how does my coach clown me like that. it keeps me up at night fr

I ran an open mat today & invited my coach & told her hey so you should absolutely murder me in front of my students so they know it's possible & wow she really did

if you wanna catch these hands it should be easy because I'm slow and predictable

Meinung: Wenn es etwas gibt sollte man es auch kaputtmachen dürfen

protip when she asks if you are mad at her just ask her if there's anything for you to be mad at her for. turn those tables, women love being uncomfortable

asked coach what my road map for brown belt was & she said two things: "you're on the path you just gotta tighten up" and "know that when I give you your brown belt it's because you've torn it out of someone else's hands"

black belt homie may have caught me ten times before I got him once but I got his ass tonight fr

[tying my purple belt] nah i'm good I warmed up yesterday

Letting the hard animal of my body hate what it hates

one of my jiujitsu students last night told me they wished I could have the aux for all the classes & I've never gotten a greater compliment as a coach

my acne has been worse the past few months but my skincare routine has been the same. mystery #1 in my life rn

the lily of the field and the bird of the air no name in the street

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watching two white belts I've trained roll with each other is like watching two brain-damaged clones of myself fight to the death

let's go harvest ichor bro

crucks. oil painting on linen, 2020

it won't just take courage in the face of bodily harm, but also in the face of grievous spiritual injury—the wheels of history are turned only to crush human beings to bloody paste, and if you'd like to turn them very far, you won't come out clean. history clearly favors the worst in us.

Sorcerer (1977) dir. William Friedkin

A mysterious visitor on the roof

I'm gay? fr?

How is AI *really* impacting jobs? Henley Chiu, the CTO of Revealera, a jobs data analysis firm, analyzed 180 million jobs listings in 2024 and 2025, in an effort to find out. Chiu found an: -8% drop in all jobs postings -~30% drop in art, photography, writing jobs -22% drop in journalism jobs

we don't always notice because we expected another big war but we truly live in the ruins of the 20th century

one thing nauseating me is these regular reminders that the powerful people who rule this world do not care at all about what happens to innocent children. they do not share the public's disgust. what happened is no problem in their minds—if it even happened, they think, no injustice was committed.

Average American news day in 2025: the President is a world historical pedophile and the entire government of the United States functionally exists in part to cover up his world historical pedophilia and the world historical pedophilia of his friends. We will do nothing to stop this, by the way.

It's not about changing minds, it's about avoiding sacrilege. Because he's their idol. This is literally the basis of my claim that MAGA is idolatry: They don't fear the truth. DT is above the truth to them. He is an idol, and the only thing they want to avoid is desecration of his name.

I've felt off & vaguely ill all day & I've assumed it is digestive issues but it could also be the current global state of affairs

ibuprofen not helping enough today. rest day? rest day.

shower soju

seek first the kingdom and righteousness

had some noodles & ibuprofen so I'm ready to throw down

betraying my monoganous tendencies here but it's always sad for me to see someone in an open relationship having an obvious favorite or primary partner

squatted more than bodyweight today for the first time since hip injury last year, god is great

:)

guy at church today asked me if I liked raves, taught me the PLUR handshake & gave me a kandi bracelet haha hell yeah man , this is the sign of the cross, God's peace be with you

THE GOLDEN VOYAGE OF SINBAD (1973)

#A085C6

I figure cajun food is comfort food for me bc I made it through college largely on crawfish étouffée I got from a little hole-in-the-wall place near campus

O Lord, make haste to help us.

that my wife is turned on by me being a selfish lover is not good for me. ayup welp good sex good night

hey so me and the girls are gonna study your brain for science. We got lab coats and a clip board and everything

I was hoping whatever was bursting out of the guy's chest in Alien would be something nice

fuck history

that christianity as a practice (not as a self-identification) can survive in any form under capitalism feels like a miracle of some kind

every sunday, from pulpits in megachurches across america, white evangelicals cry out about some imaginary persecution of christianity. but i can’t stop thinking about the pile of rosaries collected by a janitor at a border crossing or the priest turned away at the gates of the detention camp.

hey sorry for being a huge bitch earlier. i was only acting that way because deep down im a huge bitch

[finding a can kicked down the road] hey whose can is this

I have no idea what my job is. I spend a couple hours a day putting numbers into a database and then generating charts for people. And that's it. No idea what the numbers are or what the charts are for. The rest of the day I just wander around the building or scroll social media.