ok so… in response to the new issues im having re food & weight from the steroids my dr is willing to prescribe met//4//m!n… do I do it for wl or just wait it out and see if I taper faster than expected and my hormones level out and I lose the steroid gain on my own?

I love being married to my spouse but it’s honestly so much harder to restrict now. I miss having complete control over my groceries and meals

School and fatigue have been making it so hard to work out and I feel like garbage

i feel so disgustingly fat rn

started new meds last month so 🤞🏻🤞🏻 should be off the gross ass pills that make me feel like shit (and give me a bottomless pit of hunger like I’ve never experienced before) soon

hi fam im back im alive (sort of) and im (definitely not) thriving but i am surviving ✨ whos ready for fall?

steroids really add a challenge to r3str!!ct!0n

yall…. it’s over 100

started the day with a fasted cardio workout because it’s hot af and I won’t want to do it later and also fasted cardio is supposed to be better for fat loss which I certainly need

it’s so much harder to res on days when my partner’s with me all day

I need to baby proof my apartment or something cause I have fully banged my legs up running into things

cheeky lil lunch

my partner brought home cinnamon rolls yesterday and I’m doing everything I can to not eat it without rousing suspicion

anyone else watching the nflix d//c//c show?

at least post dentist I have a great excuse to not eat lol

my face is numb from the dentist I hate it

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Pain is definitely improved from yesterday. I can actually move today so that’s good. Gonna try to do some gentle pilates later

I’m having such a rough day with my pain and everything… I feel like I can barely move because of how stiff my back is today

I’m not going to be able to weigh myself tomorrow as planned because of 🩸

I have such conflicting desires of having a kid vs being skeletally thin

Eventually I will lose my period again and I can’t fucking wait

Today has been super productive in terms of my personal life however I have not burned nearly enough calories. Gotta get some sort of extra movement in before bed…

dreaming of being concerningly skinny,,,

I had crazy dreams last night about people forcing me to eat

my autoimmune medication is being switched to one that’s an infusion so that’s fun

after a few months on biologics for my autoimmune issues I started having symptoms again and my dr tested me for antibodies just in case but said it was unlikely I developed them so fast. turns out I’ve got more than 6x the level of a “high” antibody count. cool. coolcoolcool.

My fridge is going crazy! I went to pull out a diet pop and it was partially frozen - wild

I hate that I have to eat to stay alive. I wish my brain and body could function on a perpetual absence of food

Going on a hike today with my partner! Checking out a new trail in a park we love, hopefully it’s as fun and beautiful as the others

went to the beach because it’s been such a gross hot day and now my legs are turning purple and covered in goosebumps lol

do I know who this housewives cast member is? no. will I devour this book? 100% yes

insurance is so fucking stupid

spent 3 hours at the dentist today but at least I finally found a dentist I like

I’m struggling so hard with gender dysphoria right now. It feels impossible to physically present in an affirming way right now

it’s time for a poll (without a poll function) which sounds smaller to you: skinny or thin

Just know that the like I leave on ur post is filled with genuine love and hope that everything’s going well for you

I scheduled a dentist appt for this week I’m genuinely so scared to go

I want to weigh myself again in like two weeks but I need to figure out how to do it in this tiny ny apt without my partner noticing

happy fucking pride ✨

panic attacks in the grocery store ✌🏻✨

made the mistake of weighing myself while blocked 💩 with damp hair. good news is my weight wasn’t up which means under ~ideal conditions~ it had better be down at least 1lb

I want to be restricting lower but I feel like it’s a bad idea…. maybe in the fall I can bring it down again

my shower isn’t getting warm but I already put the oil in my hair so I have to take a shower now even if that means I freeze. help

man fuck this shit

finding a day where everything aligns correctly so I can weigh myself is much harder than I want it to be

I’m actually so upset about my med increase it makes me so mad at my body

my meds are being increased and now I have to jab my leg with a needle every week instead of every other week ✌🏻 yay

Post workout sweet treat 😻

I have not had one poppi that tastes good, they all have a funky aftertaste. Am I just weird or…?