Me every single day over the past 3 days, as I've been socializing and seeing family.

I'm exhausted, in physical pain (shoulders busted), I've done nothing but chores & peopling for the past 3 days. Had to deal with unexpected chores & plans changing every day during that time. People we invited over kept changing food plans & times ON THE DAY. I'm at my limit & overstimulated af.

Nah. Fuck all that next year

Sitting with extended family at the table on Boxing day. Suddenly rape discussions and as a survivor it triggers me. So now I want to leave (also who tf brings that up at the dinner table?) Got me like:

I have to dip over the SFW line briefly because what the hell 😭 Headphones & an Allen wrench in the penis!? A lighter in a vagina!? Screws, nails, a light bulb & a beard trimmer inside anuses!? (Also the classic "slipped on a shampoo bottle"). I am BEGGING ppl to buy sex toys with a flared base.

Well. Having a breakdown over the sink (whilst I was trying to brush my teeth), thinking about everyone that I've lost who I held dear and how I thought my future was going to be way different growing up, wasn't expected today. But here we are.

I'm sorry to everyone that things have been a little lax lately. People I need to reply to, people I want to hang out with, things for streams I need to set up, redecorating my room. This year has been a lot all at once, very much "everything, all of the time" & I've just been super overwhelmed.

Certainly feeling this one this year youtu.be/UzVsUewmsJY?...

Anyone out there have any good recommendations for websites that print stickers? Specifically for merch.

Henry, our hero Henry @novaloux.bsky.social

A theme park near me does this exact thing! Thought it was really cool and a good use of space.

i don't think the dune movies are good

How dare you call me out like this! 😆 (I still have this book, I love it).

Just Eat still wouldn't give a refund btw, even with evidence of frankly uncooked food and the fact they sent me food with an allergen in it, which I specifically "made my own" meal in order to have it without.

Not to mention they gave me the most Caucasian looking churros I've ever seen. Where is the cinnamon? The sugar? *Any* Flavour or seasoning? Raw in the middle too.

In what fucking world is this a "grilled cheese"? Baring in mind I melted the cheese. Order was missing half of the ingredients, sauces and my order (a choose your own) had stuff in it I didn't even ask for and cannot eat

Since I've been exploring unmasking (over the past year or so), my people skills, energy and ability to have conversations have taken a dive. I'm sorry if I've seemed a bit off or conversations have been a bit awkward. I'm still trying to figure out how to come back into the world!

Christmas presents for myself finally came into the country, customs paid. Won't be buying Ginga stuff for a while now I think, unless a Grail item goes on the market.

Why do we keep copying dystopian shit from fiction and none of the cool shit? I don't want real life Hunger Games or 1984. I want to see the replicator and holodeck from Star Trek happen instead.

it doesn’t go away as an adult btw

Americans. Jaffa cakes are not biscuits or "cookies" 😭 They consist of sponge, orange jelly and topped with chocolate. Sincerely, a Brit who's confused why they're being called cookies.

Easiest gold star I've earned.

Hey, guess what game I have been playing lately lmao. #kingdomhearts

Why couldn't I have gotten the "go for a run/workout" sad, instead of the "eat a load of ice cream or snacks" sad 😭

Tidied my room, made some experimentation with soup that I like and sorted things out to go in the loft. Today was much lazier than yesterday, but still got stuff done this weekend, so that's good. Feeling productive 👍

Still haven't seen Home Alone, but from what I've heard I just don't really understand the appeal beyond nostalgia. Idk. Watching movies as a family just wasn't really a thing when I was a kid & no TV at Christmas. Plus my PDA kicking in a couple of times hasn't helped when it comes to watching it.

Just putting it out there (in general), you CAN criticize a game without outright hating it or wishing harm on the devs. I've felt that seems lost on a lot of people these days. The strict ride or die/love or hate mentality against valid criticism that's become more apparent is, imo, gross

Went into the minuses this month and had to take some money out of savings. Been a real tough couple of months. Hopefully it'll be better next month and I can put what I used back into savings 👍

I find it really intriguing when people who've blocked me come up to me in public & talk to me like we're friends, only for me to point it out. They say no, see they have & panic. Expression is priceless. Don't try & pretend we're friends when you've pulled that shit. I don't fuck with you.

Normalise calling out fursuiters who drive cars in public spaces, whilst in suit. You're in charge of a machine with the potential to harm/kill someone/yourself whilst restricting your vision in the name of online points and "content". 👎

Just putting it out there (in general), you CAN criticize a game without outright hating it or wishing harm on the devs. I've felt that seems lost on a lot of people these days. The strict ride or die/love or hate mentality against valid criticism that's become more apparent is, imo, gross

I have all the time in the world to start something new, but I don't the ability to focus or think 🙃

Good grief

Another Gin (Ginga Nagareboshi Gin) doodle! I’m slowly getting back into the groove of drawing again!

I do love E33, great game, fantastic soundtrack but feel KCD2 was robbed when it came to best RPG. It certainly has more elements of an rpg, just changing costumes/armor/movesets I don't think really counts, in comparison to specking into specific skills, choices & building a character around that.

Clair Obscur does deserve the award, but I do think that some games (especially the super popular one) should have a limit to how many awards they can be nominated for, as other really good games really don't get a chance to shine when Clair is in almost every category.

I have asked every day for 20 years for a new pod racer game and today my prayers were answered. Against all odds it looks incredible. youtu.be/RiavNl4qxWY

Not another Soulslike. Gotta be like the 84th this year

NEW POD RACING GAME I've waited years

Yeah, unfortunately my wish of "saving up to visit US cons in order to see friends again" has just gone out of the window... To my pals in the US please get your passports and come visit me sometime because I am also not dealing with all this shit. >

Where are you all?

Love that when I made friends with people and gave them free art and they just immediately dipped or started being nasty to me ✌️😭

When he's hung but he's ace

No idea when I'll be going to a meet again tbh. I usually do the parties but this last one was super expensive, especially this time of year 😱 Still going to do summer parties though! Maybe some regular meets here and there, it's just been really difficult & expensive since I moved out of London

Burnt my tongue on the soup again 😑

Can't seem to cut a break, alongside the weekend I've had, so many people have said they're interested in buying parts of my collections and then back out last minute 😭

If anyone's at the LondonFurs winter party rn, I've got the Autism hat.

Go visit Pooka for some lovely hand crafted trinkets and art! Their connecting Keychains are my favourite!

We have been in hiding/masking for YEARS, protecting ourselves from a world not built for us to navigate.