You want me to score your weird little indie horror game You intend to commission me, BE/HOLD, to write the soundtrack for that spooky little video game on your hard drive You are putting out a scary video game with lo-res graphics and you are will to pay me to write music for it You are developi

I’ve started getting VOs for this project and I’m so goddamn excited for all yall to see it

This stays true. i truly believe the only reason I'm still a moderately functioning human being through all this is because I've spent so much energy tapping in to local organizations and mutual aid groups

YAY @manysidedmedia.bsky.social @brianflaherty.bsky.social @shenuque.bsky.social @bobigail.bsky.social @strautmaskreplica.bsky.social @kendomakesfilms.bsky.social @werewolffeels.bsky.social @beholdyourfate.bsky.social

This season wouldn't have been nearly as good without some AMAZING help behind the scenes: @shenuque.bsky.social produced this season and helped Elliot sculpt a gorgeous story @beholdyourfate.bsky.social gave us a soundtrack worthy of The Wildsea

Got to write a VERY fun theme song for this upcoming series from @dan-is-baking.bsky.social !!

I am cultivating a vibe at the studio today

I just backed DOOMSPIRAL on @kickstarter.com www.kickstarter.com/projects/sou...

The TTRPG-focused podcast network @manysidedmedia.bsky.social is adding new shows less than four months after its official 'expansion' in June, with the addition of @5gmsofficial.bsky.social @queerpg.bsky.social and @theheartisadungeon.bsky.social

I'm gonna do some music for this game (alongside some other bonkers talented musicians) but I'll do EVEN MORE if you get in there and BACK IT

:) new music?????

We're a Directors Tier pledge away from 20 min of music each by @strautmaskreplica.bsky.social, @loottheroom.bsky.social, and @beholdyourfate.bsky.social for Asher's Ridge 🤞 (Or if you don't fancy the one and only original deck of painted cards—54 mini acrylic paintings—there are other options!)

Come hangout with me and do Saturday Cartoons + Chores! We all know that you need to vacuum that carpet you've been ignoring for the last few weeks. Might as well enjoy yourself while you do it!

Thank you JC

🎵I get MIIIIIIcrowaved for my friends🎵 We're fixing Pacific Rim: Uprising (2018) with the Mech TTRPG Lancer! Featuring guest GM @iwriterobots.com and music by BE/HOLD! (@beholdyourfate.bsky.social ), which you can hear in this teaser!

Semi-regular reminder that I put out a cryptid-core album earlier this year, and now that it’s becoming X-Files/Twin Peaks season (autumn) it is the perfect time to give it a listen! beholdyourfate.bandcamp.com/album/where-...

Just a lil something to take the edge off youtu.be/2qvAxPqy2wA?...

If you didn't know, I am also in a band called 'in contrast' and I put out this song back in 2022, and I still think its one of the best things I've ever written. www.youtube.com/watch?v=uO_G...

When I say "in my lair scheming", what I mean is that I am in a 10x10 windowless room making "music" that is entirely un-listenable and would give a dead person a migraine

Another banger from @bennjordan.bsky.social and by banger, I mean a 35 minute video that gives me immeasurable existential dread. Nice! www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pp9M...

Hey! I put out this album earlier this year and honestly it kinda bangs! beholdyourfate.bandcamp.com/album/where-...

Take me back to gods country (the dingy ass corner store by my apartment that sells the the most vile coffee you've ever tasted)

Finally back in the studio today after two weeks out of town. I’m starting to feel human again!

I will def be tuning in for this

Wouldn’t it be cool if your new game/podcast/film had an original soundtrack……..

