Being nice to me doesn’t make me feel good

Hedgehog Dilemma

I’m gonna delete all the unnecessary vent stuff but I’m keeping the derealisation stuff there in case someone can legitimise it for me

Maybe I should just go to bed and cuddle my blahaj and try to pretend I’m a dog or something to make myself feel better

I keep having this sensation

I keep feeling like things that are happening are in some way connected to the past. They register the same feelings as a prediction or memory of something that’s meant to happen. Destined. I think I read that this is a symptom of derealisation

I’ve given you people what I felt was at the very least some of what makes me feel wrong and horrible and you love it

I don’t know if this is fun anymore

help me😭 こちらは新年早々穏やかな日々が続いてますっ規則正しいって最の高ですっ☆ 何か刺激が欲しいですっ☆

Whaaat's thaaat? You ate alll your food out of the dog bowl, wore your collar the whooole day, aaand when I held out my fingers you went lick~lick slurping them all clean? D'awww alrighty~ then you can sleep in my bed tonight, but only if you prooomise to be a good pet for me tomorrow too, okay?~

I’m so much girlier on here then I am in real life, y’all helped with that

For @ladyluckfate.bsky.social!!

One day I’m gonna make a typo that breaks tos

Ideal partner

Newest lazy circus animal handler tasked to Feed The Elephant #TFEverday #Tf #Transfur #Transformation #TfSky Very much egged on by Ringleader @deltadjinn.bsky.social

Sometimes I just walk in on a bit of discourse and I just half understand what it’s about but it’s still like, why is this happening?

You will be a slug and you will like it you fucking fleshbag

you ever find a cursed mirror with a hot succubus girl inside, and on a whim give her a kiss and end up trapped in the mirror in her sexy curvy and extremely needy demon girl body while she runs free with yours?

Three thoughts, one post: - God I hate pre - Big butt women in men’s underwear - I wonder if I’d be good with a blog

Bringing this post over from Tumblr

can we please get some traction? this bills are coming up quick and i'm worried we're not gonna make it please help us while i search for work and wait for my unemployment appeal $161/$2000 venmo: gayley_williams cashapp: gayleywilliams paypal.me/chemrain 💸💕

This but with a ovipositor ;3

I think the reason that shoegaze resonates with me so much isn't the ethereal, psychedelic, melancholic nature of the sound, and how uniquely linked a lot of it is to those feelings of depression and loneliness in a weirdly relatable way through an audio medium. It's because I have a footwear kink.

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They’re a good friend of mine as well, please support them if you can!

i wanted a chocolate strawberry rlly bad so i drew my sona eating one also its my profile pic now bcz i liked it ( #furryart )

If I had a tail, I'd own the night

Aroace people do I get a pass?

The ‘*w*’‘s in the bottle today, I’m mostly just posting for amusement rn

Wanna fill em with cursed boba milk tea

*Click Click* OH NOOOO *Click Click* OUR LEGS ARE TOUCHIN’ *Click Click* THEY’RE TOUCHIN’ ON THE BUS! *Click Click CLICK CLICK*

I need a fucked up anime to watch with breakfast

We are now in the gears of how this site works

"free thinkers" until i pet them and tell them what a good creature they are ^w^

I don’t take care of myself

CW: Farting, burping, tentacle fucking, rapid WG. A pirate girl follows a map, hoping for riches. Instead she finds herself fattened and fucked into a gassy blob by a particularly nasty tentacle beast. I'm sure she'll enjoy her new life as a lard container.

Omg I love E-domming

I took an edible and turned into a puppy plush earlier holy moly

Consider this my legally binding last will and testament.

Do I even need to reiterate what we’re all thinking?

tomorrow i have renter's insurance due, saturday is car, sunday is electric, plus groceries again midweek donations have stalled out recently please help us while i search for work and wait for my unemployment appeal $161/$2000 venmo: gayley_williams cashapp: gayleywilliams paypal.me/chemrain 💸💕

Heheh, I love giving people what they want and then using them. I’m like a corporate entity or something ;3

This but ‘bian

Everyone seemed to miss my ‘forced to be happy’ little bit of sadism there and you know what, that’s fine. Good that you didn’t notice I snuck that in there. Now I can have fun with that… (by helping you get better at things you don’t want to do)

I’m gonna drink tea guys

Short guy in a skirt with a fat ass and cute hair that makes him look so petty and handsome and gdgjrfgffdgg

You know what, since you have all made me feel so warm and cherished recently, for some reason my dom side doesn’t want to ruin you atm. Instead I want to make you all pretty, whatever that means to you, and make your brains happy… you will only be able to be happy…

i'm an evildoer. i love doing evil