues im having re food & weight from the steroids my dr is willing to prescribe met//4//m!n… do I do it for wl or just wait it out and see if I taper faster than expected and my hormones level out and I lose the steroid gain on my own?
1 day ago
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I love being married to my spouse but it’s honestly so much harder to restrict now. I miss having complete control over my groceries and meals
11 days ago
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School and fatigue have been making it so hard to work out and I feel like garbage
15 days ago
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i feel so disgustingly fat rn
about 2 months ago
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started new meds last month so 🤞🏻🤞🏻 should be off the gross ass pills that make me feel like shit (and give me a bottomless pit of hunger like I’ve never experienced before) soon
about 2 months ago
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hi fam im back im alive (sort of) and im (definitely not) thriving but i am surviving ✨ whos ready for fall?
about 2 months ago
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steroids really add a challenge to r3str!!ct!0n
4 months ago
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yall…. it’s over 100
4 months ago
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started the day with a fasted cardio workout because it’s hot af and I won’t want to do it later and also fasted cardio is supposed to be better for fat loss which I certainly need
4 months ago
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it’s so much harder to res on days when my partner’s with me all day
4 months ago
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I need to baby proof my apartment or something cause I have fully banged my legs up running into things
4 months ago
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cheeky lil lunch
4 months ago
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my partner brought home cinnamon rolls yesterday and I’m doing everything I can to not eat it without rousing suspicion
4 months ago
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anyone else watching the nflix d//c//c show?
4 months ago
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at least post dentist I have a great excuse to not eat lol
5 months ago
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my face is numb from the dentist I hate it
5 months ago
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✨no name alien✨
Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked)
8 months ago
‧₊˚✧Call me 𝕴𝖙𝖘𝖞 ✧˚₊‧  ──── ୨୧ ──── ִ ࣪𖤐30s ִ ࣪𖤐ana off and on since 2005 ִ ࣪𖤐clean from drugs for 10 years ִ ࣪𖤐minors/non-ed/anti-recovery dni Heart to be added and share to help my find my lost moots!
#lemonwatersky
#edbsky
#butterflyana
#caterpillarsky
#ricecakesky
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Pain is definitely improved from yesterday. I can actually move today so that’s good. Gonna try to do some gentle pilates later
5 months ago
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I’m having such a rough day with my pain and everything… I feel like I can barely move because of how stiff my back is today
5 months ago
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I’m not going to be able to weigh myself tomorrow as planned because of 🩸
5 months ago
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I have such conflicting desires of having a kid vs being skeletally thin
5 months ago
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Eventually I will lose my period again and I can’t fucking wait
5 months ago
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Today has been super productive in terms of my personal life however I have not burned nearly enough calories. Gotta get some sort of extra movement in before bed…
5 months ago
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✨no name alien✨
🦇Void (he/him) MDNI🦇
5 months ago
dreaming of being concerningly skinny,,,
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I had crazy dreams last night about people forcing me to eat
5 months ago
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my autoimmune medication is being switched to one that’s an infusion so that’s fun
5 months ago
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after a few months on biologics for my autoimmune issues I started having symptoms again and my dr tested me for antibodies just in case but said it was unlikely I developed them so fast. turns out I’ve got more than 6x the level of a “high” antibody count. cool. coolcoolcool.
5 months ago
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My fridge is going crazy! I went to pull out a diet pop and it was partially frozen - wild
5 months ago
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I hate that I have to eat to stay alive. I wish my brain and body could function on a perpetual absence of food
5 months ago
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Going on a hike today with my partner! Checking out a new trail in a park we love, hopefully it’s as fun and beautiful as the others
5 months ago
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went to the beach because it’s been such a gross hot day and now my legs are turning purple and covered in goosebumps lol
5 months ago
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do I know who this housewives cast member is? no. will I devour this book? 100% yes
5 months ago
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insurance is so fucking stupid
5 months ago
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spent 3 hours at the dentist today but at least I finally found a dentist I like
5 months ago
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I’m struggling so hard with gender dysphoria right now. It feels impossible to physically present in an affirming way right now
5 months ago
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it’s time for a poll (without a poll function) which sounds smaller to you: skinny or thin
5 months ago
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✨no name alien✨
Shy
5 months ago
Just know that the like I leave on ur post is filled with genuine love and hope that everything’s going well for you
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I scheduled a dentist appt for this week I’m genuinely so scared to go
5 months ago
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I want to weigh myself again in like two weeks but I need to figure out how to do it in this tiny ny apt without my partner noticing
5 months ago
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happy fucking pride ✨
5 months ago
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panic attacks in the grocery store ✌🏻✨
5 months ago
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made the mistake of weighing myself while blocked 💩 with damp hair. good news is my weight wasn’t up which means under ~ideal conditions~ it had better be down at least 1lb
5 months ago
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I want to be restricting lower but I feel like it’s a bad idea…. maybe in the fall I can bring it down again
5 months ago
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my shower isn’t getting warm but I already put the oil in my hair so I have to take a shower now even if that means I freeze. help
5 months ago
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✨no name alien✨
ꩇׁׅ݊ɑׁׅ֮ꪀׁׅtׁׅꪱׁׅ꯱ׁׅ֒ ᡣ𐭩⋆˚࿔
5 months ago
man fuck this shit
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finding a day where everything aligns correctly so I can weigh myself is much harder than I want it to be
5 months ago
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I’m actually so upset about my med increase it makes me so mad at my body
5 months ago
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my meds are being increased and now I have to jab my leg with a needle every week instead of every other week ✌🏻 yay
5 months ago
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Post workout sweet treat 😻
5 months ago
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I have not had one poppi that tastes good, they all have a funky aftertaste. Am I just weird or…?
5 months ago
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