Thankful for the Alexes 🙏 We're fixing Pacific Rim: Uprising by running it through the super-fun mech TTRPG Lancer with guest GM @iwriterobots.com! And a soundtrack by @beholdyourfate.bsky.social! #lancer #ttrpg #dnd

We are legally required to say the name of the movie during roleplay. Are you listening to us fix Pacific Rim Uprising?? With @iwriterobots.com as our guest GM/Robot Master and a soundtrack by BE/HOLD ( @beholdyourfate.bsky.social)?? You probably are, I bet. #Lancer #ttrpg

Special shoutouts to the individual nominees: @moreblueberries.bsky.social - Best GM @brianflaherty.bsky.social - Best Player, Best Editing, Best Sound Design @beholdyourfate.bsky.social & @strautmaskreplica.bsky.social - Best Original Music @strautmaskreplica.bsky.social - Best Original Song

Tune in TOMORROW for our interview with @lackingceremony.bsky.social, designer of beloved games like The Quiet Year and Monsterhearts. We discuss the many full circle moments of her career, why trigger warnings are actually for the sickos, and how she continues to learn from her designs.

New grift: Retune all of my music to 432hz, sell it online to white “new age spiritualists” on Instagram Reels for $333.33

BE/HOLD radio is back for the next couple of weeks! Going to be streaming tunes live on YouTube, and I've even included some currently unreleased material. If that sounds like fun to you, check it out here: www.youtube.com/watch?v=iydX...

I'm looking for some new stuff to work on for the fall! If you're a TTRPG Designer, Film Maker, Podcaster, or Eldritch Being, and you want a soundtrack, theme song, or ambient sounds for your project, shoot me a DM/Email! Here is some of my recent work: www.youtube.com/watch?v=y8K3...

sorry cant talk im having delusions of grandeur

When I was a teenager I used to go to the gas station at 1-2am and buy a hotdog off of the sausage roller, and a number of times the attendant would give a few more for free because they had been rolling there for hours. I live every day chasing that high.

Sometimes Ben forgets that he can add sound effects in post. We're fixing Pacific Rim: Uprising (2018) with crunch mech RPG Lancer, infamous robot kisser @iwriterobots.com and a soundtrack by BE/HOLD (@beholdyourfate.bsky.social)!

Gen Con is weird because now people know who I am. I'm incredibly thankful for those of you who listen to and enjoy my music, but if you say nice things about me in public I will cry!

I'll be at Gen Con this weekend! Would love to meet y'all!

Looking for some recommendations! Music discovery via spotify's algorithm has become terrible so I am looking for some editors to start following. Any music-specific substacks that you follow? Open to all kinds of music/blogs, and special consideration for NYC specific outlets!

You heard it here first, kids. I sure can write a theme song!

What's better than mechs? New mechs. We're remaking Pacific Rim Uprising (2018) by playing Lancer! Guest GMed by @iwriterobots.com! Soundtrack by @beholdyourfate.bsky.social! #mechs #ttrpg #actualplay #DnD #comedy #improv

Current career pursuit is touching grass, thank you for your consideration

If you love Project ECCO then you should SHOUT IT FROM THE ROOFTOPS!! And while you're at it, listen to our actual play of the game (it's probably one of my favorite things we've ever made) podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/m...

Its crazy how your therapist will tell you "eat right, get exercise, go outside, see your friends, and sleep 8", and you'll immediately brush it off as bad advice. Then one day, you do all of that, and you feel way better. Anyway, I've been playing basketball in the park recently and its awesome

Hi! The BBB is bad, but it does NOT allow the president to postpone elections! Fear mongering with false information is not helpful to anyone! apnews.com/article/fact...

I can't tell if it's because I'm too NYC focused but does it feel like the news cycle spent more time crashing out on the fact that NYC picked a brown Muslim dude as is primary candidate then it did on a right wing extremist who shot 2 Minnesota legislators killing one, her husband and dog?

New Slugblaster TOMORROW!! Our crew has to save one of their own from a fate worse than death…an internship!! podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/m...

Gonna be doing a screening of this in the studio every day for the next few months www.youtube.com/watch?v=o9Ma...

NYC is about to see an ungodly amount of Islamophobic propaganda and boy oh boy am I ready to fight that bs

We're THRILLED to announce we're partnering with @possumcreekgames.com and @stevejacksongames.bsky.social for a mini-season of Last Train to Bremen! Our quartet of doomed musicians is: @brianflaherty.bsky.social @moreblueberries.bsky.social @shenuque.bsky.social @strautmaskreplica.bsky.social

Running on a pro-lgbtq, anti-genocide platform is a winning strategy and don't ever let them try to tell you otherwise ever again